Patience of the Second Wife
Goodbye Baby boy

A full week, Alan's eyes are almost not closed, if three days looking for Dinda, now alternately the man is looking after the baby who is increasingly critical, even though doctors from abroad have been brought by Mr. Heru, still his condition decreased, even the baby's ribs seemed to stand out, so thin.

Alan cried at the embrace of his mother, he considered that this was karma for him, as well as Daka who could only pray because the medical team could only try, not determine.

Alan kissed her baby cheek long and softly. Satisfying for his attitude so far that has never pleased the baby and his mother.

''Forgive papa.'' whispered Alan hugging his son.

There was nothing untiring tears in the room, including Syntia who had fallen in love with baby Dinda, Daka as a team of doctors had resigned to God, he said, what else Alan who does not know what, he just gave all that to the Creator.

''Ma, please contact Faisal bang, at least he knows the condition of his nephew.'' said Alan faltered.

Din, wherever you are I'm sorry, because I can't look after our son.

''Al.'' Daka's voice from behind patted his shoulder, the man knew that Alan was currently covered in deep regret.

''All humans can only plan. But it is God who decides, the age of man is not in the hands of man, but in the hands of God.''

Alan turned to look at Daka's face which was also swollen. ''Is Dinda really not able to see her son for now?'' alan asked, hoping that the woman could come and hug her son.

In fact Daka shook his head, because he knew that Dinda was still very minimal to go back to watching the pain, and Daka was afraid that Dinda would go back to a worse time.

Alan again sobbed, recalling the moment he forbade Dinda to see his son. But the man was silent, his tongue was already moody to reveal his mistake all along.

Alan occasionally stared at the monitor screen hoping that the machine would still sound normally.

''Son, you heard papa, right? get well quickly yes, after this we will meet mama, we walk together, we will travel around the city.''

As powerful as it is, Alan is also a fragile human if in the brink of disaster, what else the disaster that befell him was tubi, maybe the word regret is not enough to make up for his mistakes, he said, and now the man had received enough bitter life lessons.

A few minutes passed with the still gripping atmosphere, the door of the room opened, the figure of the man in waiting came, and similarly, there was no smile engraved on that face, either, but the sadness that Faisal displayed when approaching the gurney.

''Uncle's niece, you are so handsome.'' kissed baby Dinda's forehead.

Although Faisal was currently stirred with emotion when he looked at Alan, the man did not want to be selfish and was not yet the time to vent anger.

Actually Faisal was not able to see the condition of the baby, but how else, Faisal represented his family to visit his younger brother's son.

"Uncle here, but mama can't come." Faisal's voice softly stroked the baby's cheek.

Alan chose to sit on the floor.

"Mama has given you love, if heaven is the most beautiful place, all are willing to let you go, and you will not feel pain anymore, maybe God loves you more than we do, Uncle promise, uncle will take good care of your mama, sleep calm."

Faisal landed his kiss as the heart sounds from the monitor began to slow down.

No, my son can't leave, he'll stay between me and Dinda, he's proof that Dinda is mine.

Alan got up to Faisal and pulled his brother-in-law's collar.

"What do you mean, why do you talk like that? he'll live, and he's my jewel and Dinda's" Alan said aloud.

Not yet answered, Daka and the other doctors again panicked when they heard the sound of the monitor was getting slower even the sound of a heartbeat was almost silent.

Alan looked back at the little baby.

"Al, give your baby a name!" faisal's Edit.

Alan shook his head quickly, "No, I'll wait for Dinda, we'll give our baby the same name" Alan Ngeyel said.

Syntia who heard Alan's remark was very jealous, what else this is the first time Alan said in public will be his hope to meet and unite with the honey.

"No, give me the name now!" tell Mr. Heru to approach Alan and pat him on the shoulder.

''Give me the name now, Al, don't delay."

Ms. Yanti could only hold the baby's leg.

''Aldiansyah Sudrajat.'' said Alan weakly. At that time Daka and other doctors began to remove breathing apparatus and some cables that several days adorn the body of the baby.

The crying in the room broke again along with taking off the tiny baby that would leave them for a long time.

Mom Yanti fainted immediately. Some doctors are now preoccupied with Bu Yanti who must get treatment. While others still remain in the room to take care of a baby who is fast asleep.

Alan who could not support his body could only lean against the wall and slump, this was his worst point, where he had to lose his baby for a long time.

No one spoke, tears became silent witnesses of the grief of the two families, heartbreak when the loss of loved ones, his presence so short as to leave such beautiful memories. Now all can only accept even though heavy.

After all satisfied looking at the shady baby's face, now Daka approached Alan with his empty gaze, even his tears were exhausted and could not flow anymore.

Daka crouched down in front of Alan, the man knew how broken Alan's heart was at the moment.

''Be patient, your baby is calmer like this, and this is the last time he is near us. Look, he's smiling, and he doesn't want to see his dad sad either, there's still something you need to fight for, life goes on, and you need to be more upbeat. Prove that if you also want to be better, all humans must have a wrong, as fatal as any mistake, if you realize it will definitely get the best as well.''

Alan nodded, Daka is always wise in making any decision, even though he is funny, life is too hard to make him a man full of responsibility.

With the help of Daka Alan approached his son.

''Forgive me, because as long as you are present, you never give affection for you, even as long as in your stomach papa never gives what you want, papa never gives what you want, are you satisfied to punish Papa? if not, punish papa until you catch up later.''

Again Alan wiped his tears and smiled and put his face close to the ears of the baby.

''Goodbye baby Aldiansyah Sudrajat, hope you have the most beautiful place in heaven.''

After whispering, Alan landed a kiss for the baby one last time before being brought by a team of doctors.

Weep together, yuk!" 😭😭😭😭😭

Donate flowers to Dedek Aldiansyah Sudrajat as well, may he get heaven on his side.