
In the room filled with memories, that was the moment Alan leaned back, the man could only ponder the fate that befell him, yet to find a bright spot, she said, after two days of her baby's death Alan can only hope from his men to quickly find Dinda's whereabouts.
His tears escaped when he clutched Dinda's clothes that were still left in his mother's house, not only that, Alan collected whatever Dinda's belongings were still there, from clothes to accessories, and even more, not to forget Alan's hand never took off the photo he took at the residence of Mr. Yanto at that time.
If he says Dinda is depressed, Alan is the same, so deep regret makes him forget anything, including eating.
Ceklek, the door of the room opened, but Alan did not look at it.
''You don't eat anymore?'' ask the woman who is currently sitting next to him, who else if not Bu Yanti who was slumped with the departure of two people who loved him.
Alan shook his head silently, as this time the man had no appetite.
''Beautiful huh, ma?'' it shows a picture of Dinda in Alan's hand.
''Am I still able to have it, after what I have done all this time, do I still deserve to fight for it?'' looking at Bu Yanti's face asked for an answer to her question.
Bu Yanti smiled stroking the back of Alan's hand.
''Not only Dinda has answers, you can no longer help you, but you are calm, good intentions will get good results, so do not use your ambitions to get Dinda, but use your sincere love to make up for your mistakes all along.''
Alan nodded in understanding propping his head on the lap of the mother.
Ting tung, the noise from the phone.
Alan immediately reached into his pants pocket and opened, apparently a message from Daka, a fifteen-minute video sent to him.
Alan and Bu Yanti watched the video carefully, where Dinda cried hysterically while pulling her hair into a mess, his face looked so thin and ugly and it managed to make Alan's chest tight and his heart felt sliced.
Not saying a word Alan immediately contacted his best friend.
''What's wrong, Al, have you seen the video?'' ask Daka, whether it's a mockery or insult for Alan, which is certainly not the time to get sniffed at each other.
''We can meet, right?'' alan pleads with Daka to make time for him.
''Can, at cafe x, you just come, I wait!"
Alan tidied up his appearance which for two days was not taken care of and grabbed a jacket.
"Call me ma!" kiss the back of Bu Yanti's hand.
Mama will always pray for you Al, however you will have to sincerely accept reality.
Just as Alan was plugging gas, a familiar car came in from the gate and it made him have to stop his engine.
Two people in black clothes approached him.
"What's the news?" her question was still in the car Alan asked.
"So I met Ms. Syntia at a hotel with a man named Rey" said the burly man.
This time Alan was no longer surprised, for him yesterday's statement was clear, just waiting for certainty that was real.
"Alright, so keep an eye on him and gather all the accurate evidence so he can't dodge it anymore" Alan said.
The two men nodded and returned.
Just now Alan closed the car's door glass, again the car came back to the yard and it made him chuckle annoyed while hitting the steering wheel.
"Hurry up!" alan shouted as the man got out of the car.
"What's wrong?" alan quickly asked.
"I already know where Non Dinda Tuan is" said the man thrusting a small fold of paper.
"You sure?" make sure that the address written is where Dinda is now.
"Master can check himself" he said again.
Without aba alan immediately drove his car out of the gate, not to that address, but met with Daka.
There are no obstacles on the way, just spend fifteen minutes Alan has arrived in front of the cafe, where Alan and Daka and Faisal spend time there during college, and the, but now their friendship is tenuous because of an unexpected relationship.
With a flickering step Alan walked in, approaching his favorite spot, where Daka was already sitting there.
"What do you want to see me?" knock Daka when Alan pulls the chair.
Alan gulped down a gulp of water to talk, what else a whole day full of stomachs still empty.
"I know that Dinda is in the hospital.Said Alan hanging, unable to continue if the place Dinda is a special psychiatric hospital.
"Continue?" tanya Daka was brief.
"So please teach me to heal Dinda." Alan paused his words. "I know I'm not an expert in health as Dinda was, at least I can be nearby and can comfort her, Alan cupped his hands together.
Alan frowned at Alan's request this time, how could his position as the holder of the company would turn into a psychiatrist, strange indeed, but that's what Alan wanted to do after finding Dinda's whereabouts.
"How's it? I'm sure Dinda doesn't want to see you." said Daka unconsciously sipping on the new black coffee, without pausing the coffee to make his tongue overheat.
Alan twisted his brain, right what Daka said, surely Dinda will go back to raging if she meets him.
"Insecret" said Alan instantly, because that's what flashed through his brain.
"Your voice?" daka is still questioning.
Alan cleared his throat and raised his voice a little.
Daka could only giggle in his heart when Alan's voice was changed.
"Your face?'' ask her again teasing, even though Daka already knows what people are doing undercover.
"Wear a tompel, mustache, beard thicken eyebrows can, right, why you ask, and I will wear a mask too." explained Alan gedeg with his best friend who asked a lot like journalists.
"Good, tomorrow I'll call a doctor who can grow a moustache and make a tompel on your face."
"No." Alan replied instantly.
"Why?" wonder.
"You can use glue, don't grow it, I don't like it."
Who bego me or him anyway?
Daka again giggled and it succeeded in making Alan angry.
"Well, tonight you come to my house, I will teach you how to be a good psychiatrist and be able to quickly cure Dinda.''
Alan smiled crisply as Daka agreed to his request. While Daka leaned his back on the back of the chair.
''But what if Dinda still wants to divorce you.''
Alan closed his eyes and had to be ready for it.
''I will grant his request, at least I can restore his soul that I once destroyed, although he cannot be fully as before, I want Him to be Dinda, the person I once loved even though it was too late.''
Not exactly the crazy Dinda, but Alan Sudrajat, president of Arkana Group.