President Cilok
136 Season 2; Learn from mistakes

Danum approached that person, someone who was already his brother's past. However, something is different, now the woman is hijab, “Mbak Ratna!”

Ratna gasped with the voice of someone calling out to her from the side. Ratna also rotated her current position and saw the sister of the former lover whom she still loved until this moment,“Danum!”

Danum saw Ratna from the tip of the foot for a moment silently observing Ratna's enlarged stomach and looked back at Ratna's face, “What's the reason Ratna's mother is here?” he dyed, if someone had come with Ratna. “Kerus Mbak Ratna here with whom?” ask again, with eyes squinting.

Ratna was silent for a moment, she looked back at Damar from a distance that looked very friendly hand in hand with Wulan, and a little later looked back at Danum, “I came alone, again enjoying the scenery around,”

For some reason Danum was a little surprised by Ratna's answer, there was bad speculation about a pregnant woman in front of him who was standing two meters away from him, “Gon the environment, what look at Mas Damar? Or maybe Ms Ratna is now a stalker?”

Ratna was flabbergasted at Danum's accusation, he rounded his eyes. “Astaghfirullah, Danum. Do you think I look suspicious?”

“Ya moreover? Indeed that's what I think now,” said Danum honestly, “Continue to what a woman in a state of large pregnancy wandering alone here, ntar if there is anything, indeed Ratna's mother is not afraid, not afraid, if something happens that you don't want?”

Danum slightly tilted his head, still staring suspiciously.

Ratna sighed, she realized very well why Danum said so, “Begini Danum, I just want to walk around here, and not accidentally see Damar and Wulan, that's all. Please do not think non-no...” the rebuttal,

“Again, who else will I take a vacation, my family is far away and I have no husband,” he continued in a soft voice. Ratna did not expect Opik's death to be so horrendous, hit by stray bullets when police raided the luxury villa owned by her late husband.

Danum still does not believe Ratna's words, but also pity the life of Ratna who is now a widow at a young age plus in a condition of great pregnancy. It must be very difficult to live without a husband who is now deceased. Husband who was supposed to be a guard but instead act anarchist, causing the brother was involved in an accident three months ago.

“Yah may-be heck Mbak Ratna vacation, but my advice mendingan Mbak Ratna not far if you want a vacation, pity the baby candidate, Mbak.” advice Danum, with a soft voice.

“I know Danum, I understand the limits to where I'm going. And this is only the closest place where I live,” explained Ratna, this place is also one of the memories when she once went with Damar. Even though at that time he and Damar did not go just the two.

Ratna herself did not expect to see Damar in this tourist spot, the last she saw Damar, while in the Wijaya family residence. Though his intention was just to breathe fresh air outside from the boarding school where he studied religion.

“Sorry before, because I have suspected Mbak Ratna,” said Danum, who had speculated badly against Ratna.

Ratna shook her head, she lowered her head deeply, letting out a long sigh. “No pa-pa Danum! Very understandable why you think bad about me.”

“The lives of good and bad men are the result of the deeds of man himself.” exclaimed a woman standing behind Danum.

Danum turned his head, he saw Wulan and Damar who were now standing behind him.

Ratna was surprised by the familiar voice, she raised her face, and saw Wulan and Damar, more filled with excitement as her eyes looked at Wulan's arm flanking Damar's arm. There was a sense where it was a pain, but it wasn't bleeding there, in his heart.

“Damar.” murmured softly. This longing is growing, if only he could embrace it. But there are limits! There is a distance that stretches. And it made Ratna again realize, that she had to bury her longing for the former. Well, the ex is the most beautiful! Which now makes him feel uneasy.

“You are right Wulan, from my mistakes I can learn about the meaning of life and true love,” Ratna said, understanding his mistakes first is something that can be the basis of the theory for him to understand the meaning of true love. Again, regret always comes later! And it makes a painful tightness!

“We are good at poetry, but often forget to mean life. Especially less maximize what we once had, which is why sometimes we feel restless later on,” concluded Wulan.

Ratna again felt Wulan's words made her feel like she had a hard slap.. “The room is very lucky, to marry a woman like you, Wulan. If only you had..” Ratna hung up her words, unable to say anymore.

Damar was confused to see Wulan and a woman dressed in abaya and hijab syar'i who looked pregnant, what was the actual conversation in Wulan meant, why as if there was something very serious problem?

“Don't be easily tempted with sparkling goods.” Wulan smiled wryly, she extended her hand before Ratna. “How are you?”

“Alhamdulillah, good news.” replied Ratna shone Wulan's hand, then turned to look at Damar.

“What is your friend?” damar asked Wulan, pointing at the pregnant woman in front of him.

Ratna was stunned to hear Damar who seemed not to know her, she did know if Damar had an accident caused by her late ex-husband. And the reason that made Ratna feel guilty all this time. He was unable to get her to meet Damar. Then, in Ratna's mind speculating, could it be that the accident, caused Damar to lose his memory?

While Wulan and Danum were talking to each other, he did not know what he would answer Damar's question about Ratna. It is also impossible to explain that Ratna is an ex-boyfriend who had the heart to dump Damar first.

However, Ratna had already given an answer to Damar. “Yes, I'm a friend of your wife.”

Damar thin mangosteen, “It's nice to meet you, I'm Damar.” he said introduce himself.

‘Especially you Damar.’ connect Ratna in heart.

Damar again pulled his hand, then cupped his hands in front of his chest and just smiled knot.

Wulan was a little surprised by the way Ratna seemed more religious, not arrogant like before. “Who did you come here with, Ratna?”

“As you can see, I am alone.” replied Ratna.

Damar was a little surprised, “Then where is your husband? Isn't it good if pregnant women travel alone?” tanya Damar imagines that Wulan's position is also pregnant.

Ratna met a look with Wulan, her breath while stuck in the throat. There was a sense of tightness when hearing the question from Damar, but soon Ratna neutralized her feelings. “Ehmm.. su-husband..”.

Ratna blinked looking at one by one of the three people who were waiting for his answer, “Again the way here, yes. Yes, he was catching up with me,” Ratna bit her lower lip after saying that, she felt very hollow.

“Oh so,” says Damar. He felt relieved and could not bear to see a pregnant woman had to travel alone. Damar again held the hand of his wife.

Damar's actions did not escape the spotlight of Ratna's eyes, and it made him more painful. “You're lucky to have a wife like Wulan,”

Damar nodded steadily, and confirmed Ratna's words. “Well, you are right, because my life would mean nothing without him,” Damar pointed to Wulan using his chin, and blinking affectionately.

Ratna closed her eyes for a moment, her heart pinched. Seperdertik then a sense of heat ran through his eyelids, with a heartened Ratna nodded Damar's speech. “May you always be a harmonious family,”

“Amin,” says Damar.

Ratna gulped her saliva hard, took a rough breath, and took a thin beard, as if she was looking for a firmness in the corner of her fragile heart, “Then, I'm sorry to look around again.”

“I-iya..” Reply Wulan. Damar nodded only briefly.

Ratna turned and passed from before Wulan, Danum and Damar. He wiped his tears. There was a sense of piercing the recesses of his heart, there was a sense of regret, there was a sense of confusion.and he was now as if only a pseudo-shadow in Damar's life..

Wulan looked at Ratna's departure with a pushy look, she felt guilty for taking away the life of a man who would become a father. His mind at that time was in a state of shock, because Opik had put Damar on the verge of death. Regretted? Wulan shook her head, fully realizing that there was no regret. It's just that guilt sometimes haunts his mind now.

Seeing Wulan just silent makes Damar wrap his hands behind his wife's back, “Why are you so sad to see your friend?”

Wulan averted her eyes, and now she looked at Damar, slightly shaking her head, “No pa-pa, I just feel sorry,”

“Why? Is there something wrong with you?” ask Damar.

Without the excuse of the clear circle melted away just like that, Wulan shook her head violently while wiping her tears.

“Hey, why? How did you cry?” ask Damar to panic.

“Ngak pa-pa just because of the slowness of the wind,” rebut Wulan.

Damar held Wulan, he knew that now his wife was more sensitive since pregnancy, “Udah is not pa-pa, he knew that his wife was more sensitive since she was pregnant, all the things we encounter in this life should teach us to always be grateful for what we have today,”

Danum looked at Damar and Wulan, he could understand why Wulan was sad after meeting Ratna, “Udah yuk Mbak, Mas. Mother same others have been waiting a long time in front, besides I also had a very laper.” invite Danum.

Wulan and Damar nodded and followed Danum.

From a distance Ratna looked at Damar and Wulan.... These tears are shedding, and at times like this the defense of his fortitude is collapsing, “The real test of character is not how I am on my best day, but how do I act on my worst day. That is, at a time when everyone who used to care for me, has now disappeared, go away.”

Ratna is now learning more about life. Because the meaning of life differs from human to human, from day to day, and from hour to hour. Therefore, what is important is not the meaning of life in general, but specifically from one's life at a certain moment.

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