President Cilok
06 'You're Very Egoistic•

Sundays...

One of the mainstays of Yogyakarta City tourism is Parangtritis Beach. Precisely Parangtritis Beach is in Kretek District, Bantul, Special Region of Yogyakarta. This beach is located about 27 km south of Yogyakarta.

The view of Parangtritis Beach is very charming. On the left, there is a very high cliff. On the right, you can see a large rock that seems ready to keep the onslaught of waves that come at all times. The beach is clean with white foam graded gray and green combination is really beautiful.

The beach feels perfect in the afternoon. In the afternoon, you can also see the sunset which is a very special time. What a stunning natural painting.

Scattering of golden red in the sky with the glitter of beach water hit by the afternoon sun becomes a stunning sight. A warm feeling mingled with the soft gusts of the afternoon breeze, encompassing the entire body. As if bewitched anyone urban who is watching slowly the sun as if entering the expanse of sea water.

The number of tourists who always visit Parangtritis Beach makes this beach never empty of visitors. In Parangtritis Beach can also watch the crowd of children playing sand.

Old young enjoying fresh gust of sea breeze. Anyone can also ride a horse or a kind of andong transport that can bring tourists to the sea coral area is very beautiful.

Three days passed, and it was Sunday. The day Ratna wants to meet Damar, a boyfriend who's been a year in her street in secret. Damar had offered to pick her up, but Ratna refused, fearing that her parents, especially her father, would find out if she was still in love with the man she was obviously already in.

23-year-old Ratna Monalisa lives as the daughter of a very wealthy landlord, she also attends one of the prestigious universities in the shade on behalf of the Father she calls Papi. Ratna lived as if in a golden cage, all her desires manifested by simply telling her Mother, whom she called Mami.

However, one day the girl whose life is all-round, all fulfilled her wishes. Meet a young man who had helped him when he swam at Parangtritis beach.

Ratna is currently standing on the beach, recalling old memories.

Memories of when Damar saved her, ever since. Damar and Ratna exchanged phone numbers. To make his heart melt will Damar's sweet attitude to him. Breeze of the afternoon at the beach Parangtritis, also the waves of calm swept his mind in wishful and imaginary.

Ratna likes Damar, according to him Damar is a quiet man but very romantic and kind. And made his heart melt. Damar is an honest young man. Either there are other feelings about Damar, between love or just pity.

However, it was now as if Ratna's feelings were being completely tested. For his match with Opik, who none other than Ratna knows as Damar's friend as well.

Ratna was very dilemma, whether it was just a pity for Damar. Does he have to break the dreams and promises that have been said with Damar. Everything, the sense that had been created between him and also Damar could not possibly last long.

“Ratna!!” damar's voice broke his daydream.

He turned around, looking at the newly arrived amber.

Damar was already standing beside Ratna, he adjusted his breath because he ran out small, after a while can neutralize the roar of his breath, Damar said. “Sorry Na I'm late. I finished ordering first, because one way,”

Ratna smiled wryly, she understood Damar to be the focus of her family.

“No pa-pa, I understand kok,”

“You've been a long time Na?” ask Damar.

Ratna again saw the blue sea water glittering with a reddish orange glow.

“Not too long,”

“We sit down, let's have a nice chat,” invite Damar, he slightly bent his back. But not yet perfect he was about to sit on the sand, Ratna had already put her head on Damar's shoulders.

Damar was stunned, he wrapped his arms around Ratna's shoulders. Sayu-sayu Damar hears Ratna crying, making her feel sad. But there was no sound coming out of Damar's lips, this flannel-shirt let his heart wreak its tears.

Once calmer, Damar slowly brought Ratna to sit on the sand of the beach.

“I have to how is Damar?” ratna's raucous voice, still lowered.

“What's the way?” ask Damar, who did not understand the meaning expressed by this long-haired girl.

“Sorry I am Mar,” said Ratna, lirih Ratna voiced interspersed with waves but can still be heard by Damar.

“Sorry? What are you wrong?” damar asked, his memory recalling the time in front of the gate of Ratna's parents' house. “What's sorry about you same Opik?” damar.

“I can't leave you or him, I love you. But Opik my parents' second choice,” Ratna said.

The phrase Ratna, makes the heart of Damar beat faster. He wanted to pare, with a speech that had just come out of the lips of a girl in long-sleeved maroon clothes, as well as jeans limited to the calf.

“I have to how Damar, I can not choose one of you and also Opik.” again Ratna messed with all her grief.

Why does it hurt Na? I'd prefer if you had to choose one. Why are you so selfish? inner Damar wailing.

“The answer is easy Na,” Damar's voice out, despite the sadness he felt, his gaze focused on staring at the waves. Damar could see from the tail of his eyes, Ratna was staring at him.

“Actually you just choose me or him,” Damar said, Ratna is still silent.

He looked at Ratna.

“But instead you choose both, can not! You have to choose one of them, he or I who is always loyal.” Damar said, making a choice for Ratna. Staring within the bead of the eyes of the long haired girl who was staring at him anyway.

“Do you love me Mar?” tanya Ratna held back her sobs.

Damar's heart was getting dissolved in a dilemma, hearing Ratna's question, Ratna moved from sitting on the gray sand, “What would you do if I stood with her,” continued Ratna.

Damar held both of his cheeks that were already wet as Ratna grew more and more dissolved in tears.

“Then are you willing to leave your parents, and live as if with me? Until the time I succeed later.” Damar asked back, can it be if the girl who is used to living in a golden cage, wants to live hard with him.

Not getting an answer, making Damar conclude that indeed the love of Ratna is not as sincere as expected. “I already know what your answer is Na?”

“Give me Mar time,” replied Ratna, interrupting Damar's prejudice.

The sun is sinking in the western horizon, the red hue has been replaced with a tinge to the ashes. Silence silence no one opens a voice between Damar and Ratna. Both are equally soluble in each other's minds.

Standing facing the sea, with his head on Damar's shoulder. Ratna hopes her decision later won't hurt anyone's feelings.

While Damar is gamang, he is in a dilemma. His feelings have deepened to the girl who is now leaning her head.

“Rat, how deep do you feel about me?” asked Damar breaking the silence, Damar still stared at the ripples of the sea water waves that were quite calm.

“Ocean the sea!” chirps Ratna. Makes Damar smile.

“Maybe your answer is really Na, don't make me hope with your words. Even if the decision you take prefers it, if later you are not happy never remind me of all your false promises,” said Damar. He again remembered the plan of Opik married Ratna only for his property, but Damar did not want to complain because of course Ratna would not just believe his words.

Ratna kept her head away from Damar's shoulders, nor did she know what her heart really looked like for Damar. Why it was as if his heart and mouth were so different, he wanted to say sweetly before Damar.

However, his heart did not want to feel more guilty for the man who had helped him.

“If I do that, then you can insult me all you want, Damar.” said Ratna, he does not want more to make Damar hope for him, nor can you take Damar off just like that.

“You are very selfish Na.” Damar's mind monologues, for some reason even though his heart has felt pain due to Ratna's selfishness, but his heart seems attached to this girl.

"This love fooled me, closed my mind to follow your will Na,” said Damar, still staring at the pounding waves that increasingly swept the mind.

From the tail of her eyes, Damar could see Ratna was staring at him.

"Bersabarlah Damar,” said Ratna.

Damar smiled a bitter smile..

"Until when will you test my heart Na?” slowly Damar threw a face staring at the waves, and looked at Ratna.

Ratna could not answer Damar's question. Ratna realized that she was selfish..

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