President Cilok
23 Sad boy's

**Easy to start, but hard to end. That's love

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Seeing the suspicious behavior of the two people in front of him. Then make Damar's guts challenged.

"Who are y'all? Why try to find out about me?” damar said.

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Bokir who is more assertive than Jojon also fend off Damar's hand that grips the collar of Jojon's shirt.

"We're just asking? Is it wrong, who knows it turns out you are a young trouble maker on the highway!” bokir Tejat.

Damar poked his lips, "Ck. Looks pretty like me. Not into the ranks of criminals. And one more, you're lawyers well?” ask Damar.

"No! We're not lawyers!” deny Jojon. While shaking his hand.

"Oh... Pantyhose! Your work can be said lawyer, unemployment many events! So busy ngalur ngidul not clear!” damar Cibir.

"Well nyolot nih son!” jikak Bokir, about to throw a fist into the face of Damar, but first his phone rang. Bokir received a phone call.

📱"Why?” answer Bokir on the phone.

📱"Yes, now?”

Just those two sentences, Bokir turned off the phone. And looked back at Damar with a sharp look. Damar also glared at him.

"Basic is unclear!” cynical Damar.

Bokir and Jojon got back into the sedan and ran the car by pressing the horn button, making Damar gasp. "DEAN!” peekik Damar's.

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In the kitchen, Damar is busy. He used to do work like a woman, cook rice and cook.

After cooking brown rice, and cooking spinach clear vegetables and frying fish. Damar asks Danum to deliver dinner for her mother.

"Num, please give this to Mom, let me eat first. Then give me the medicine. Mas want to help Mbok Mur knead the batter cilok.” pinta Damar.

Danum also received a tray containing food that had been cooked by his brother. "Yes Mas.”

Damar was sitting in the kitchen chair, wearing plastic gloves and preparing to make his lick.

"Mas Damar, why not find a wife anyway Mas? " ask Mbok Mur who is making a circle of kanji flour dough.

Damar just smiled bitterly, finding Mbok Mur's question. "Who is Mbok, the woman who wants to be with Damar?”

"Loh piye anyway, said yesterday Mas Damar had a girlfriend?” ask Mbok Mur.

A boyfriend? Hah yes, in fact now mupus withered before growing. All that remains is a dark, vengeful eagle. Even Damar now feels claustrophobic when he remembers Ratna.

Damar did not refuse because it was from Ratna, Damar can feel what is called kasmaran, felt like sharpening Opik. Want to repay Kusumo's actions against his family.

But again Damar must indeed make a plan, he must also have power. In order to easily repay the deeds of those who have had the heart to insult, betray his true love.

Damar also realized it was not easy to be able to achieve the goal, just by relying on trading cilok. He realized though not all women attach great importance to treasure. But in fact, now he must be more established, not just looks and love alone.

Long speechless, ignoring Mbok Mur's questions,

"I'm self-conscious Mbok, I'm a bad guy, I have nothing, I just rely on trading cilok. So where there are women who want to live hard with me.”

Mbok Mur sighed, he stared at Damar. A determined young man struggles to change his fate, the fate of his family. Poor luck, "You believe Mar, there's wisdom behind Nak's suffering. Mbok also believes, Allah is preparing the best sustenance and soul mate for you.”

"Amin.” replied Damar.

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The night is getting late, after the completion of the Isya prayer. As usual Damar will set out to fulfill his job call as a singer in one of the cafes.

"Num, take care of Mother.” said Damar, who was wearing shoes in the living room.

"Why don't you take a break?” ask Danum.

Still busy tying his shoelaces, "Lumayan Num, if Mas mu is not ngamen, where can you buy rice. You know the term ‘Starting from yourself is a dream can change anything well. All of these things without starting to change yourself will not be successful. So focus on one thing..” said Damar, while moving and patting his sister's shoulder gently.

"One point of success!” keep Damar.

"Mas Damar is great. Danum salut the same Mas Damar. But is Mas Damar not tired?” danum asked again, he often found his brother did not rest enough.

"If I'm tired, take a break. Num, the guy who's on his way to success, do you know? If the person who will experience changes in his life, he will continue to turn his brain to achieve his dreams and continue to move forward,” said Damar full of ambition.

"But Mas..” Danum's speech floating, when he saw his brother had a helmet on his head. That's a sign of no word of rebuttal.

"Jagain Mother. That's all you asked for,” said Damar.

Danum was still silent, it was useless that he debated his brother.

"If we want to be successful, don't like reason. If you like to reason, never expect to be successful.” continued Damar. He went to his mother's room to ask the heaven that gave birth to him.

Finding his mother sitting on the edge of the bed with my face, Damar approached and rested on the floor holding his mother's hand. "Bu Damar work first, hopefully Mom will recover soon,”

The Holy Mother nodded, gently stroking her son's head. "You are also careful, wear thick clothes, the wind that night the danger of Nang,” said the Holy Mother, dozens of times, he warned his eldest son that the night wind was dangerous for health.

"Have your pain improved?” the Holy Mother asked.

"Alhamdulillah has improved more Mom, the swelling is also gone,” replied Damar, holding the corner of his upper lip.

"And there is no danger if Mom always pray for Damar Bu,” continued Damar, he also moved and kissed his mother's hand.

"Be careful Nang, do not forget to read the prayer,” said the Holy Mother.

"Yes Bu.” says Damar.

After coming out of his mother's room, now Damar is on standby on his motorcycle. Drove Vespanya motorbike at medium speed down the road. Moments like this the shadow of Ratna's face always overshadowed her mind.

Damar regretted Ratna's attitude, which had broken his heart. Reneging on a broken promise. But now Damar is more focused on sincerity.

Because Damar always thinks if you want to be a tough adult man, is a man who can control himself.

Maybe it wasn't Ratna? Or maybe with sincerity of his heart, it will take him at one point of success and then be paired with a woman who is willing to accept the reality of his life.

"Let me now bear sad boy,” muttered Damar.

"I will focus on pursuing my dreams, dreams and goals. May it materialize, amin.” continued, with steadiness of heart.

Not felt an hour and a half more, he went down the streets of Malioboro. Arrived at an angkringan outdoor-themed cafe.

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