Rangga's Beloved Wife
Surrender to You

The barrel sat on the window edge of Sasti's room. This afternoon he chose to hitchhike at the Sasti boarding house. Initially Laras was about to go to Eva's place, but it seems she felt that her husband would be easy to find there. Laras wants to calm down, she reluctantly returns home to her in-laws before Rangga can choose between herself and Raya. Selfishly sounds. But that's how he feels right now.

"Bag,"

"Yes, Ti. Sorry my arrival surprised you."

"It's okay, Ras. You're my friend so friends have to help each other.

Oh yeah I bought fried noodles in the cart brothers. It's nothing. I already loved Bagas like he liked."

"Thank you, Sasti, I don't know where else to take shelter."

"Actually you are the same Rangga why, Ras. Stumpy? I'm sorry to see Bagas hit. Why is it that every parent fights again must be a victim."

Laras frowned hearing Sasti's words.

"Why are you saying that?"

Sasti allowed his seat. His childhood is full of strange lives. He had to move from one place to another. Not because of debt. But his mother said he was afraid that Sasti would be taken by his father and his new wife.

Every day he was being harassed about the ugliness of his father. Since then, he has been afraid to leave the house. Even up to High School she can't be away from her mother. Until the second grade of High School, he got the news that his father died.

Slowly, her mother began to let go. Because what is feared is no longer there. Sasti never knew what was true in his mother's story. Until his mother died, the story of his father was still a mystery.

"Oh Allah, Ti. very strange." Laras was quite surprised to hear the story of Sasti.

"Therefore I deeply regret your actions involving Bagas, Ras. So parents' victims are not good.

Yes I understand, you want to protect Bagas from your in-laws. It would be nice to talk about it with a cold head. All problems have a solution.

You saw your son, Ras. Poor him, Bagas said he wanted to be with his father."

Barrel can only duck. Right now he's being selfish. Involving Bagas in their problems. But he could not have left his son in that house. No mother wants her child at a time like this.

When Laras put a pillow as a buffer Bagas head. Barrel stared for a moment, there was guilt. Still in a mukena face Laras looks beautiful even without makeup. Sasti noticed his friend looked tired.

"Ras, you're resting already at night. I still have something to do. You're okay I'll stay" said Sasti.

"What work? from Bu Jihan, huh?"

"It's okay, Ki. I'm glad you accepted the task. Some days there are a lot of problems that come back. From since I was in boyong to my in-laws house, asked to resign work, until the peak was after two blows at once hit my household.

I've tried to be honest with Rangga about what I've been going through all this time. But unfortunately, Rangga believes more with his mother.

then it was Mila who had a plan to ..."

"It right?" Sasti shows a video of Mila fighting with waitres a cafe.

"Do you know?" Sasti nagging. "The story went viral, Ras. It's only natural that I know, I've reminded you of that, right? now it's proven who Mila is." Baras just nodded slowly.

"I just didn't think Mila's sister was like that. Is it possible that he is blinded by love? mas Rangga said, Mila's sister had to be paired with him."

"How will Rangga react?"

"Nothing. Just be normal." answered Laras.

"That means that Rangga still holds firm to your marriage. Otherwise he might have long accepted Mila as his second wife. You are lucky to have a husband like Rangga. He is kind and affectionate with his wife's children.

When you go to the hospital. He came to confess to his friend Bagas. Carry some expensive toys for Bagas. He said the same time I first met Bagas, felt like a close and direct darling. That's why he bought Bagas' equipment."

"Yes, I feel guilty for playing away. He's a better man than I've ever met. Only I still can't blend in with his family. Am I an ungodly wife, ti?"

"You pray istikharah, Ras. Ask for directions on the above. Surrender to Him."

O God, I ask You for a choice with Your knowledge, I ask Your power (to settle my affairs) with Your nature, and I ask You for some of Your great gifts, for Thou art omnipotent, and I am powerless, Thou Knowest, and I know not, And Thou Knowest of the unseen.

O Allah, only you know that if this affair is good for me, in your pleasure, then ease all this.

if indeed you do not grieve this, for my life, then keep all this away from me. Give a bright spot for the way out of this business. I'm sincere if things are indeed outlined for me.

As a devout Muslim, we should expect to be pleased with Allah SWT, one of them by worshiping.

Cry to the Almighty in the darkest night when others are sound asleep. Look at His grace touching you wonderfully.

Finish prayers istikharah Laras fold his face. Sasti was sitting in the living room at his boarding house. Baras tried to help. But it's a pity he lost to his drowsiness. The barrel lay beside Bagas.