Rayyan
Chapters 12. The Hallucinations that Bring Him Back

Ray stared at the very unfamiliar room in his view. Hampa which suddenly came without her guessing, it turned out to have made her hair stand up as well. There was a sense of regret when a few hours ago, he asked Karen to help him leave the house, and some time after he had a conversation with Rionald. And now he ended up in an apartment owned by Karen which is not far from the school. If you ask why, the reason is because Ray didn't stop crying after a fight with Rion.

Incidentally, there was only Karen, her grandfather and a few helpers who knew the cry of the child, including Rion. To be honest, he was confused on how to help her to stop crying. And finally he just kept quiet while looking at her.

Because of the size of the house they live in, no one knows that tonight Ray asked to leave the Chandra family home.

Even his other brothers, apparently did not know that the teenager was no longer in it.

Sounds childish indeed, he cried all night because he wanted to leave the house that was in residence a few weeks ago. But, if not so where might he be allowed to. The debate with Rion was not over, until he left her standing on the porch looking at Ray who was getting away.

And the two of them extended a considerable distance, and it was impossible for Rion to catch up. Although the boy did not want Ray to leave, to whatever extent he asked the boy was the most stubborn man he had ever known. It is not easy to change what he decides.

"Ray, om appreciate your decision to stay away from our family. But I ask you to be independent here. Can you?!" There was a doubt when he would answer Ray's question. He does not disagree, but finds out that he is a coward, so it may be a bit difficult to be independent as Karen asks.

"You can, sorry Ray made you bother tonight...!" There was a tiredness that Karen kept in a few wrinkles on her forehead. He was tired, and wanted to rest immediately. But he did not want to go far with his wife who sometimes waited until late at night or even until dawn. Even though he seems unconcerned, he really cares about the people around him. Moreover, the wife who will accompany him until the age of twilight later.

And that night, Karen left Ray alone in the luxury apartment. Without any hesitation and worry, because he already considers Ray mature enough to undergo this all.

Ray broke his daydream. He put his luggage on the bed and began to explore a room large enough for him to live alone. Ray clucked happily, seeing the piles of food that had been neatly lined up in the refrigerator making him come back to life. At least he knew that he would not starve to death.

For a moment he forgot his own fear. Too tired to think about things right now. Crying for a long time makes his eyes sore and want to immediately rest all fatigue.

Look at him now, he laid his body on the bed a few seconds ago and now he is asleep in a dream. Hopefully tomorrow his eyes won't be as swollen and blackened as Sean's pet panda.

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The three people had been standing on the side of the highway for a long time. It is not that they do not feel the cold of the air, or just walk around uselessly. But there is only one person who makes them willing to take off the soft mattress, and a warm blanket only for one person. Ray is the one.

In fact they are willing to leave branded shoes, and only wear flip-flops that they find on the porch of the house. They did not know that three pairs of sandals belonged to the gardener, and two laundry workers who happened to be doing their duties in the morning.

"I swear, if not for brother Ray I do not want to fall in self-esteem I pack flip-flops rich gini. Put on some more shorts!"

Karel breathed. Already several times the Junior High boy beside him complained at length times high. And this time he wanted to do something to vent his frustration.

"Buck!!! No sane, Rel?!! Why are you kicking my sexy ass?!! Envy yes lo...?!" Sam dodged Karel's swinging legs and landed right on Sam's butt. Already a few times his kick was on target, if only Sam did not avoid being able to swell his butt when he reached home later.

"Gedeg I'm the same mouth lo!! Can it be?!!" This is Karel when he is upset. Instead of feeling calmer, he even more explosive when faced with someone like Sam.

"It's my mouth, yeah it's up to me dong! Lo should also be as a brother should be able to patiently memgadepin me. Try to be rich brother Sean, I must be very fond of!"

"Gue?! Patience to lo?!! Ahhaha..."

"Lo if you want to make a fuss, don't be here! We go to the field! We'll see who's the strongest!!"

"Well?! Wrestling?! A panco?! COMEON!"

"Eit...eit...eit...who said you want wrestling, let alone panco?! We're going to play ball!"

"Ck, you coward!"

"Lo say what?!!"

Sean breathed. What was he supposed to do with these two sisters?! One does not know shame, one does not want to give up. Did he have to wash the morals of the two kids at the laundry shop near the crossroads?!

Tryable.

"Here you go if you dare!! I tumpulin lo bongsor nose!" Presumably here, Sam did not want to stop their quarrel. Karel, who is usually a henchman, turns out to be a barbarian bus when he is with Sam.

"Pay!! Here lo!" Sean rubbed his face.

"O Allah, why did You leave your own servant with these two men?!!"~Sean

"Where is Ray?! Why not come?!!" Sean started checking the clock on his phone screen. It's 9 o'clock. The boy should have woken up a few hours ago. Moreover, the message has been answered some time ago.

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^^^Me^^

^^^Me^^

^^^Lo know not, the atmosphere at home is getting colder?!^^^

^^^Me^^

^^^Lo yesterday fought with Rion?!!^^^

^^^Me^^

^^^Rayyy....!!!!!!!^^^

Ray C's.

Yeah, I'm at Karen's apartment

^^^Me^^

^^^Kok can?!!^^^

Ray C's.

I'll explain later

^^^Me^^

^^^Gue to go there, same boys, you will be clear in as much detail as me!!^^^

Ray C's.

Okay, I'm waiting at the intersection of the red lights on the school deck

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His eyes blinked, a sign that the world was again showing how it looked. But the teenager was still silent, his eyes were hot. He was sure that his two eyes had dark circles around him. Not only because crying like a toddler, but sleeping at 2 pm is also one of the causes.

His head feels spinning. But he was still aware that when he allowed the pain to stay longer, he could do nothing. Ray got up from his sleep. Then step in with eyes that have not fully opened to the refrigerator.

What should he eat when it's like this?! Perhaps a bowl of cereal with milk could lighten his body.

He was not even energetic just to eat a bowl of cereal and milk in front of him. He put some bribes in his mouth. But he still felt dizzy in his head. He forgot that he had sent Sean a message, then went back to sleep for a long time.

After eating a few spoons of cereal, he stepped back to the bed. Unknowingly he laid his body back on it. Choose to re-coil with a warm blanket. He is sleep deprived, maybe a little rest can restore his condition.

He had not been able to close his eyes in relief, as it still had many things that suddenly came into its own. About his departure from home, to his quarrel with Rion.

He really can't stop thinking about all that. Regardless of the assumption that all problems are the cause.

"Rayyan..." That voice sounds so familiar. The voice that he had always been chasing but would never come back he heard. The teenager got up trying to find the figure of the voice. He was not in good shape at the moment, but he could clearly hear the voice calling out to him. And he forgot the fact that the mother was gone.

"Mother...?!"

His voice echoed in the room. His eyes continued to sweep around and tried to find his sight. Then he came back lying down. When he realized that what he was thinking would never be real. There he could scream in fear because the mother who had died could rise again and meet him in the morning.

He saw with his own eyes. That his mother had gone in the twilight and was drowned by the earth at night.

It's just hallucinating. But this time, he hopes to continue to be in hallucinations. Because that way the mother can stay alive and call him warm again.