Really loved her
Contrition

Ashana stops the ojol she is riding right at the chicken porridge that has become her subscription.

"sir, stop sir. I'll just get down here".The mang gojek spontaneously braked his motor

"but this neng is not the destination address"sahut the mang ojek

"it's okay I'll keep bahar according to the application"Ashana got off the bike and handed over some money according to the application

Ashana took a few steps towards the porridgeer who was still deserted. Yeah, it's still quiet because it just showed at 05:00. Since then his silent-mode phone continues to light up indicating incoming calls from Mother and Indra. He let out a rough breath from his small mouth.

"do you follow my mother's will?"Ashana sits herself in a chair facing the long table

"one bowl of porridge do not use beans and cakkue"

"if I accept it my relationship with him will improve"

Ashana thinks about the relationship with her mother is very bad because it is a relationship with Indra where Ashana's mother does not like it on the grounds that Indra is not from a good family. Parents especially a mother would want the best for her child . Coupled with the bitter experience that Ashana's mother had gone through that was betrayed by her own husband who was none other than Ashana's own father. Ashana's father cheated many times not only that he cultivated from woman to woman to another woman to produce results called children.

Without excuse tears came out and wet Ashana's cheeks

"neng is okay ?"ask the porridge mang to give Ashana's order

Ashana simply replied to him by nodding

Due to the very bad mood Ashana adds sambal with quite a lot of her bowl, stirring it and devouring it. One, two, three mouthfuls of his tongue and mouth had not felt the heat but as the fourth bribe his face was reddish held back the heat that entered his throat and coughed many times .His hand trying to reach a glass not far from him suddenly someone's hand thrust a glass filled with white water.

Glug

Glug

Glug

"you eat porridge or eat sambal, Ashana ?"a familiar-sounding male voice

Yes, the man was a friend at Junior High school named Sandi.

"you don't like spicy food. Why are you eating it?"The password looks worried

"and your eyes, are you crying ?"question Sandi bertubi-tubi

Ashana shook her head and dumbstruck.

"i'm fine, San "Ashana put her eyes out

"i came alone. You don't have to worry that the past won't happen again. I'll make sure of that"Sandi looked at Ashana with a warm look

When Ashana will eat the porridge again but Sandi's hand immediately stopped it.

"you'd better order some new porridge. Eating spicy in the morning is not good for your stomach, Ashana"

Sandi was a friend during Junior High she always helped Ashana when bullied by her friends. Sandi became the vanguard to protect Ashana. It is undeniable if Sandi put her feelings towards Ashana but until now she has not revealed it at all. He's a smart guy who can hold that feeling for years. The closeness of Sandi and Ashana makes other Sandi friends feel jealous making them often do mischief against Ashana.

"i'm on a study tour in town. I happened to miss this chicken porridge and went straight to him without thinking. Then I saw a pitiful woman sitting alone in the morning blind like this "carved a smile on Sandi's face

"how are you, Ash?" Sandi looks at Ashana from top to bottom and feels if Ashana is not in fine

"i'm fine, San. Oh yeah you want chicken porridge, right. This time let me treat you" Ashana tries to hide her sadness and realizes Sandi must be cruel if there is a man who bullies her especially if the man does not know what will happen.

Sandi is the head of one of the soft-hearted gangsters. Yes, just gentle to Ashana and her boyfriend when Junior High first.

"how long are you gonna stay in this town ?"ashana asked as her mouth filled with porridge

"why? Did you miss me? If you say "yes" I'll stay longer "candy tease

Ashana laughs "ha ha ha" which almost chokes

"yes, I miss the old days. We used to go through days without burdens"to Ashana

"euuumph.but unfortunately time cannot be turned back if I can I am the one who feels the most happy" Sandi flicked Ashana's forehead

"why suddenly hit my forehead?" ask Ashana wonder

"don't think of anything that's incriminating. Do what you can do, don't push yourself too much. When doing something because of forced will definitely produce disappointing results" Sandi realized that her friend was currently having problems but she did not dare to ask if it was not Ashana who told her first

"roger, sir. I suspect that you've been studying science all along" Ashana looked at Sandi curiously

"yes, I studied a science, the science of feeling in order to be known without having to express" Sandi smiled sweetly

"wow, you must have an inner science, San"

"inner science?" Sandi with a wonder face

"yes the science that du*un often uses. You know, right?"ashana hatch

Sandi just shook her head listening to the random words from Ashana. Sandi intends to drive Ashana home but is rejected. Eventually they split up before exchanging mobile numbers.

"i'll call you if it's not too busy" Sandi said, wanting to see Ashana's reaction

"so the story is right now you're so busy ?I don't believe "reply Ashana

"but I want to tell you honestly you look more mature and fresh" praised Ashana who made Sandi's face red as a red apple

"i assume you're praising me" Sandi brushed off her mind assuming that Ashana's starting to like her

"i said it really. Did I ever tell you a lie?"wonder Ashana

"i hope you're okay if anything happens don't hesitate contact me"Sandi stroked Ashana's hair crest

Yes, Sandi did not have enough time to linger with Ashana.

They smile at each other. Ashana felt a little relieved because she could meet old friends who often helped her when she was bullied first.