Really loved her
Chapter 88's

In Yaebud, in the passage of rocks and dim light, Clara walked with Anuya.

"how is the old man? at that moment I lost control. I feel you're very panicked"

"how not to panic? if you keep this city going to be destroyed"

"have you forgotten? heh. This city from the appearance of myself has indeed been destroyed even useless humans I disappeared when I first set foot on this land"

"when a star falls somewhere it will share its natural energy while it is above the sky there. The one who got it was me"

"oh. yeah"

Clara turned her body face to face with Anuya and walked backwards.

"in my world will be held a parade. If you want to come along, you have to do something"

"wait first. First I have to gather a lot of humans in this place then, now? can't you just not rule?" ask Anuya who began to be a little uncomfortable with Clara's request.

Clara gave me a stone that read a note.

" you should use it. You're gonna love it. Think of it as a thank you from me because you've helped me so far" Clara persuaded Anuya.

Clara does not do spell-shipping on Anuya because Anuya is given a little power equal to Clara if that happens then Clara attacks herself.

"say, what's this time for? what's the use for?" anuya asked curiously.

"why? are you doubting me? how did you feel when you broke the record the other day? how do you feel until now, Anuya?" clara said with great emphasis.

They headed for the room where Robin was asleep in a room with dim lights. Robin's current condition, the whole body is blackened and still feels pain due to a shot from Yashbi the other day.

Robin senses that someone is coming to him, casting a spell to hide his own whereabouts.

Clara and Anuya enter Robin's room.

Robin how surprised to see Clara in front of ya at this time.

"where is he?" clara asked, giving her eyes.

"euumph... Looks like the old man wants to play with me, Anuya"

Anuya just swallowed his saliva.

Previously, Anuya helped Robin who was suddenly attacked by Clara from a distance until her body was charred as it is today. The same thing that Robin experienced was also experienced by Clara. Unlike the case with Anuya Robin, so loving Clara when hurting Robin will turn on herself.

Behind the hideout Robin sees Clara with Clara who is different from all this time. Clara was currently glaring her sharp eyes and face was just as beautiful but had another meaning.

"Clara.." - Robin.

"Anuya. I know at that time you helped her to heal her wounds. You shouldn't have done what you shouldn't have done" Clara said.

"father... Where are you? don't you miss me? your dear child" said Clara with goosebumps.

Clara walked around every corner with a little run.

"don't-don't you don't care about me anymore"

"is it because I'm not your real son? is it because I'm a kid who was found in a ruined parlor?"

Clara said it without the slightest burden.

"alright then" said Clara spreading her shoulders.

"if that's what happened, I don't care anymore"

"actually I didn't care since we first met"

Clara's laughter broke.

"hey, papah... Don't you want to ask me? I will answer honestly and correctly"

Robin behind his hideout feels very strange with Clara's speech and attitude.

"what do you mean, Clara?" lirih Robin's.

"alright, if you don't want to show up, too"

Clara cast a spell and before them appeared Nelly with a body wrapped in chains that Clara herself held.

"how, papah? did you see him?" said Clara seemed to think of putting her index finger under her chin.

"Anuya.. You know what would happen if I pulled this chain?"

Anuya only fell silent with an anxious look on his face.

"you didn't answer my question. Are you starting to feel sorry for them? those who can live are much luckier than you" said Clara stepped one step and brought her face closer to Anuya as the chain pulled slowly. And Nelly's body wrapped in chains bleed until it is clearly visible face that holds pain.

Seeing what happened to Nelly left Robin helpless and out of hiding.

Clara smiled faintly at the appearance of Robin with an unusual gaze.

"Clara.." - Robin.

Seeing Robin's reaction leads Clara to believe that Anuya is telling her who she is.

"you don't have to put on a face like that, Anuya. You must have told her who I really am"

"already, already. I don't want to know why you told her about me. But, I thank you that way I don't have to bother to explain to her who I am. Didn't we?"

When he first entered the house Robin Anuya found out that Clara was in there. And Anuya hoped that he would come out of the forest all this time to seek help from people who could help him to stop Clara from wanting more and more people to worship and worship him plenty more. And it came to fruition when Anuya was taken by Merissa (an incident where a money-loving creature) chased after them and took them to Yashbi's house.

But, the current events that are in front of his eyes make Robin sure that Clara is not human.

"ah.eventually appeared as well. Why so long, papah?" clara said with a horrible look.

Robin sweats a lot.

"what happened to your body? ah. I forgot about it. Your body became like this because of my own actions" Clara said without feeling guilty.

"forgive me" Clara said this time with a pleading gaze.

"i don't know." Robin's words stopped.

"even though it's a lie" Clara said with a laugh.

"where might I apologize to you. Weak and stupid people"

"Clara, what happened to you, son?" robin said in a sad tone to see Clara's change that was clearly unexpected.

"stop calling me that. Because I'm not your son. I'm just an orphanage kid who accidentally got into your family's atmosphere"

"yes, I just want to know what it's like to have a family in this human world"

"it's not fun at all to make me sick"

"you, this woman (pointing Nelly covered in blood) and your dead son made me want to wipe out all the humans in this place"

"the dead boy? what do you mean, Clara?" ask Robin with emphasis.

"yes, I haven't told you yet" Clara said, covering her mouth with one hand.

"i killed your beloved son. Is it okay, pah?"

"you know how he treated me from the first moment he should have supported me. Among those who lost who loved me the most"

Deugh

"you..you killed him?" ask Robin who is not sure.

"yes, I killed him. You still aren't sure?"

"if so I'll explain to you how I can kill him"

Both of Robin's knees felt limp as if they had no bones.

Clara explains how she killed Merissa.

"my dear brother fell from a place less so high that he could not fly any longer. Too bad" said Clara with a shitty look.

Robin's gaze was fixed on Nelly who was lying covered in blood.

"Nelly.." - Robin.

"hey papah, don't be sad like that. Don't you love me so you have to support what makes me happy"

Robin when he first took Clara from the orphanage the next day the orphanage was destroyed and left nothing. It was then that Robin loved Clara more than anyone including Merissa, her own biological child.

"why, why are you doing all this?" robin looked at the helpless Nelly.

"i hate people, yes, I hate them so much because they make the world dirty like shit. Greedy, cunning, envious, arrogant and many more human traits that make the world dirty like garbage. But besides that, I do not deny I really like humans who have intelligence above average. Because I can fix my offspring later"

"because man is born of me and you know I hate myself. If I'm capable I don't want to exist in this world"

Clara's words that sound cruel and heartbreaking when saying themselves also hate themselves make Anuya look sad and pushy.

"i have to help them if they're not going to die but, why should I help them?" inner Anuya.

When Anuya tells Robin about Clara, Robin tells him to go to Yashbi and tell her who Clara is.

"we'll just end this conversation. I'm tired and tired of talking to you too much" said Clara pulled the chain as soon as Nelly's body was cut into pieces with blood splattered

Robin screams his wife's name with both knees touching the floor and Clara approaches him.

"i killed them. Now live your gikoran" said Clara with a thin smile.

Their views meet.

"because I can't kill you so what if you kill yourself?" ask Clara with a tone of emphasis.

Deugh

"you don't have to worry. I've already prepared it"

Clara thrusts an arrow.

"this arrow will kill you instantly so you don't feel the slightest pain"

Robin grabbed the bow.

"do you know why I can't kill you?"

Robin swallowed his salivary.

"because your disgusting love for me makes me helpless as stupid as a human like you"

Hearing that Robin's heart hurt. She loved Clara more than herself.

Memories of Robin and Clara, when Clara was seven years old (think of the age of humans in general) he did have a weak physical considering that at that time there was no human who worshiped and adored him. Robin painstakingly takes care of Clara sincerely besides making Nelly and Merissa who pay attention to Robin's attitude feel jealous and begin to hate Clara.