Really loved her
Chapter 33

Ashana who looks confused just stared blankly at the residents who talked to each other about herself and her mother.

"it's impossible that his mother had money for a party for her son so far he's been living indistinctly. Her husband knows where" chirped one of the residents

"or maybe he's also the mistress of a rich om-om"

"doesn't take care of their lives either"

"we'd better just go"

Some people leave the place.

"fruit will not fall far from the tree"

"unclear family life. It could be true about it every time asked her husband where the mother Ashana never answered just as smiling as a smile"

Ashana stepped back slowly.

"what do they know about me? about family? don't act like you know everything. You're just outsiders" inner Ashana who is still staring towards their backs who are slowly starting to leave the courtyard of the house

"we're going to have a wedding in a month. So you guys just wait. It will certainly be quite a luxurious and impressive banquet" said Yashbi lightly holding the hand of Ashana who was still wrapped in bandages

Yashbi realized that Ashana felt depressed by the speech of the citizens.

Lani hears that getting upset and resentful at Ashana.

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In the tv room, Ashana and Yashbi were talking to each other while waiting for food to come. They sat on a long sofa.

"why are you just silent? why not fight what they say. You can and can say no. Just tell me what you want to say if you don't feel like doing it at all" Yashbi's Rocos was upset that Ashana was silent and heard the people's words

"so weak. I don't like women like you who can't say and do anything" Yashbi said

Ashana looked at the bandaged hand.

"what has your whole life been about just accepting and witnessing what they want?" yashbi said with a sharp look towards Ashana

Ashana bowed down not daring to look back at her husband.

"stop" said Ashana annoyed that Yashbi kept talking

" what did you say?"

" i said stop. Your words made my head hurt "say Ashana held a dam of tears in her eye bags

" you realize you should have said that to them instead of being addressed here with me" Yashbi said, increasingly upset by Ashana's attitude

"with your attitude like this I have to say what I shouldn't say, Ashana" said Yashbi casually

"a.. What do you mean?" ask Ashana wonder

"you didn't hear me tell them they're gonna have a party for one more month so they can trust this wedding. It's the only way to stop them. You knew I had absolutely no intention of throwing a party for this wedding" said Yashbi, who unknowingly hurt Ashana

Deugh

"i didn't ask you to throw that party. Did you ever say that?" said Ashana holding back the emotions piled up on her chest

"all I ever told you to leave this ridiculous wedding. This is not the life of a marriage. Looks like it's true what they say if what we're doing right now is gathering kebo. They can say that because they do not know clearly what the problem is like" said Ashana who was no less relaxed

"i remind. From the beginning I didn't agree with a wedding like this" Ashana said, quickly getting out of her seat and rushing to her room. It was already unable to hold back the tear dam in its eye bags.

"hey, I'm not done talking yet"

"it turns out I'm the only one who feels this way"

"i hate just hearing his voice"

"but on one hand my feelings are slowly growing"

Ashana felt disappointment towards Indra first for not keeping and destroying her trust for five years. Meeting Yashbi who has a capricious attitude can be gentle, rough, cold and warm to overwhelm her. And that feeling began to grow as Yashbi defended her in front of Lani (when Lani first visited Ashana's house).

Ashana tries to suppress her feelings so as not to grow. Comparing Yashbi's every attitude to her and also the reason Yashbi married her for looking for her lover.

Without Ashana noticing, another figure of Yashbi was beside her sitting on the edge of the bed staring at Ashana's back who just kept her face buried into the pillow.

In a moment, Ashana realized that there was a breath that pierced through the skin of her arm she immediately got up right, another form of Yashbi staring at her with a warm smile. Yes, the smile that Ashana never got from the men on this earth.

"you saw me crying and enjoying it. You like it when I'm crying and it's sad like this?" said Ashana dejectedly wiping the tears that wet her cheeks

The other hand of Yashbi also wiped Ashana's tears on the other cheek. Ashana's face blushed.

" can't you talk? every time you talk to me you just smile "say Ashana gets up from the bed but her arm is held by another form of Yashbi

" what's up? I want to go to the bathroom to wash my face "say ketus Ashana

Another form of Yashbi was thrusting water in a bowl made of wood hinting to Ashana using that water.

Shameless and awkward Ashana washes her face in front of him. When the water hit his face immediately the face was fresher and felt better than before. Again, another form of Yashbi just smiled warmly.

Ashana's wet-looking face was wiped by the hands of another form of Yashbi.

"why are you always so good to me? every time I feel alone you're always there for me, why? I know you're not human" said Ashana, seeing that the arm of another form of Yashbi is transparent like a missing piece of puzle

Again, he just smiled warmly making Ashana careless but still trying to hold her back.

In the tv room, Yashbi seemed pensive thinking about what was said to Ashana.

"have I gone too far? he is still a child so he can probably think the same as me" Yashbi said, moving from the chair to the room following Ashana

In the room, Ashana looks upset because other forms of Yashbi always follow her.

"you sit here first. I was looking for something" Ashana said annoyed

"if you can help me I'll let you follow me. However, just want to get in the way should be quiet" said Ashana ketus without looking at him

On the stairs, Yashbi's footsteps stopped because she heard Ashana like she was talking to someone.

"who?" inner Yashbi

Ashana comes out from down the stairs when she meets Yashbi she pretends not to see him, ignoring him. So did another form of Yashbi who followed him.

"that's.wait. Where are you going?" ask Yashbi

"warehouse" Ashana briefly replied

Ashana was looking for a book she had read a lot when she was a child. Arriving at the rarely disposable shed were seen several cobwebs and thick dust. The three of them went into the warehouse.

Ashana gave her eyes. Yashbi covered her nose and mouth.

"are you looking for something? I'll help you" Yashbi said, hoping Ashana behaves as before

Ashana searched from one item box to another but could not find it. Another form of Yashbi stands near a box that is quite large than the others.

"it's the only box I haven't been looking for" Ashana stepped into the box where another form of Yashbi stood

Sure enough after a while looking for the book Ashana meant was in the box. The shabby book in the book is a picture that is exactly the same as the other forms of Yashbi with some animals surrounding it.

Ashana rounded her perfect eyes once in a while staring at Yashbi's images and other forms.