Really loved her
Chapter 44's

Nelly and Merisa are at the dinner table. Sit opposite.

"what are you going to do to that man?" merisa mocked Anuya

"whatever. I hope your father didn't do anything that would make him regret it" Nelly said, smearing whole wheat bread with chocolate jam

"what do you mean, mah?" ask Merisa wonder

"yes, I know what your father did impacted your sister, Clara. His current condition is the result of your father's actions" Nelly said

"i don't understand" said Merisa staring intensely at Nelly

"i shouldn't have said this to you. But I.." Nelly's words stopped. His eyes began to glaze over

"but I can't keep him alone. I'm old enough to bear it all" said Nelly

Feel the confusion of scratching the forehead that does not feel itchy at all.

"eat first. I'll show you something later. After looking at it maybe you'll change your mind about what you've been thinking about your father for as long" Nelly said, wiping away tears on the side of her eyelids

At this time, Nelly feels the feeling of regret for marrying Robin. Before knowing Robin Nelly first knew Yashbi's father, Sidero. They were close to each other like lovers. Nelly works as an assistant manager at Robin's company because her beauty makes Robin fall in love at first sight. Nelly slowly begins to change attitude towards Sidero to be very arrogant and rude to demand that Sidero get some money in a certain time.

Realizing the change in attitude Nelly Sidero lied there was a family affair. Sidero follows Nelly and sees with his own eyes Nelly making out with a man in a luxury car. Feeling betrayed and frustrated Sidero visits a cafe and meets with Yashbi's mother, Rahayu. Rahayu was visiting her cafe.

Sidero who has downed several drinks with a fairly expensive price can not afford to pay considering the financial condition. And there was a commotion between Sidero and the cafe waiter.

The commotion that occurred between them was heard to the ears of Rahayu who was at the cafe. He immediately rushed over and gave Sidero the option between being a waitress for his cafe not being paid at all within a period of four months or being reported to the authorities for not intending to pay for the goods already retrieved. Of course Sidero chose the first option. He works diligently. As time went on they often met and talked to each other.

Sidero and Nelly's relationship eventually foundered Sidero chose to end their relationship. Although it has got more than everything from Sidero does not make Nelly even scathed to end his relationship with Sidero. It could be said that Sidero cut ties with Nelly unilaterally. Yes, with such circumstances make Nelly act determined.

As time went on they were married by their own choice. Early marriage normal life trip honeymoon to various desired countries. Moreover, Rahayu very spoiled Sidero. Only this time Rahayu has someone very close to her considering that her father often left himself in his luxury home. Back home in a lifeless state.

Two years into marriage, Nelly learns what routine Robin's activities are. Because it's unusual to initially make Nelly uncomfortable. At 18:00 Robin will light a candle in the north corner of the house. At 00:00 Robin will light a melon-flavored incense. At 06.00 Robin will turn off the room alternately for example today Merisa room until 12.00 noon tomorrow Clara room. At 12:00, Robin will ask the waiter to market a menu that he thinks is strange, for example fried fish mixed with vinegar and paper flowers.

Nelly is in Clara's room she, looking restless facing each other with Clara.

"what would Robin do?I'm so scared that it's gonna happen again" Nelly said

"Clara, are you okay?" said Nelly holding Clara's back, their gazes met each other. While the waiter who accompanied Clara left them so they could freely talk to each other

"mah, can you get me out of here?" clara said expectantly

"why indeed? are you bored. If it is, mamah will accompany you for a walk out" said Nelly stroked Clara's hair

"i'll think about it. I want to go out on my own with no one"

Nelly frowned.

"may I ask you something?"

"of course. Just ask"

Clara had not had time to answer Clara had asked back with other questions that filled her head all this time.

" Yashbi how's she doing? I feel like he's forgotten me" said Clara

"i miss her" Clara looked straight ahead as she hugged her knees

Nelly was stunned to hear his son's words. He was trying to be calm.

"i'll answer your questions one by one. So listen carefully" Nelly said

"your current state is not in good condition so it will take some time to recover your condition. The illness you're suffering from we can't tell him. You have to understand, we don't want your condition to drop after hearing it" Nelly said staring gently at Clara

On the door leaf, Merisa watched them how she felt at that moment to clench her hands and stare intently at Clara.

"i'll take all that's on you, Clara" Merisa's mind

"really? I deserve my body to feel tired even though I sleep enough and eat as usual. Every day I have to polish my lip dye so that it doesn't look pale. It would be a shame if Yashbi suddenly came to see me" Clara said, moving from the bed to the dresser drawer, taking the lip dye she always used

"actually Yashbi often comes to see your condition"

"waaahh really? " said Clara who was immediately excited with sparkling eyes

"of course it's true. It's just that you're asleep. Not wanting to interrupt your break so she just looked at you and sat on the side of the bed" Nelly said

A happy smile was engraved on Clara's face. He touched the side of the bed.

"is he sitting here?"

"yes. Sometimes move in your dresser"

"when will he do it? did his heart not knock to immediately stop his foolish actions. Don't let Clara.." Inner Nelly.

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Nelly leaves Clara's bedroom with her pale face. When Nelly got to the front door, shocked to hold his chest because there was Merisa.

" k.. Why are you here? not going to the Mall? "asked Nelly who walked across Merisa

" in front of me you obviously hate him but when I'm not around you're being nice to him. What do you mean, mah? "asked Merisa lips vibrate

Merisa is very dislike Clara especially if both parents pay more attention. Implied in his heart and mind to kill Clara but several times undone because it has not found the right time.