Regretting Twice.
truthfully.

"hallo pa" said Madame Abbel, when she had begun a voice call on her husband.

"what's the matter ma?" replied Mr. Maven who was in the company, signing some important papers.

"sir Andre and Madame Adell would like to invite us over for a meal tomorrow, would papa be able to? they are waiting for our presence."

"tomorrow? ma'am, papa will call Revan to ask for tomorrow's schedule." said Mr. Maven then called Revan, assistant trust, as well as his right hand.

"yes pa."

"Revan, what's my schedule tomorrow?"ask Maven to Revan.

"tomorrow at 9 am there is a meeting with our clients who come from abroad, and monitor the operation of our new restaurant in the middle of the city. After his master only needed to sign some important documents. That's it, sir."revan said to his boss.

"well, my wife, did you hear what Revan just said?"

"mama has heard it pa, then mama hang up her phone first." said Madam Abbel then disconnected the phone.

"Revan, please get the job done as soon as possible, please arrange my schedule, because tomorrow we will have dinner at Mrs Adell's and Mr. Andre's house."

"well sir."

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In Gaesha's room.

"tok tok"

while Gaesha was relaxing on the porch of her room, someone knocked on the door.

"Gaesha, this is mama, can you enter your room?"ask Madame Abbel to her son.

"entrance ma" said Gaesha as she moved to her bedroom door.

"mama wants to say what?"gaesh said to Abbel, who was sitting on the sofa in her room, followed by Gaesha.

"sha, mama wants to ask you something, please answer honestly without anyone being covered" Abbel said with a serious face.

"please ma, I'll answer him honestly, but what question is that? like her mom is very serious about this."

"do you have feelings for Aily?"

*degh

(why did my mom ask this?is Mama going to match me to that girl of her dreams?no, I wouldn't want to be in a matchmaker right, as good as I refuse this matchmaking, because somehow I don't know the girl, even her name I don't know) Gaesha muttered in her heart.

Looking at the silent Gaesha, Madam Abbel let out a rough sigh.

"to be honest, we were already dating, but we kept this a secret from mom and dad for fear of not being allowed to date."

"i'm sorry that I and Aily ma, we also actually wanted to tell about our relationship to mom and dad, but since the time papa forbade me to date, we've severed our relationship, we've, and continue to be friends again as before."

"what??!! so you guys are already dating??"madam Abbel looked at Gaesha's annoyed face and she was also surprised to hear that statement from her son.

"why didn't you tell mom and dad about your relationship with Aily?"

"sorry ma'am, we're afraid you're going to ban us, but fate says otherwise, Aily's former friend purposely told papa I was dating, so we were forced to break this relationship."

"then does your papa know who the girl you made a lover of?"ask madam Abbel.

"as she did ma, because according to Aily's confession, she didn't hear the two women mention who my lover is" Gaesha said.

"They said if I was dating papa, but didn't approach her, they just yelled at papa, I'm afraid I'd be angered by papa, by being forced to end our relationship."gaesha returned with a sad face, remembering how Aily cried when they ended, Gaesha still felt regret for hurting Aily's heart.

"huftt, it's your fault for not telling us, next time don't hide anything else to mama and papa!"

"to date Aily, mama doesn't forbid you, but if it's another girl, mama won't agree until anytime."

"so mom lets us date?"

"of course, why not? but if she's another girl, mama won't approve of your relationship."

"mama mean?"asked Gaesha who was confused by her mother's statement, what exactly did her mother's words mean?and why did her mom only let herself date Aily?then what is the fate of the girl who will be betrothed to him?

"there will be a time when you will know for yourself, mama does not want to say it now" Abbel said.

in a few seconds Gaesha was silent for a moment digesting her mother's speech.

"oh yes, later in the afternoon please accompany mama to go to the mall to buy something" said Madam Abbel as she stood up from her seat and headed to Gaesha's room door.

"well ma" said Gaesha who saw her mama had come out of that room.

For a moment he went back into silence "actually what is mama planning?and who's your mom's dream girl?"

"huftt!I still won't be in a match with that girl, I don't want to see Lily cry again because of me."

"i better think about what I'm going to do later for Lily, I have to restore her mood for the better, because mom said if the woman was menstruating, very sensitive, very sensitive, so irritable and I don't want Lily like that, what should I do to please Lily?"said Gaesha who does not know how to please women during menstruation, she has no experience in that field, because Gaesha had never dated other girls besides Aily, before, and Aily was also her first love.

first love is the first love, but not the first. It is love that can first enter the heart, leaving a deep imprint on the soul. It is the love of someone who impresses you greatly, for his attention, his tenderness, or the shade of his eyes.

For men, first love itself changes its view of itself…

The man who is asked to always be tough, selfish, domineering, and must be able to all by himself, faced with the emergence of a figure that will fill the emptiness of his heart, make him helpless and finally melt in love.The meaning of first love is also interpreted as prime, difficult to forget, and if it ends up not being one, beautiful moments are difficult to be thrown away to other places besides the heart and mind.First love does not always have to be a soul mate right?Sometimes just passing as a good memory, interesting events that change the human condition, whether good or bad in the future, But , it is beautiful when experiencing it.