Regretting Twice.
what happened to Aily?
Warm sunlight, and the air is still very cool, along with the chirping of birds as if singing, now Aily is ready to go to school, a uniform that looks right on the slender body of Aily, belongs to Aily, and the braid two along with a small ribbon colored peach and white, making her hair more beautiful.
her state and mind had improved because of Ani.
The beautiful girl took her bag and her drinking bottle, then came out of the room, and drank a little milk that her mother had made, there was also her father's sister and her mother, there was also her mother, he took a quick sip until the milk was gone, along with his papa who had finished breakfast, Aily and his papa left, while his sister would leave with her mother.
after arriving at school, Aily took a breath to feel this still cool air, a breeze as easy as hit her smooth skin and gave a soft touch.
(huftt Aily must be able to Aily must not look weak in front of Gaga)batin Aily excited and displaying his sweet smile, he rushed to class, on the way he passed Gaesha and Anand, he was excited, his buddies.
"Sha is Aily, say hello first, so that the boy does not cry back "whispers slowly, while walking.
"what sih!very arranged for me, already lazy" replied Gaesha ketus, while Aily was getting closer to them.
Aily who saw Gaesha, hoping to be greeted, but Gaesha was indifferent and did not care, now Aily turned to Anand, Anand seemed to smile stiffly but he was still not good at hiding his worries .
Aily who saw Gaesha like that made her weak helpless, whatever she did still Gaesha would always be cold to her.
he walked back to his classroom, still feeling disappointed.
(huft morning already disappointed, especially in broad daylight later)his inner with annoyance mixed with disappointment.
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Now Aily and Gaesha and the rest of the group are discussing, sharing the tasks they will do today.
"later Gaesha with Aily helped paint the box yes, if I with Ita cut the colorful paper and prepare the decoration, if others take care of the cable"
"oh yes, later the paint on the table near the park, so that the smell is quickly gone" continued Eva again.
Gaesha was a little surprised, because how could she be with Aily and just the two when she wanted to avoid the girl.
"can't do that, dong!I was alone with Aily??no. I don't want to, just change it, I put the cable!"
*Aily and the others were shocked to hear Gaesha's clear words showing an angry and unacceptable look on her face.
"heh Gaesha what the hell are you, just because of a trivial thing you've been angry like this, just say it well to me, don't be like that can't not?"Eva replied annoyed.
"indeed, why are you alone with Aily, why do you seem to avoid Aily once?Aily is not wrong what." continued with a face that looks so upset.
*eva's words made Gaesha speechless.
"have not quarreled, it's okay Eva I just follow." said Aily resignedly as she was forced to smile to cover her sadness.
"take the box and paint it, we go to the back garden now" said Gaesha coldly, while walking first, without waiting for Aily.
Aily takes the box and paint and rushes after Gaesha to the park behind the school.
"here! walk so slow, can't be relied on once!"gaesha shouted to Aily who was carrying a box, two brushes and paint, the girl looked a little troubled because her hands did not fit, she said, so it is difficult for him to grasp two brushes and paint with one palm.
*Aily also tried to run, but her left leg was still sick, since the sprain two days ago, Aily's left leg was often sick if forced to run, for Aily it was very disturbing, he ran a little bit limp.
arriving at Gaesha's place, Aily grimaced, as her left leg ached, as if she was too forced to run suddenly, with an irregular breath Aily said "shtt, Sorry Gaga Aily's legs hurt, so Aily walked her a little slowly, Gaga will know for herself Aily's left leg is often sick if brought running..'
"being a woman is not slow! Just run can't, learn to run there, huhh!"gaesha said with an angry face.
"sorry Gaga.."Aily said softly as she lowered her head, not daring to see the face of Gaesha who for her creepy.
"doesn't talk about it, lazy!"her words returned, then took the box that Aily hugged in her hand violently.
Aily paused for a moment and then gave a small nod of understanding, she helped Gaesha cut the box that they would both paint in the garden.
when going to unwrap her paint, Aily a little difficulty because of her hard wrap, she also intends to ask for help to Gaesha who is painting the back of the box.
"Gaga, please help Aily open the lid of the paint" said Aily who was having trouble opening the lid of the paint, because it was hard.
"the other one is Lily?Lily can't open it herself?look at it"Gaesha took over the paint in Aily's hands, and opened it.
"just can't! it's easy though"the angel with a high tone, and the nagging entered Aily's ears, which made Aily hurt, but she couldn't say what, what, his heart was too sore to argue back and would add new wounds to his if extended.
When Aily wants to take the paint with a brush, Aily's brush accidentally falls on Gaesha's pants, because Aily's hands and body feel weak after being angry with Gaesha several times.
Gaesha who saw her became angry, she was very angry because Aily was so annoying in addition to her pants had to be exposed to paint because of the carelessness of the girl.
"Lilly!!what the fuck siii!! so sloppy! Look at this Gaga's pants are getting dirty because of Lily!huhh basic women do not know themselves, it's in good kin even crashing, fortunately Gaga decided otherwise, must have been stressed herself facing Lily!next time don't have a group with Gaga anymore!Gaga's sick of seeing Lily's face! So fed up! !go there!Gaga doesn't want to see a woman's face not knowing in baikin!"Gaesha said with emphasis, and it was clear that Gaesha was really angry, Aily who was surprised to hear the words coming out of Gaesha's mouth was stunned in disbelief, "woman doesn't know herself?" his murmuring was so slow, Aily was silent as she would try to digest the word katau that Gaesha had thrown at her just now.
Gaesha who saw Aily was still silent, went back to speaking "heard no heck?Gaga says go yes go!"her snapping once again made Aily's heart ache.
Aily rushed to class, with a clear circle that had escaped on her smooth cheek, really hurt her mind, remembering what Gaesha said.
Aily entered the classroom with a slight run and wiped away the tears on her face, so that no one would know, but the tears were still coming out, her thoughts and tears were completely out of sync.
synchronous is something that happens at the same time or simultaneously. Synchronous can mean aligned, aligned, appropriate, or in tune.
Aily's friends, especially Aily's group of friends, are confused by Aily's attitude now, Eva and Ita rush towards Aily who is sitting down while bowing her head, clearly visible now, yes Aily was holding her crying voice, the pain that continued to increase made Aily could not bear she was so tormented with all the harsh words of Gaesha.
"loh Aily why?cry??"Eva asked curiously.
"Gaesha again, Aily?"the question escaped from Ita's mouth, Ita so knew how Gaesha's treatment had been.
Aily also raised her head, it was sad, very painful she felt.
They both understood, Eva and Ita calmed the poor girl down.
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At night, Aily was staring at the moon from her bedroom window, her mind was now wandering around with a million pains and disappointments.
Staring at me towards the sky, without realizing Aily returned her tears of sadness, her heart could not accept every word Gaesha said to her, the rant is like a thousand needles that are still stuck in his heart,
wounded but not bleeding.
his words were soft on the sidelines of his small sobbing.
Because Aily could not stand to make a decision that could endanger her life, the girl was too tired to face all the tests God gave.
"Aily is not strong..Aily.can't.."Said Aily weakly, while taking something from the drawer in her room.
After taking water
He swallowed some of the medicine in his hand, still with tears flowing.
After Aily's resignation was very resigned, he hoped that after his departure, Gaesha could live a quieter life without the whiny girl who always wanted to be spoiled by her.
"hiks hiks sorry ma, pa, sorry kanAily, maybe with this Aily will be calmer"
"sorry Gaga, Gaga's been a burden all this time, Lily's job is done, Lily said."
aily said back, curled up, maybe this will be the day she cried for the last time.
- meaning the word curled up is sitting (sleeping and so on) bowing. The other meaning of curling up is rummaging.
not long after, Aily fell asleep because of the effects of the drug she had just taken.
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*at 1 am
"ughh s-shit"
on that morning Aily felt tightness, nausea as well as headaches and dizziness, her body also felt so weak and she let out cold sweat.
He also tried his hardest to get out of his bed, because his entrails wanted to come out.
With Aily slowly walking, the dizziness she felt grew stronger as she reached her bathroom which was inside the room.
"hukk"
Aily puked out all her entrails, with sweat that kept pouring out she immediately washed her mouth in the sink, and pressed the flush button so that her vomit could be doused clean.
- Closet seating is usually equipped with an automatic sprinkler or commonly called a flush. The trick, we only need to press the flush button and the water will come out by itself to flush the pee water or dirt inside the toilet.
The two buttons, called dual flush, have been connected to their respective water exit valves. Both are made for water conservation that is already available in the toilet and will later be used to flush and clean the dirt.
After clean, Aily immediately came out of the bathroom, and back lying limp on her mattress, the energy in her body seemed to disappear somewhere, she continued to feel tightness in her chest and pain.
Aily again felt nausea in her stomach, she was about to get up from the mattress, but her body seemed boneless, until finally she fell, it was difficult for her to speak, because it was so limp.
Not long after Aily was unconscious, could it be the effect of the medicine that Aily drank?
what happened to that girl?
Will Aily survive?
Or will this story end because of his passing?
No one knows except the author
...As long as you are given the chance...
...to live in this world...
...Don't miss this opportunity...
...Or even do reckless...
...Which could have taken...
...Your own life...
...Because you'll be on your own...
...That would...
...Bear consequences...
...from Your Deeds...
...And the people who love you...
...It will be sad to see you...
...Fail and act foolish....
...don't be reckless just because...
...someone's behavior and words...
...try to be open to...
...The person you think...
...Can be trusted...
...no, there will be happiness...
...Who awaits you...
...In the future....
...CMIIW💐✨...