Regretting Twice.
offended.

This was the day that the students in Aily's class had their drawing lessons.

And at the same time Aily realized that if her eraser was left at home, she turned around to look for Ita's whereabouts, but the girl was not seen at all, Aily also let out a long sigh realizing that Ita was not in school, and that meant inevitably she had to borrow an eraser to Gaesha, because Aily did not feel good to borrow from her friend, her friend, because Aily was not so close to them.

(hmm did I borrow in Gaga alone yes, hopefully she will)in Aily as she moved from her seat and towards Gaesha's table.

"what else is it looking for Gaga?"gaesh said without looking at it.

"Lily wants to borrow Gaga's eraser, just for a second, okay?"aily said with a clear face.

"no, why borrow from Gaga, does Lily not have one?"he answered while looking at Aily with a face that looked annoyed.

"Gaga, please?Lily's in need, Lily's eraser's left at home"

"Gaga won't, there" exiled Gaesha as she shook her hand.

"Dragon why the guy did not want to keep Lily so needy eraser, just borrow for a while"

aily said with an annoyed face.

"let's just, it's none of my business"

answer me ketus.

Gaesha banishes Aily, the girl is already exhausted by Gaesha's attitude, she desperately needs an eraser, but Gaesha does not give her.

Aily who could not stand it immediately took the eraser that was in Gaesha's grasp, but she could not hold it tightly, the eraser fell to the floor, Gaesha who saw it became angry.

"kann!! what the hell Gaga said no yes no, look it fell! take quick!!"

Gaesha raised her voice, thus making Aily shocked.

"G-Gaga why it's like this...Lily just wanted to borrow a little..."

his words while looking down on his head, his guts will be blindly see the sharp gaze of his best friend and ex-lover, very sharp even as sharp as razor blades, very sharp, the words of Gaesha kept swirling in her head, Aily asked herself why Gaga was like this.

"hahh already!go there!"drive Gaesha back.

"..."

One minute Aily was silent, there was no sign Aily would move from that place, until Aily opened her voice.

"Lily's a fucking kid, isn't she Gaga?"for some reason this question came to Aily's mind.

"yes, he's a fucking kid"

*degh

so surprised by the answer of the man who was beside her, the pain that appeared arrived in the heart of the girl, the pain that erupted, Aily could not stand it, she ran to her table.

It hurts, why is Gaesha like that?did Aily deserve to die? thought her.

Aily stared softly at Gaesha, the man's face without guilt and worry, making her heart even more hurt..

"what else is Lily??"

asked Gaesha who sounded in Aily's ears like she was not sincere.

"Gaga says Lily's a fucking kid"Jawab Aily is lethargic, while avoiding eye contact with the man who is staring at her.

"Gaga joked Lily" she replied casually.

(joking? joking up to hurt Aily. not funny.) murmured Aily in the heart.

Unable to get an answer from the girl, Gaesha spoke again.

"i'm sorry, Gaga"

"...."

His heart still hurts, he doesn't know what else to do.

"sorry, isn't it Gaga?"

repeat Gaesha, then take Aily's hand.

"iya Gaga.." said his lethargy, without seeing Gaesha who was in front of him.

Gaesha's treatment did warm Aily's heart, but that warmth simply could not heal Aily's wounds.

Aily still did not believe in the warmth Gaesha gave her someday, as she would be traumatized by it, for her the warmth only lasted for a short while, and it does not last long because it could be covered with pain and disappointment that Gaesha always gives.

after hearing Aily's answer, Gaesha went to play with her friends.

Aily was still silent.

What a mistake until Gaesha with her heart told Aily a fucking kid.

Is he really that damn kid that Gaesha didn't expect his presence?then why did Gaesha chase after him when she did not have feelings for the man.

Is this what Gaesha expected? the destruction of Aily's life?

Aily smiled wryly, her heart was so in disbelief that it was the Gaesha she knew.

He felt free Gaesha made her as comfortable and loving as this on her while still dating.

gaesha's soft words back Aily remembered, Gaesha was so gentle with her, she never even snapped at her, but now so often.

Gaesha's promise that wouldn't snap at Aily turned out to be just nonsense.

Now Aily realized "promise is just a sedative word"

Missing what has passed is painful and torturous.

Moreover, it is impossible for us to repeat, can he see the gentle Gaesha back?it's not her looking at Gaesha who likes to snap and be rude.