REMEDIALLY
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It turns out that anger is more confrontable, because your silence is far more horrified. 

- Mima

First semester reports are distributed during active teaching and learning activities after the Eid al-Fitr holiday, as it should be, Mima Ayumna Lenkara is ranked first in class even the highest score in the madrasah. If Mima used to feel it was the thing that made him satisfied even though there was a C value in it, but not for today.

She hates the achievements that make her in the future seem always superior in the eyes of men, now Mima arrives at the point she does not like living full of ambition.

Academic values are supported by ambition and perfectionist attitude makes him never included in the wish list of any man, even though he always refrains from arguing against the opposite sex that he considers too weak to argue. Arguments with women will always end in silence because Mima considers the interlocutor is not important enough to be invited to discuss.

Mima would pretend to be satisfied with her sarcastic smile, always like that. Achievement for achievement makes it more difficult to reach in terms of intellectual and there is no man who makes it comfortable, although actually Mima only need someone who wants to listen to how he goes through lonely days.

Now that Mima feels academic intelligence actually makes his personality very weak, his IQ may be high but his other Q Q has dropped the level of the earth's crust. She was never the first love of anyone until the age of 26. Loneliness has a devastating effect on the resilience of his heart.

All the men who had been close to him were too boring, too easy Mima argued with one argument only. Too according to whatever Mima said and wanted, there was once someone who tried to compensate but was very stiff and tried hard to look taller.

While Dheo, although his academic value is not above Mima's, but his knowledge is broad about many things, his association, the way Dheo speaks in front of many people, Dheo is always confident, it really supports his mediocre level.

Since long ago, Mima can only watch her from a distance, see her standing, talk a lot of things and lead a lot of activities at school makes Mima admire her more deeply. Many women want to be special next to Dheo.

Dheo likes to write, therefore he likes to read and make his mind open and cool to talk to anything, since Dheo school is easy to be close to anyone, anyone, he is friends with both men and women.

Until the future, even though he is married, Dheo is still diligent in replying to every Mima message on his Instagram. Actually, Mima did not expect to get a response from the man she had assessed since MA, but instead of being self-aware, Mima actually felt more comfortable.

No one has been able to balance the speaker like Dheo is balancing it, said Mima. Is her heart no longer open to anyone?

In Mima's eyes, Dheo was still the one she wanted the most, for it was not affected even though Shaka claimed to be her future husband, Mima was sure it was impossible to fall in love with such a man. Shaka is sweet, but he's not super enough to make Mima obey.

Ha's? Whahuh? OBeying words? Wasn't it during this remedial Shaka made me obey him even though I didn't like it?

“Congratulations yes, Mim! You champion one more, whose girlfriend is this, so cool!” Dheo patted Mima's head off the back bench, Mima turned her head and smiled flatly.

They were still in class, waiting for the lesson hour to end, Mima glanced at the empty bench beside Dheo, Shaka was not there, Shaka was not there, this morning Shaka said his name wouldn't be on his food report card he didn't need to go to school.

Ever since Mima came home from Padang, Shaka had not ignored her, they were only communicating soberly. Mima doesn't matter if Shaka is angry, so Mima's mind is that the conductor doesn't look angry, his expression is ordinary and relaxed as if Mima isn't in front of his eyes, it's just worse than Shaka's anger the other day.

Until last night, Mima lowered her ego and called Shaka who had just returned from praying isya.

“Shaka!”

The man approached Mima on the porch of his house, only with a brow movement that seemed to say “What?” , without greeting, let alone sound.

“You are angry with me because I came home late yesterday?”

“Engga, really. Forgot, huh? I have a thousand sorry, you can take everything at once if you want.” So, then the man went into his house.

“You're not going to school?” ask Mima.

“Today receipt of report, my report card where there is.” Just that and back sweep the page.

***

Now Mima Thumped, opening the sheet of paper inside that dark green cover, straight to the final grading sheet, hoping that the value that caused her to be dragged here had already turned into A. When I received the scholarship email that failed, Mima was not this nervous.

Suddenly Mima recalls a night where she was so confident and had already booked a single room in a large hotel to celebrate her graduation. Oxford, Faculty of Theology, met Dheo and showed off his achievements, all his dreams that night that stayed one step blurry and made him fall, not.

And today was worse than yesterday, Mima was pounding and nervous. His confidence was gone after that night.

“Still C?” he complained, at this moment he felt increasingly a failed human being. So far the achievement is pseudo, Mima's identity is a bad person, such as the value of C that Mr. Fauzi deliberately wrote in red ink.

“Manga, Mim?” (Why Mima?) ask Farha.

“Value Fiqihku still C aja, Far,” cebik Mima.

Farhana grabbed his friend's report card and noticed one by one the columns of values.

“Ndeh .. ciek se nyo nan C, other nan sadonyon 99 mah, lai ndak grateful juo?” (Duh, just one is C, the other value is not 99, not grateful also you?)

“Low to skyrocket, yes?” farha.

Definitely according to Farha Mima was boasting and did not know grateful, but Mima felt no need to explain anything.

Mima was afraid, not just about Returning to the future, but Back home now. Shaka must be disappointed.

Wait ... Since when do I think about other people's feelings?

Mima closed the report book again and wanted to see Mr. Fauzi to ask him what else he should do. Mima felt that he was already berusha hard, even a copy of the mission sheet only left behind one task.

Perhaps Mr. Fauzi would kindly explain what he could do to change that value and could soon bring that change into the future. You can go home soon, can continue college and life with Dheo with the feelings and relationships that he has managed to get now.

“Pak Fauzi did not enter today,” said one of the teachers.

Mima took a deep breath, unwilling to move her steps back home.