Room 126
Barbeque Party

"Shyuttt!!" Gisella pointed her index finger at Chan directing him to shut up, "It's been Chan's years! Don't hide this anymore!! Cry if you want to cry, don't cry Chan!! You are also a Chan human, you can also shed tears! Cry and throw it all away, baby!" Gisella continued at length.

Chan was slowly unable to hold back his tears in front of Gisella. She shed tears as she stared at Gisella.

"Cry if it makes your heart calm! We should be able to feel hard and happy with Chan!" Gisella.

Chan immediately hugged Gisella and cried in her arms. On that day Chan expressed all the sadness that he had been alone and did not want to make Gisella sadder. Losing 2 lamps of their heart is not an easy thing to do for Gisella and Chan. Chan never grieved in front of Gisella. It was just that he did so that Gisella was always strong by seeing Chan who was always strong for her.

But who would have thought Gisella all this time also knew what Chan felt. Chan had always borne himself the pain of Gisella's grief all along.

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Long story short, in the evening they were having dinner together in their large mansion.

Slowly those who had been dissolved in sadness, now they try to toughen up because they do not want to make each other feel sad for what has just happened to them.

"Everyone, mama, ask your attention for a moment!" Gisella said after the silence at the dinner table. It even sounds like the clang of a spoon touching the plate they use to eat.

"What's the matter ma?" Alfian asked who represented all the children as well as the parents.

"Mom ask you all not to be too late in this sadness, so that Dira is also happy up there!" Pinta Gisella's.

"Papa also wants you to focus more on your school and college! Make your brothers proud in nature!!" Chan continued Gisella's words.

"What papa Chan and Mama Gisella said is true!! You guys should be able to get better, and take care of each other!" Nathan is the oldest of them all there is.

All the children smiled and nodded slowly. They seemed to immediately understand what they said and also what their parents asked for.

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A few days later, they slowly forget their grief and make it a memorial for the future. They will always remember Dira and also their oldest brother who has not been born into the world.

They started to do their own activities. And live life to be better people.

It might be different with Axel. Axel still can't completely forget his grief over Dira's passing. Now even her once jolly self, became a cold and talkative figure. Just to the family he's a little warm. He is also different from his own family.

On that day exactly after 2 weeks of Dira's departure. Nathan decided to shut down the school for 1 week. He did it so that they could be closer to their families. Even on their first day of school. They did a barbeque in the mansion's vast courtyard.

Pov Alfin's

That afternoon before the barbeque began. As usual Alfin meets his lover, Saviana. At the lake near the campus they met.

Saviana herself is actually afraid of having a relationship with Alfin. He was afraid that it would make Jaehyun disappointed because he could not have it in the real world. But Saviana also could not refuse the earnestness of Alfin who really loved Saviana.

"I'm sure you're seeing me because I want to talk to you!" Said Alfin while clasping Saviana's hand that was nearby.

"What are you talking about?" Saviana asked who was curious about what Alfin would say to her.

"Actually I want to make sure you're at a barbeque party at my mansion, tonight!"

Deg,,, uh,,,

"I'm sorry I can't!" Saviana let go of her hand which was held tightly by Alfin. Sontak makes Alfin feel surprised by Saviana's attitude.

"But why? Don't you really love me?!" Ask Alfin.

"I don't mean it, I-I'm just not ready to meet your whole family! I-I'm still traumatized by the big family gathering!" Saviana said a little nervous because she no longer knew what to reject Alfin's invitation in what way.

But the reality is true, Saviana has a deep trauma to big family meetings in her past life. Even Saviana had told Alfin that she had a trauma about it.

"Yes I know you have a trauma in your past, but how long will you keep refusing to meet my family, Sav?!" Alfin asked who was starting to get emotional.

Saviana seemed to stand up from her seat and said, "I'm sorry Alfin, but I really can't! Sorry I refused!" Said Saviana whose eyes began to glaze over.

Looking at her lover whose eyes were glazed over, Alfin's heart could not bear to see her. And stand up straight from his sitting position. Alfin cupped Saviana's face and also wiped her tears that slowly drenched her cheeks.

"Darling, don't cry because of this! I didn't mean to make you cry! I'm sorry!" Alfin said with sincerity of his heart while looking fixedly into Saviana's eyes.

Saviana slowly smiled and touched Alfin's hand that was on her cheek, "It's okay, I understand what you're feeling! I'm sorry!" Saviana. Alfin immediately hugged Saviana warmly, and vice versa, Saviana also returned a hug from Alfin.

In between his arms"Alfin, forgive me for not being able to tell you this truth!! I don't have enough courage to reveal everything!! I'm afraid that you're disappointed and won't see me again!! I don't even know what will happen once you know the truth about all of this!!" The inner Saviana slowly shed tears in Alfin's embrace.

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In the evening, the big family barbeque began. They seemed to be preoccupied with their own flesh. Don't forget they even joked together. Happiness is seen among those who now take part in doing barbeque in the courtyard of the mansion.

It appears Gisella is calling Chan to come to her side sitting down.

"Chan come here, I have something to talk to you about!" Call Gisella who asks Chan to sit nearby. Chan who was called was headed straight towards Gisella.

"What's the matter, baby?" Chan asked as he sat down near Gisella.