Room 126
Pov Dila's

"Thank you Axel!" Reply Dila smiled. Axel then rubbed Dila's head gently, he smiled sweetly towards Dila who was looking at her with a blanket that had covered half her body , then,,,,,

Cup,,, uh,,,

Deg,,, uh,,,

Dila instantly widened her eyes feeling a kiss from Axel. Dila was fixated for a moment but Axel did not know that Dila was surprised to see it like it was just smiling, Dila herself also returned Axel's smile awkwardly. But still trying to keep looking calm in front of Axel.

Axel himself had unknowingly directly kissed Dila's cheek briefly. Somehow Dila's face looks red in Axel's eyes which makes Axel feel anxious with Dila. After that there was no more conversation between the two of them, Axel decided to walk towards the sofa to sleep there. Axel knew that Dila had always been like this, by asking to be accompanied but if with Axel, Axel would have relented and slept on the sofa. After that Axel waited for Dila to fall asleep in his sleep, then he fell asleep on the sofa.

But who would have thought that Dila was actually not sleeping, she just closed her eyes. He could not sleep because his mind was raging and thought about what would happen to him after being kissed by Axel.

Pov Dila's

That night I missed my mom, I wanted to joke with my mom. I don't know when they were in Java just a few days, but it feels like I've been so far away from them, what's more considering that mommy is equally papa not activating their phone. That worries me, they don't give me any news at all. Finally, they only contacted Nathan's father to let him know that they would be in Java for two days, and their cell phone would be turned off.

But it's been more than two days, hasn't it? Why don't they come back? Even more worried about them, I tried to call them but there was no answer, and even the phone was still turned off.

I was a little upset at the time. I wanted to catch up with them, and somehow my heart wanted to be around them. Until I finally heard a female voice. Yes, I thought that Alisya could not be a ghost because the mansion had been pagari by mama. When I found out the door was open, I was more and more convinced that the one who had called me was Alisya. I sighed with a lazy look, walking towards the door to close it. But who would have thought if I saw Axel walking across my room.

He greeted me because he accidentally saw me closing the door. Of course I greeted him back. But the unexpected happened, I spontaneously pulled Axel into my room. I don't know if I don't understand myself, why can I just pull Axel into my room. Even I told him to accompany me to sleep because of my frustration that can not communicate with mama and papa who are still on the island of Java.

Why are they going there anyway? Why don't they invite us all there, yes it's counting for a vacation there. But why papa and mama seem to cover this from all of us, the children. They did not say what their destination was to come to Java. Haish, even they left also did not fare well with his children.

Okay we returned that night, Axel obviously obeyed what I asked, including accompanying me to sleep in my room. With him who usually sleeps on the couch and I sleep in bed. Never in the same bed, but certainly not anything dong.

That night I even vented my frustration because my mother was the same father who made me miss them. Axel pulled me to calm me down in his arms. I saw Axel smiling warmly at me as he took off his embrace. His hand touched my hair and rubbed it gently, even when I was lulled by it. But I realized that if I continued like that, then I would definitely be surrounded by lust.

Axel told me to go to sleep immediately by enveloping myself and returning a beautiful smile on his face engraved very sweetly. I also returned his smile.

"Good sleep Dila!" He said while wiping my black mane. But I instantly widened my eyes when Axel suddenly kissed me on the cheek. I don't know what this feeling is, my heart feels mixed. I was confused with my own heart, I felt happy but I also felt sad and worried.

Happy either because it was kissed by Axel, sad because I was afraid to make brother Mark disappointed and worried me because I was afraid that I would be sick when kissed by Axel. Haish, fool! Why can I think like that? Only a fool can think that kissing the cheek can hurt. Even Mark's brother has also said that the pain is not related to kissing the cheek.

But honestly I'm so scared that if Mark knew, what would he feel?

Doesn't it hurt to know that the person he loves is kissed by someone else?

Do I have to keep it a secret from Mark? Yeah, maybe it's better that way.

Brother Mark I beg you to forgive me, I myself cannot forbid Axel not to do things like kiss me. But what if at some point Mark suddenly saw Axel kissing me?

Wouldn't that be a problem?

Especially heart problems that are not easy to fix, wounding it is easy, but I myself have no experience treating a broken heart.

I was confused, my mind was raging at that time. Think about how Mark's brother would know about that?

But sometimes I also think, that Axel and I are also brothers, is it not natural that brothers like that?

My closeness to Axel was really like a brother and sister. But if this continues I'll hurt Mark's heart. We know each other's feelings.

That means Mark's brother is always hurt because of me. Yes, because I always stick to Axel, even though I was not close to Axel before, but it was Dira who was close to him that I even thought that Axel and my twin brother were having a relationship that was more than a brother.

Haish, how's this?

I saw Axel staring at me from the couch, to make sure I was asleep or not. I pretended to close my eyes even though my mind couldn't stop thinking about all this.

I was confused about everything, until I slowly opened my eyes to ascertain whether Axel was asleep or still awake. And I saw Axel was fast asleep. Then I went back to thinking what I should do. But it turns out my drowsiness attacked and I even overslept.

I woke up in a garden that was no stranger to me, I had once come there. But I don't remember when I came there.

"This place is no stranger, but who brought me here? And when have I been here?!" I said at that time while walking down the path in the park. The garden is very beautiful with various flowers that decorate it. I don't even think it's in the real world. Indeed in the mansion there is also a garden that is no less beautiful, but it seems this place has its own impression.

I continued walking until I finally heard a familiar voice in my ear,

"Crazy!" Calling her from behind me, I stopped my steps and slowly turned my head.

Deg,,, uh,,,

"Dira?!" I said it was good to see my twin brother who died. I went straight to her and hugged her. We hugged each other and let go of the pent-up longing. But as soon as I hugged her, I realized that it was the place where I had once come to and met Dira. Dira who has died can I meet, I am very sure that it is a dreamland.

I let go of my arms to Dira, "Dira am I in a dream?" I asked Dira. I saw him smile and then nodded, "Yes, Dil! You are in dreamland! Are you happy to be here?!" Ask Dira to me.

"I'm glad Dira, here the place is so beautiful, but of course I will wake up and can only remember this later!" I said a little disappointed.

"Let's have a chat and head to the middle of the park!" Take Dira, I just nodded. Dira invites me to walk while chatting, really this is not like a dreamland. It's real and I feel so happy to meet my twin brother, Dira.

"Dila, what about Axel? How is he doing?!" Ask Dira then. I said, "He's fine, Sir! In fact, he's always routine every week to visit your tomb!" I said tell Dira. I saw Dira smiling a little at my words earlier.

We both walked down the beautiful flower garden, various flower plants were there. Many butterflies fly by flapping their wings of various colors. My eyes seem amazed to see it. I want to live there and be with Dila.

"You take it easy, Dila! This place will never disappear, just remember that I will always be here to wait for you!" Dira said to me which made me wince in wonder.

I asked him, "But Dira, haven't you gone to a better world?!"

Dira smiled at me, "Do you think I can really go? I still have you whose notabenya is my twin brother! I can leave only if I'm with you Dil!" Said Dira which surprised me.

"Then why did you never come to the human realm and appear in front of your mother as papa?" I was curious, it's true that usually mama will know because mama can see invisible creatures.

Dira stopped his steps and sighed, "Dila, I'm different! I don't want to make them all sad! They must have thought that I couldn't continue to the next realm because of them! I beg you not to tell anyone Dil!" The word Dira begs, so that is why Dira never appears again and shows himself to the whole family who can see invisible creatures.

I initially did not agree that Dira did not want to show herself to all the families, but I also could not force myself to have Dira do it. I choose to respect Dira's decision for what she wants.

"Well then, I'll keep this a secret from anyone, but we can still meet right?!" Ask Dira.

I saw Dira smiling from hearing my answer that would keep this a secret from everyone in the mansion. Then Dira told me, "Dila, you can even meet me through this dreamland! But there's one condition that Dil has to do! And that's what I'm related to!" Dira said that makes me happy, because I finally get to meet Dira even though only in dreamland.

"really? What conditions?!" I was excited because I was curious.