Room 126
Meet in dreamland

"Well then, I'll keep this a secret from anyone, but we can still meet right?!" Ask Dira.

I saw Dira smiling from hearing my answer that would keep this a secret from everyone in the mansion. Then Dira told me, "Dila, you can even meet me through this dreamland! But there's one condition that Dil has to do! And that's what it relates to me!" Dira said that makes me happy, because I finally get to meet Dira even though only in dreamland.

"really? What conditions?!" I was excited because I was curious.

Before Dira answered he was walking and I followed him straight away, Axel was having a relationship? We can also connect Dila!" Dira said that made me confused, I do not understand what Dira meant earlier.

"What does Dila mean? I don't know! Yeah, I do know you had a relationship with Axel first! But what does it mean that you are connected?!" I was wondering about the confusion that hit my mind.

Dira turned around and looked at me who was behind him '"If you were kissed by Axel, you'd sleep later to meet me in this dreamland! And vice versa!" Dira said that made me round my eyes in disbelief.

"Lo kidding Dil? How could it possibly be like that! You are-there is a hell!" My answer, but it seems that Dira does not like my answer which is like not believing him, yes indeed the fact is that I do not believe him on this matter.

"Hehe yes-yes sorry, I believe you are the same! Don't sulk why the hell? Lo serem if it's bad!" I said I tried to restore the atmosphere of supaa Dira was not angry with me.

But what the fuck? Is it true what Dira said just now? Is it true that if Axel kisses me or vice versa, I will meet Dira?

Ahh, this really makes my head dizzy like it's about to break! Really sucks. But yes because I could not see Dira was sad so I decided to trust her on this matter. So that he's happy.

Dira and I walked through the beautiful garden we were walking in, the breeze made the flowers move. Even the fragrance of the flower made me opiate, wanting me to pluck it but I broke my intention. Wouldn't this dream be the same as an illusion? Is this really an illusion?

Yes of course, but I am happy to meet my twin brother. Even though only in dreamland that only disguise an illusion.

"Dira, isn't that the milk pool water you showed me?!" I asked Dira while pointing at the pool water.

"Lo can still see it?" Dira asked who made my forehead frown in wonder at the answer she said.

"Why are you so surprised? Why can't I see the milk fountain?" Askaqua.

Dira once again turned to me, but his eyes returned to the pool of milk, "No, that's not what I mean! Don't you remember if you ever drank that water?!" Tanya Dira reminded me that I would first come there and meet with Dira after a long time, I remember that I once drank it the first time I went there.

"Oh yeah, I remember!" I said remembering.

"Well that's it, usually if anyone comes and drinks milk from the pool he won't be able to see it again!" Said Dira who looked surprised that I could see the milk pool water was in that place again.

"Where do you know? Wow, I think you learned a lot here? Who is the teacher you teach?!" I said kidding to Dira.

"Yee, you said I was in school? That ghost school? All humans who have died will also be able to adapt and know various things!" Said Dira explained. I salute, this dream world is really fun, really I do not want to go from this place especially there is Dira who is always here, so make more at home.

"Dila, how's Axel doing? He's all right, isn't he? I envy you because you can enjoy the good times of your love! I hope Axel can be the same!" Said Dira.

Deg,,,, uh,,,,

Instantly my heart trembled to hear Dira make such a wish. My chest feels tight, I feel sorry for Dira. Moreover, I know that later I will not be able to grant what Dira wants. Because my heart belongs to Mark. But I will make Dira happy in my own way.

In this dream world everything is real, with me being the main character myself. But what about my wounded heart, for not being able to realize the love, of this twin brother I love so much. When my heart was worried, I didn't know what Dira had to say. My lips are incapable of speech, my tongue is muffled. Even sweat started to wet my forehead. All my daydreams were scattered by Dira's words that shocked me.

"When why? Lo sick? Haish, this is your dreamland, and this is my place! Why can I believe gini? What are you thinking?" Dira said with various questions to me.

I flinched and was instead nervous to answer him, I was even doubtful to my own heart at this moment, "Eh, ah that's Dir! I want to say I want to sit there! I think the place is good!" Take me by walking ahead of Dira walking towards the park chair. But not far away I stepped, I stopped my steps because of Dira's words.

"Dila, aren't you in love with Axel? Will you take care of him for me?!" Said Dira that made my mind go mad, my heart ached. My breath was full of words no more. I could not turn around and turned to Dira to answer her words.

"When why? Don't you have feelings for Axel? I'll go quietly if you can keep Axel's heart for me!" Said Dira again who was still unmoved from his place. And I still back him. I was confused to answer how, I wanted to feel like I was back in the world and disappeared from the dream world so that I would not have to answer the question from Dira. But I don't think it's possible, will I wake up by myself from my sleep?

I don't have any other choice, either, "Gue loves Axel Dir, I'm not gonna fuck him! I'll take care of Axel's heart!" I replied in a trembling voice without looking back to see Dira.

I shed my tears when I said it, I really remember what Mark's sweet words were to me. Yes, we have agreed to take care of each other's hearts. But what is this? I hurt Mark's heart? Although Mark's brother doesn't know, but I'm sure he must have felt the pain. Oh my God how is this?

I wiped my tears and took a deep breath. I turned back to look at Dira, but I was surprised to find no one behind me. Yeah right, Dira disappeared from there. I don't know where he is, he didn't even tell me he was leaving, how is this?

"Where are you?!" Call me without moving from where I was standing.

I gulped down the water in the pool, until I finally heard the faint voice of someone. I don't know whose voice it is, but I wish it was Dira's.

But I was confused as to how else to deal with this, it seemed like I would not be able to find Dira. Until I heard the voice again, it was getting louder until I slowly looked back and was shocked to death to see a creepy figure standing right behind me.

"No!!!" I woke up from that dream. I rubbed my face violently and tried to drink the water located on the nightstand. I chugged it up the toilet.

"Good God, it's a dream! How scary!!" I said while trying to neutralize my fear. Yeah, you know it's not me, this isn't the cowardly kind. I was surprised to see that.

Until I realized that Axel was sleeping in my room, but I saw on the sofa he was not there. "Axel where? Didn't she sleep there?!" I said as I stared at the empty sofa, "Maybe he's back in his room again!" I said just guess what Axel had done. Then I decided to continue my sleep. Because I see the clock still showing at 01:00 in the morning.

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Before that when Dila was wrestling with her dream, Axel woke up and saw Dila who was fast asleep. Then Axel decided to go back to his room. He'll sleep in his room later.

Arriving at Axel's room, he immediately laid his body on the bed.

Pov Axel's

After I saw Dila fall asleep, I decided to go back to my own room. Surely because I couldn't sleep there because I kissed Dila's cheek for the second time. It's all I do because of reflexes and it just happens, I can't help but feel anxious when I see him in bed and smile in front of my eyes. Moreover, seeing him pursed his lips earlier I really could not bear to kiss him. But I should hold it as much as possible because I still know my limits.

After lying in bed I finally decided to go to sleep.

In a very beautiful garden, birds chirp on the branches of trees and the number of flowers make butterflies also suck the essence of flowers. I walked down a path leading somewhere.

"What is this place? Why am I here? Is this a dream world? How beautiful!" I said while observing the natural beauty around the garden that I was walking. Until a voice startled me, a familiar voice in my ear at this moment.

"Axhel!" Call her.

Deg,,, uh,,,

I turned to look back, and I was surprised to see Dila behind me with a beautiful smile. I don't know why there's Dila here. Ah, I forgot that this is just a dream world. Oh, my God, did I even dream of Dila? Oh I'm crazy!

"Crazy!" I said with a smile towards him.

Then I saw Dila's smile fade a little making me frown in wonder. Before I asked, he had already said,,,

"I'm not Dila! I'm Dira Axel!" He said that made me widen my eyes in surprise.

Deg,,, uh,,,

"What's? Really true?" I asked with a vibrating voice, because it was really new this time that I could meet Dira in my dreamland. Since Dira died, I have never seen him even in a dream. Though I often think of Dira, but it does not make me dream of Dira at all. But this time, I actually met him. It really made my mouth shut and my tongue feel numb.

"Dira?!" I said to call out to him as I gulped down my saliva.

I saw Dira smiling as I said her name, then she walked over to me. I don't know, I don't think I know. Why I who really love Dira can immediately remove my tears when I see it. Even I have absolutely no memory of Dila who had managed to take over the position of Dila in my heart.

Now we stand facing each other looking at each other. I saw the twinkle of Dira's eye which was exactly the same as Dira's when he was alive. I was so happy to see Dira again, we both threw smiles at each other, letting go of the longing that I didn't know when it would pay off.

Dira slowly touched my cheek\, and she brought her face closer to me. I closed my eyes because I knew the next scene was happening. Dira kissed me and somehow I was lulled by him\, and immediately replied to lum*t*n from Dira's soft lips. It's really the first time for me\, I didn't expect it to be like this kissing for the first time. It made me feel lonely and not want to wake up from this beautiful dream.

Not long after me and Dira let go of the fence and back our eyes clashed with each other. Without thinking for a long time I hugged her. I hugged Dira, her hug I longed for.

"Axel, I miss you!" Said Dira who was still in my arms at that time.

"I miss you too much Dir! I miss when we were together! Can you come back?!" I said that I was still holding Dira's body warmly, even I was reluctant to let go of Dira's embrace.

"Axel! You don't have to worry, I'm still there for you! I'm always by your side!" Said Dira that made me confused, then after I let go of the hug and looked into both eyes Dira was expecting a seriousness about what was said by Dira just now.

Dira smiled at me, and,,,