Room 126
Big dream

"Axel, I miss you!" Said Dira who was still in my arms at that time.

"I miss you too much Dir! I miss when we were together! Can you come back?!" I said that I was still holding Dira's body warmly, even I was reluctant to let go of Dira's embrace.

"Axel! You don't have to worry, I'm still there for you! I'm always by your side!" Said Dira that made me confused, then after I let go of the hug and looked into both eyes Dira was expecting a seriousness about what was said by Dira just now.

Dira smiled at me, too,,

"Why can you say that to Dira? Even after you died, Kay never showed up! And you never came into my dreams, even just once!" I said a little disappointed with Dira. But I tried to dismiss my disappointment, I did not want Dira instead sad because listening to what I said earlier.

"Axel, I'm sorry! But you don't have to worry anymore! Dila and I are the same! You no longer need to worry when you can't meet me, just remember that Dila and I are the same!! If you love me, then you will love Dila too! I'm always with you in the form of Dila Axel! So please don't be afraid because I'm always there for you!" Obviously Dira was long at me. I was shocked to hear it, I could not even believe what Dira said at the time.

"Dira, what are you saying? How is it possible that Dila is you?" I asked who still did not understand and did not believe what Dira said to me.

"That's true Axel! But please don't tell anyone this, you're the only one I've met, and I'm saying this because I love you so much! So I'm back in Dila, we're twins and we're gonna be one!" Said Dira again. It's complicated, how could Dira have such thoughts? Who's gonna believe him? I don't even know if I should trust him or not.

Dira then said a word and told me again, "You must be asking and confused by all this!! Let me give you a hint, you love her because she looks so much like me, so I'm trying to show her to you!" Said Dira.

"So that's why Dila's always with me? Because it's you?!" Ask me confirm and answered a nod by Dira. I saw Dira smiling sweetly at me, I was happy because it turned out that Dira had always been near me. That's why I feel comfortable when I'm with him. Remembering after Dira's departure I was not at all close to any other woman besides Dila.

"Love me in the form of Dila, we can be with Axel!" Saying Dira gently which made my heart tremble, I now worry with my own heart. Will I still love Dira or have I moved to another heart by loving Dila who has been with me and with me after Dira's departure?

I hugged Dira again and this time I hugged Dira very strongly, I tried to feel that what I hugged was really Dira. The most beautiful and very real dream that made me not want to wake up from my sleep. I want to continue to be with Dira, maybe this is how if I am always in dreamland, then I will continue to see Dira who is always beside me.

"I love you Dir!" I said as I hugged her and closed my eyes.

"What a beautiful dream!" I said with a smile to the photo of Dira I took from the drawer.

Then I decided to take a shower, but I saw the clock was showing at 01:00 in the morning. But really I did do that on purpose because I could not sleep with a sweaty body and also aches. So I chose to take a shower.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

On the other hand, in the hospital. When it was 18:00, Mark came to the hospital with Alfian, of course, bringing food for Alfin. Because Alfin did not want to go home before Windy realized. When Mark came home he told Mommy Jeni that Alfin would stay at the hospital to wait for Windy there. Mommy Jeni is actually worried, but she can't see Gisella's sad child. He could still feel that Alfin still remembered Saviana and did not want to lose the figure of the woman he loved anymore. Even Mommy Jeni told Mark to bring Alfin to the hospital for dinner.

So Mark and Alfian came to the hospital with food for Alfin.

At the time Alfin was still fixated on himself staring at Windy who was not aware of it as well. Alfin was very worried, he was very afraid that until later he lost the woman he loved again. Alfin even looked very messy. He did not even want to move from his chair. He just kept looking at Windy, wanting to wait for him to come to his senses.

"Windy, I don't know what I'm feeling right now! I am obviously worried about you! I'm afraid you're leaving like Saviana who left me! Please wake up!" Alfin said as he held Windy's hand. He was so scared of losing again.

Czech,,,,,, czech,,,,

Windy's inpatient room door was open. Mark and Alfian entered the hospital room. Alfian carries a paper bag for Alfin, which contains Alfin's food and clothing.

Alfin himself did not even know that anyone had come to the inpatient room. He was too focused on Windy. Mark and Alfian immediately drew closer to Alfin.

"Alfin, this is me same Alfian come bring you the same food dress for you!!" Mark told Alfin that he had come.