
"Turning memories back to the past. Traces left behind. The lingering pain, is it possible to change happily?"
Flashbacks.
"Pa, we say yes. When you get there, you'll call, Papa," Arumi kissed Mark on the cheek, who was having breakfast. Carry's in his cradle, because he's asleep
Arumi was in a hurry because the tarvel bus was waiting in front of the house. Arumi is going home to attend her cousin's wedding.
Because he could not leave, Mark did not accompany his wife.
Mark, take his wife and son to the door. Mark waved his hand as the travel bus moved out of the yard and disappeared around the corner.
With no premonition turned out to be Mark's last meeting with his wife, Arumi.
Bus ride, Arumi. Had an accident. Killed several passengers including Arumi.
The travel bus caught fire after it rolled down into a ravine a hundred meters deep.
Arumi's body was burned and squeezed between the seats while Carry's body was bounced off and found in the bushes, with no injuries at all.
Arumi's face was already beyond recognition, as his entire body was burning. Only the rest of the sweaternya, which is still attached to his body and some are not burned, so that the body is recognized.
Mark lost his wife. The tragic death of his wife is deeply regretted. If he came, of course his wife would not ride the travel bus.
The accident will not happen, because he does not like to mess around on the highway. Testimony of the surviving passengers, he said the driver was offended that someone had crucified their vehicle. Until there is a chase action.
The bus rolled into the ravine as it avoided another vehicle that suddenly emerged from the intersection. Collision is inevitable, the travel bus rolled over and entered the abyss.
The accident also killed the driver.
Today is exactly ten years of that tragic incident. Mark took a long breath. Like yesterday, it happened. The grief still lingered in his heart.
Unlike the previous years of this year, Mark's grief is not as heavy as it used to be. Since getting to know Laura, Mark felt that the empty room in his heart was now starting to fill up.
Mark is more passionate about his life. Laura's care and love make her life more colorful.
It's just that Mark hasn't been able to convince Laura that they're getting married. Laura still needs time, to stay with Mark.
Mark should appreciate that. Not wanting to force his will.
"Lord....!" carry shouted to Mark. Almost the photo of her marriage to Arumi fell out of her hands. Carry poked his ass in Mark's side.
"Papa, why?" carry asked enthusiastically looking at Mark's gloomy face.
"Oh, Papa it's okay, baby." Marck put the picture back on his desk.
"Papa, think of Mama again, huh?" A sad aura on the face, Mark, instantly moved onto Carry's face. Mark looked at his daughter, with dewy eyes.
"It's okay, baby." Mark held Carry in his arms. Both are deeply immersed in their feelings. Silence is royal, making the atmosphere deeper.
"Papa, how about we go to the tomb, Mama?" carry said he had an idea. Directed by Mark. For almost a year, Mark did not visit his wife's grave, because of his busy life throughout the year.
|`"Ma, Carry came with Papa. Sorry, Ma. We haven't been here in a long time. Abis, Papa's busy. Carry brought a favorite flower, Mama." Carry placed a white rose on Arumi's headstone.
Mark sat on the side of his wife's grave. Spelling one by one his wife's name. Then rub a headstone bearing his wife's name.
"Dear, I'm sorry. Not that I don't love you anymore. But Carry and I have to move on with our lives. Forgive me if there is finally another woman present in our lives. Trust me, baby, you'll be hearted by us."
Carry was too young to care about his mother. Throughout his childhood, he was already quite happy with the story about his mother. No more than that. Sometimes that envy came to dominate all of his heart.
Why she has no mother. How happy would her mother be if she were still alive.
However, he grew up only with the affection of his father. He once whined for a mother, but never his papa.
"Mommy's not a toy, Carry. It can't be bought, like buying a doll. But he must come with love, sincere and loving. Papa doesn't want you persecuted just for selfishness, papa."
It was always the word he said from his father. Words that Carry could not understand at this time.
Carry instead increasingly got a mother's change, just a few months after his mother died.
However, his friend was never like before. Because her stepmother always ignored her.
Since then, Carry has never asked mother again. Carry, start to understand and understand why his father did not give him a surrogate mother.
However, a few months ago, Carry was very surprised when his Papa introduced Laura to him.
Carry was studying that night in his room, when his father knocked on his door and asked for permission to enter.
"Carry, are you asleep, son? Open the door to his room. Papa will talk for a second.
"The door's unlocked, Pa." said Carry, telling Mark to come in.
"Again studying? Papa's daughter is diligent in studying too, huh?"
"Yes, dong Pa. Carry wants to be like Papa, be smart and successful."
"Goodoo. Papa's proud of you, son." Mark rubbed Carry's head, gently.
"Well, let's say something, yeah. Tumben gini night to the room, Carry."
"hem, yes. Papa mamu said something to you." Mark didn't speak right away, instead he looked at his daughter's pair of clear eyes.
It seemed doubtful, willing to reveal its heart.
"What the hell are you talking about, Pa. Just make Carry tense." Carry joked.
"Carry, answer honestly. Carry still wants to have no more mama?"
Carry's eyes blinked. Between shock and delight to ambush the space of his heart.
"Why merit?" guess Carry's origin. Karwna did not expect his father's words.
"If Carry doesn't mind. Papa wants to introduce you to someone. After that, Carry spoke. Whether you agree or not" Mark said to the point.
When the time came, Carry met Laura. Carry was very enthusiastic about his papa choice.
Carry loved it, as if he saw his mother inside, Laura. No wonder they are so sticky.
Besides liking Laura, Carry also likes Bobby. The boy who made himself feel like he had his own sister.
Seeing Carry's reaction, Mark was obviously pleased that Carry did not turn down Laura's presence in their midst. Carry is the one who is impatient, when Laura and Bobby become his family.****