Rough Hand My Husband
Chapter 36. Be honest.

"Sometimes this step will be hit by something, when I need a backrest to hold on. Please, don't ever leave for a second, because a tired heart is neglected."

Laura held her breath waiting second by second what her husband would talk about. Is that about, Arumi? It could be about them, too.

Laura leaned her back against the back of the bed, trying as carefully as possible. So that he can be a conversation partner and the conversation goes well.

Laura smiled at a glance as Mark walked out of the bathroom. Pretend to be engrossed in his cell phone, until Mark gets into bed. Laura was still holding her phone, scrolling through some of the content on her home screen.

Mark coughed like a whim for Laura to take off the phone in his hand. Then, Laura put the phone on the nightstand. Looking at Mark, who was also looking at him earlier.

"Speak, Dad. Mom is ready to listen." Laura fixed the blanket on her body.

"Papa apologized before, same Mama." Mark changed his seat to face Laura.

"On what? Did Papa do the same, Mama?" Kernit forehead Laura wonder. Mark looked down deeply, grabbed Laura's arm and clasped her fingers.

"Yes, because Papa wasn't honest with Mama yesterday." Mark took a deep breath.

"I mean, Papa?" Laura kept asking even though she knew where her husband was talking.

"Yesterday, Papa met with Arumi. Arumi comes to Papa when his memory returns after a slip. Papa should have told me about it, but, somehow Papa didn't" Mark said.

"Why should Papa finally speak if he intends to keep it a secret." Look at Laura with her husband.

"Actually, Papa had no intention of keeping that a secret. Papa just wants to find the right time to reveal it. Papa is afraid Mama even thinks that no-no. Besides Arumi asks for something, Papa. Something heavy for Papa to decide." Mark threw his eyes out. The waves on the shore of the lake were heard breaking the silence between them.

While Laura's heart was also like the pounding waves on the beach broke apart.

"Arumi asked what Pa?" Laura's voice shook. Does Arumi want to be back with Mark?

"Arumi wants to babysit, Carry. He wants to make up for lost time together, Carry." Mark was more focused on himself.

"Then what's the answer, Papa?" Laura stiffens.

"Papa's just saying, I'll talk to you and Carry."

"So, Papa hasn't made a decision yet?"

"Not yet." Mark shook.

"What do you think is, are we just gonna take Carry off?" laura's eyes were right where Mark's eyes were.

"According to my mom, how?" Mark asked back.

"We just ask Carry. Let him decide."

"Papa had said that too, but Arumi was so hopeful, Carry can be with him."

"But we can't possibly ignore Carry's feelings. At least let Carry decide." Laura twisted her fingers. Deep in her heart, Laura is sad if Carry chooses her mother. She loved Carry, like her own son.

"Yes, Papa thinks so. If only, Carry would have preferred, Arumi, would Mama have taken it off." Laura was a little surprised to hear that question. For a moment, Laura was silent about choosing the right word.

"Pa, whoever's with Carry, it doesn't matter. As long as he feels comfortable and wants to be alone. Does, Papa doubt me, as a mother?"

"Why are you saying that anyway?"

"Mom realized that mom was just a mom to keep up with Carry. But, really, mom loves Carry. Seeing Papa behave like this, mama felt doubtful and had no right to take care of him."

"Gosh, Ma. My mother's mind can melt gini. He hasn't decided anything yet. Papa wants to brainstorm with Mama first, why did Mama even become weird?"

"Yes, already. Let's just ask Carry. He chooses who. Stay with us or with Arumi." Laura laid her body down, turning her back to Mark, after pulling her blanket.

Mark laid down his body, facing his wife's back. Poked her arm down Laura's neck. Usually Laura would turn around and sleep with her arms. However, Laura was unmoved by not changing her sleeping position, as if she did not feel her husband's arms creeping under her head.

"Mama's good, huh?" Mark's trying to turn around, Laura. Laura refused.

"Mama why the hell?" Mark insisted on turning his wife's body over. This time Laura couldn't, hang on. Mark was shocked when he saw Laura's face that was covered in tears.

"Good, Mom! Mama why cry?" mark's panic. Mark changed his sleeping position to sit down. The body of Laura, who hiccupped.

Being followed like that, made Laura's cry even more severed.

"Are there any words Papa, wrong Ma, until Mama cried like this?"

Laura remained silent. For some reason her heart has felt sensitive since seeing Mark and Arumi meet that morning. Either jealous or afraid of losing. This was the culmination of the taste he endured these few days.

Not to mention because of his dreams that so affected his soul. It was as if a sign that her household would be shaken because Arumi wanted Carry to stay with her.

Laura is certainly not entitled to ban because Carry is the daughter of Arumi and Mark. That's why her husband is giddy to give an answer, to Arumi.

On the one hand, Mark would have wanted Carry to know the mother who gave birth to him. Laura, on the other hand, is his wife who is also entitled to babysit, Carry too.

"Mom, why stay still, don't make Papa so confused like this." Mark was still trying to persuade Laura to talk.

"Mama ask, first. Actually, dear Papa is not the same, Mama."

"Yes, that. Papa's love and love are the same, Mama." exclaimed Mark shocked not to suspect Laura's question.

"Is Papa still in love with Arumi?" Again Mark was shocked.

"Don't talk about it, Ma?"

"Mama wants Papa to answer honestly. Mama doesn't want to be a shadow, Arumi. If Papa can't take a stand, Mama doubts that Papa loves me. Yuck! Laura suddenly felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.

Laura rushed to the bathroom. Followed by a long step, Mark.

Yuck! Laura threw up again, but no one came out. His stomach feels nauseous. Laura felt limp, Mark nipped his wife.

"Mom catch a cold, or eat wrong?" mark is concerned. Poor to see his wife who vomited many times but no one came out, just his saliva.

Laura's face looked pale, she wanted to go back to bed due to suffocation. Mark carried his wife's body and laid her on the bed. Moisturize Laura's sweaty face.

"Why are you dizzy?"

Don't know, Pa. Suddenly she was sick and vomiting."

"Not too late at night, surely there are still doctors who open the practice." Mark searched on the geogle of the doctors' practice that was still open.

"It's not necessary, Pa. Mama's probably just catching a cold." Laura grabbed the eucalyptus oil from the top of the nightstand, rubbing it against her neck and forehead.

"Here Papa helps rub into the body, Mama." Mark poured eucalyptus oil into his back and stomach, Laura, while giving a massage made Laura feel good.

"Mommy sleeps, yeah. Don't think of anything else. Talk about it anytime." Mark covered Laura's body.

"Papa hasn't answered the question, Mama, about Arumi."

"Honestly, Papa is still a darling. Especially our farewell due to a tragedy. But that doesn't mean he wants to live with her anymore. We have each other's lives. Why do you doubt, Papa." Mark looked at Laura confusedly. Because his wife doubted him.

The incident at the cafe that morning came back to the eye, Laura.

"Actually, Mama followed Papa and Arumi that morning. Mama see and hear everything. Mom was disappointed when Papa didn't want to tell." Laura spoke frankly the thing that stuck with her. Mark was shocked to hear his wife's words.*****