Second Life: My Past Is My Future That'S Why I Become A Ninja
Chapter 1

This is my life, an honorary worker in a dark company (black company) with a small salary. My name is Yashiro Masamune, a beautiful name is not, like the name of the legendary sword and famous samurai, I am 40 years old, with a wife named Yashiro Touka 35 years old and two children, he said, a 17-year-old boy named Yashiro Takeru and a 16-year-old girl Yashiro Hinako. I woke up early in the morning, even my wife was sleeping next to me. I was ready to go to the office and prepare breakfast for my children, and also their lunch at school. My wife didn't help me at all, because she couldn't get up in the morning tired. To be honest, my wife's income far exceeds mine, she likes the task out of town and sometimes never comes home. Several times I caught him with other men in the cafe, pub even they went into the hotel that I myself do not know what they do, not not not know, but I do not want to know. But because I want my child to have a full-fledged parent, unlike me. So I held it with all my might even though it made me claustrophobic.

After breakfast was available and bento was ready, I woke up my son to get ready for school. Luckily their school was close to my house, so they could walk to go home. I love my two children so much, they are my treasures that are so abundant throughout my life. After they got up and prepared, the three of us gathered at the dinner table, after saying our greetings, we ate together.

“Otosan, I need money for my dancing club activities Hinako.

My daughter likes to ask me something that sometimes I don't understand, here lies my mistake, I never ask her, I never ask her, everything I did and swallowed raw raw his request.

“Need how much Hina chan ?” Ask my son.

“Hmmm how many yes, maybe 50,000 yen only, can yes ?” Answer her.

Of course I was surprised, for what the second grade child asked for that much money, I finally asked, I asked,

“For what money is that, what club activities in your school need that much money?” Ask me.

When my bedroom door was opened, my wife woke up in a random condition and immediately walked into the bathroom. Hearing my question, Hinako immediately ran after my wife who was in the bathroom. My son, Takeru kicked down the table and immediately stood up carrying the dishes and bowls that still had his food in the kitchen.

“It's done, I go...” After putting her plates and bowls in the kitchen, she immediately walked towards the door and put on her shoes. Without saying goodbye again and carrying her bento, she came out by slamming the door. I don't understand why his attitude is like that. Every time I spoke to him, he avoided me and was closed to me, as if he would hate me. Shortly after, my wife came out of the bathroom. Without further ado he came straight to me and kicked the table in front of me, until my plate jumped off the table.

“Heh otosan, why don't you just love his money, he will need..” He pointed at Hinako behind him.

“But that much money for what, we ourselves are also short of money right.” My reply gave understanding to my wife who looked like she had just woken up even though she had gone to the bathroom.

“Hah...I never feel short of money really, so look for a real job like other men, it will be all fulfilled Spicy insinuations my wife really entered my heart and made me resent seeing her arrogant face. But because I did not want to start my day with anger and fuss, I finally stood up and transferred the amount of money my son asked for even though my hands felt very heavy.

“Already autosan transfer, Hina chan.” I told my son who checked his smartphone. His face was instantly cheerful looking at the amount of money he had in his account. He immediately showed it to my wife and made her smile, unfortunately her smile was not for me. My son went upstairs, went into his room and came out wearing a jacket with a bag. Without saying goodbye and finishing her meals, she went straight out, put on her shoes and closed her door. My heart ached, because the lunch I prepared for my two children was in vain, even I saw before my own eyes, my own head, my wife ate the provisions I prepared for my son's children on the grounds not to waste.

“She has her own money, just eat nebeng.” I thought furiously, but I threw that thought away and was grateful that someone was eating something I prepared. I stood up and put all my dishes and bowls in the kitchen and washed them. After that I went without saying goodbye to my wife, because when I wanted to say goodbye she instead threw away her face while eating my bento. I came out with a crumbling feeling, but seeing the sunny day and the bustling atmosphere in front of my house, I walked upright towards the station without thinking what.

At the station, because I was a little late on the train due to the morning incident at home, I was forced to rush on the train. In front of me was a girl schoolgirl who looked very scared and uncomfortable, out of curiosity I looked back at her, it turned out that there was a fat middle-aged man who was putting his hands into his mini skirt. My hero soul appeared, I pushed the middle-aged man and shifted him. I finally stood behind the student to take care of him, because like a middle-aged man who thought he was the same age as me was not happy he was sliding by me. The man went to the next carriage that was emptier than the one I had left. Once I thought it was safe, I intended to shift back to where I was.

But the man came back with the officer and said that if I harassed the schoolgirl in front of me, the student turned his head and saw me who looked skinny, short and stooped plus glasses. The schoolgirl looked scared and disgusted to see me, she immediately ran to the man who had actually harassed her earlier, the officer immediately caught me and dropped me off at the next station when the place I went down was still two more stations. The view of all the passengers on the train was painful, as if they were going to see me as an ignorant pervert.

Finally, with long steps, I walked out of the station and stopped a taxi to catch time to my office. When I got to the office, I was 30 minutes late. My boss called me to his office,

“Yashiro san, it's been to how many times you're late, aaah actually I don't want to take this decision, but the board of directors has already decided. Sorry Yashiro san, from today you do not work here anymore. Please clean your desk because your replacement is already there. Thank you for your contribution so far, take it, this is your last salary and your severance.” Said my boss while handing me two checks that were my salary and my severance pay.

“Bos, I beg you, give me another chance, I have two children, I beg boss.” I said begging my boss to try my luck while kneeling and worshipping at the table, but, uh,

“Sorry Yashiro san, if personally I am willing to accept you back, but this has been the decision of the board of directors, it is very dear, but inevitably must be accepted, he said, I'm sure Yashiro san would have succeeded elsewhere.” That was my boss's answer to break my spirit. Finally with a shaky step and a limp body, I came out of my boss's room and walked to my table which turned out to be neat, I just had to lift and carry it. I walked out into the elevator past the sight of my cynical and mocking coworkers.

“I have to say what to Touka, she must be very angry with this incident, I also have to say what to the children.” I thought to myself as I went downstairs in the elevator. When I got to the bottom, my shoulder was patted. I turned my head and saw a beautiful woman who was my junior in the office, her name was Kawaii Rinne.

“Senpai, sorry, this is all because of me.” Rinne Chan told me. Hearing his words of course I became confused, what really happened.

“For you Rinne chan ? what are you doing ?” Ask her. Rinne lowered his head and pulled my hand out of the building. He took me to a cafe behind my office that was a little hidden and quiet. Of course I can't imagine, a beautiful woman pulling this lame me into a dimly lit cafe. When I was in and after ordering a drink, then he told me, so the reason I was fired because a board of directors who is ‘om happy (sugar daddy)’ Rinne, he said, jealous to see me close to Rinne. Though I myself just found out and I also have no intentions what against Rinne even though he is beautiful and only 22 years old. My relationship with Rinne is limited to seniors and juniors at work.

Hearing Rinne tell me my heart was not very strong and sick, just for that reason, my life was ruined, I stood up and walked out of the cafe after paying for my drink. I really hate Rinne who said that casually without feeling what I felt and apologized lightly. I stepped away from my office, walking without direction while carrying a box of my belongings. My steps led me to an empty garden, I sat down on a garden chair at the end and sighed.

“What happened to my life, I was wrong where ?” Ask me inside. While contemplating while looking up, there was a couple passing by who seemed to be jogging, but the fragrance of her lady perfume I was very familiar with, I turned my head and saw my wife jogging in the garden, and I saw her dancing in the garden, but why is he jogging in a park away from home I thought, I stood up and my heart was like it was on a thousand needles looking at a young man next to him who was running while holding his butt. I sat back, waiting for them to turn around once more while preparing to be ready as my anger and heartache had already peaked. When they came I stood up and walked in front of the two.

“Touka...who is he ?” I asked him, pointing to the man next to him.

Strangely my wife did not answer him, she threw her face aside at night, then the man next to her approached me.

“Touka dear, you know this guy ?” Ask the man.

“Wah no, I've only seen her.after all, she hasn't looked at all in my eyes all this time.” Answer my wife ketus.

“A..what ? you...you said you didn't know me ? I'm not kelihtan ? though this morning you still eat bento for your children, cruel you.” I said angry.

“Ah..kan indeed I have said I have children, but obviously not from this man, you understand right?” Ask my wife who is sweating while making out with the man.

“Oh then he doesn't matter, let's love we walk again.” The man immediately wrapped his hands around my wife's waist.

My head was hot, I finally pulled my wife's hand and walked while pulling her.

“Hey release, or I shout..honey please.” Shouted my brazen wife.

The man immediately chased after me and threw his punch in my face. I bounced like cotton and fell down, naturally, I who this flatten is not a match for men who are body like a stocky model. Without caring about me, the two of them ran back and made fun, my wife had turned to look at me but with a blank look like she felt nothing. I stood up and didn't want to be there any longer, my stuff stayed on the chair and I ran out of the park somewhere. When I was on the bridge, my smartphone rang, I just lifted it up and saw my school girl calling me.

“Halo...” My greetings on the phone.

“Halo, true this papa his Hinako chan ?” Reply to the voice of the woman on the phone.

“Iya right, what's wrong?” I asked, because rarely do I get a call from my son's school.

“Begini, we from school want to ask, is Hinako chan any problem ? because he hasn't been to school for a week.” Answer the woman on the phone who looks anxious.

“What ? he used to go to me every morning and tell me that he came home late because of club.” My reply, because that is exactly what it is.

“Oh so, but he did not come to school for a week and his club has also been dissolved due to lack of members, you can come here tomorrow to talk ?” Ask the woman.

“Alright, I'll come tomorrow morning, sorry this is with whom ?” Ask me with a broken and uncertain feeling.

“I am his homeroom Sawada...please his presence tomorrow yes sir, thank you, good afternoon.” Phone's on the lid. My mind floated over, every day Hinako went to school and asked me for the largest amount of money this morning. Since I was wondering what really happened, I tried to call Hinako and walked to look for her. After a while, Hinako finally replied to my message, saying she was at school and was waiting for the guidance counselor's sensei to start club activities. I knew very well that he was lying, I upset that I called him, and Hinako raised him, but what I heard was not his voice.

“How Hi chan, good this position ?” Ask a man.

“Enak senpai..ah..it's so good, a little harder senpai..ah.” Answer Hinako on the phone.

As she accidentally pressed her phone and answered my call, without speaking again, I hung up. My heart was broken, it seemed like Hinako was somewhere and doing something indecent. Most painfully, she didn't go to school for a week and lied to me. I walked aimlessly, my head was heavy, my heart ached and my soul was tired of holding all of this. Without feeling it, it was night, I arrived in front of my dark house when I saw it from outside. I opened the door and went inside.

“I'm home.” No one came to greet me, I remember when Takeru and Hinako were 5 and 4 years old, they must have run jumping for me to hug when I just got home from the office and Touka came out wearing an apron like I just finished cooking and brought my bag inside. I sat down at the door, my tears streaming unstoppably, I curled up, clenched my knees and continued to cry. I really regret my cowardice and cowardice, if only I did not always accept what happened, if only I had a little argument, if only I dared to take a little risk, he said, none of this is going to happen.

While contemplating and crying, my smartphone went back to sound, this time Takeru's smartphone that reads, he calls using video, I immediately pick it up.

“Yo, ossan...how are you?” Ask the guy on the phone whose face I don't know. I was shocked that it wasn't my son who called.

“Who is this ? where's Takeru kun ?” Ask the guy on the phone.

“Ossan...ossan..see....this is your child right ?” Asked the man while flipping his phone and showing the battered Tekeru and his hands were being held by two burly people.

“Why Takeru kun..you why ?” I screamed in panic and a trembling voice.

“Unfortunately ossan, he dared to steal our gang money which amounted to almost 1 million yen, how about ossan ? can you replace it ? we ask for 1 million yen tonight as well as cash and Takeru we release.” Said the man.

“Hahaha...otosan will not pay you, he never paid attention to me, he always attach importance to okasan and my sister..cuih.” Takeru challenged the man.

A man slapped his face and told him to be quiet, I shut my mouth seeing the incident. The man approached and grabbed Takeru's hair and then revealed his battered face in front of me.

“Takeru kun, autosan will pay for it..give autosan time...” I replied resignedly, even though I was confused, where I had to get that much money while I was just fired.

“Sorry ossan...must be tonight and just the boss called my friend outside, so I have to ossan, do not take revenge yes..”.

The man pulled out a gun and directly shot Takeru in the head, then spent the rest of the bullet into his body.

“No....no....no............” My scream. But the phone was switched off, and after he shot Takeru, I ran out of the house and headed to the nearest police station to report the incident, but my steps stopped because I was hit by a car that happened to pass in the street in front of my house.