Second Life: My Past Is My Future That'S Why I Become A Ninja
Chapter 29's

After Sayaka calms down, Ayame and Haruka take her down to the internet cafe in the hotel. Coincidentally the cafe had a separate room, although narrow four of us lined up there, Hikari waited outside because she was not too familiar with Sayaka and was afraid of disturbing, he said, even later Sayaka will not tell stories, he said. Manabu san is also on standby outside with his car.

“Sayaka chan, can tell us what happened ?” Ask Ayame to Sayaka.

“I told you what happened here since we got here.” Answer Sayaka.

About a month and a half ago, Jinta was working part time at the convini and happened to get a night shift, while he was keeping up with a middle-aged man who rushed inside, it turns out that he was being chased by people who are big bodies, he asked Jinta to hide it, because Jinta was a good person, then he opened the counter door and hid the man behind the counter, so he opened the counter, the people who were chasing her got into the convini, Jinta managed to trick them and they came out, the man thanked Jinta and immediately ran out, but outside it turns out that the people who are chasing him are waiting. Sayaka comes to the convini with a big stomach to pick up Jinta because she also just came home shopping, at the same time the man was ambushed by people who were chasing him.

Jinta who saw Sayaka coming worried because he saw a storm ahead, Jinta ran out and pulled Sayaka inside, but a bereaved man, who had a head of hair, following them inside and directly shooting Jinta in the chest, then kicking Sayaka's stomach until Sayaka bounced against the shelf of goods shelves behind her. After that he came out and there was a shootout in front of the convini. The man Jinta hid went back inside, but he did not help but shoot Jinta once again and it happened in front of Sayaka who was bleeding heavily, Sayaka looks at the person's face and approaches Jinta who is already dying, finally Jinta breathes his last in Sayaka's arms which then also faints from losing a lot of blood.

When she wakes up, Sayaka finds herself in the hospital and her mom Jinta sleeping next to her, she palpates her stomach and her stomach is deflated. She tries to get up to find Jinta, but her mother says Jinta is gone, Sayaka roars and cries. After Jinta's funeral, an angry and vengeful Sayaka searches for the man she saw and approaches to kill her, because the man said he wanted to go to Tokyo, so Sayaka took her out tonight. Then Sayaka cried bitterly and Haruka also Ayame hugged her.

“Bruaak..” Unknowingly I hit the wall of the room until it was hollowed out, Ayame immediately turned to me and immediately hugged me. What makes me angry is not the man who has been stabbed by Sayaka, but the man who shot Jinta first and made Sayaka miscarry. I know who that guy is and silly kribo I even collaborated with my best friend shooter who got him killed. I turned to Ayame and stood up,

“Sorry I came out first.This damage I will pay.” I opened the door and went out.

“Masa kun...onii chan wait..” Shouted Ayame who was following me.

I kept walking until I got out of the cafe, I hit the wall next to the cafe. Ayame asked Manabu san inside to take care of the damage I made, Hikari immediately hugged me from behind screaming trying to stop me.

“I'll find that Sakuragi I said full of anger.

“Ma kun, don't look like Ma kun..” Shouted Hikari while continuing to hold me from behind.

“Onii chan...please do not do this, I am afraid.” Added Ayame.

I was dogged at that moment, my emotions completely overpowered me, my thoughts stopped, I turned to look at Ayame with a fist that was bleeding blood, I stood in front of her furiously.

“Cancel your engagement with Godou, will I chop them all.” My scream.

Ayame was immediately shocked to hear me talk like that, she immediately cried bitterly. Ayame lowered her head and her hands clenched tightly,

“Naoto kun no one onii chan....” Say it while crying.

“Ma kun..what did you say just now, are you not wrong ?” Shouted Hikari while grabbing my shirt.

“Soide Hikari, don't try to block me.” I shook my hand and Hikar bounced to the car.

Unexpectedly, Ayame instead advanced to hold me tightly from the front while crying. Suddenly a fist floated, apparently Manabu san came out of the cafe and immediately punched me in the face, I bounced down, fell,

“Sorry bocchan..calm yourself...” Her words.

I held onto my face, my mind started to come back and I started to realize, my emotions had started to control, I saw the frightened Ayame in front of me, sobbing and sickly Hikari was also frightened as she stood up and cried, in front of the cafe door I saw a stunned Sayaka looking at me with a stunned Haruka. What am I doing ? I stood up and immediately ran away from them, I ran and kept running, my mind was in a state of turmoil. I hurt the people around me, the people I love and I can't see my best friend anymore. All those thoughts were alternating in my mind, I was sorry, I was angry, I was sad, what I managed to change, my parents still died, jisan still died, jisan still died, my best friend who was alive in the past is dead, what I managed to change, why I struggled all this time, why all this is so, why, the cry of my heart that could not come out accompanied my steps that continued to run aimlessly.

Unknowingly I arrived at a large river, I went down the stairs and walked towards the riverbank.

“Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I screamed like a wounded animal and asked for help as well as an explanation for why it was like this.

I knelt down by the river and looked up, my tears welled up and I no longer knew what to do.

“Aaaaaaaa..” I sobbed and covered my face with both hands full of blood from hitting the wall.

While I was sobbing, I suddenly felt in front of me that someone was holding me. I looked up and I saw Hikari in front of me smiling and hugging me, I immediately hugged her waist and buried my face in her belly, I cried roaring roars and crying. I felt that someone was hugging me from the side as well, when it turned to Ayame who was hugging me while crying. Finally one word came out of my mouth,

“I'm sorry....” I said slowly.

“Iya onii chan, yes, I'm sorry.” Ayame.

“Iya Ma kun, I can understand and happy 16th birthday Ma kun...” Added Hikari.

Deg, my heart immediately beats hearing Hikari's words, I've been 16 years, ah right, today I'm birthday because it's past midnight and the day has changed. I saw Hikari's face looking down at me with a smile, I turned my head and saw Ayame who was crying with a smile. My life was still going on, I realized, there was still Ayame I had to save, I immediately remembered my promise and the reason for being like this. I wiped my tears and stood up, Ayame and Hikari also stood up, I immediately hugged the two and said once more,

“Hehe take it easy Ma kun, if you're afraid I won't be here.” Answer Hikari.

“Haha same onii chan, just calm down, said you just now I throw away.but if that's your wish, I'm willing, only I ask not to kill Naoto kun, but if that's what you want, he's not wrong.” Added Ayame.

“No, I won't separate you guys, take it easy, I've said that time and there's no way I'll lick my spit back.” Reply me.

“Thank you Masa kun Ayame hugged me.

Finally I took the two of them up from the river to the road, above it turned out to have been waiting for Haruka, Sayaka and Manabu san along with his car. I apologize to Manabu san, Haruka and Sayaka. Manabu immediately grabbed my shoulder and smiled, while Haruka immediately embraced me with a smile. I walked up to Sayaka and apologized, but Sayaka just shook her head with a smile.

“Tomorrow can take me to Jinta's grave?” Ask Sayaka.

“Alright, I also want to go there..” Answer Sayaka.

After that, we drove Sayaka home to Jinta's house because she lived there and we went back to our apartment. A few hours after that, we went back to pick up Sayaka and went to the cemetery where Jinta was staying. After I took the bucket of water that would be used to water the tombstone, Ayame, Haruka and Hikari brought a flower arrangement to be placed in the tomb. Apparently next to the tomb of the Jinta family, there is a small tomb for his son Jinta who died while still in the stomach of Sayaka. I knelt down and prayed for my best friend and his son so that they would be happy up there. When I finished praying,

“Now what are your plans Sayaka chan ?” Ask Ayame.

“I will probably try my luck in the entertainment world, become an artist maybe.” Her words.

Nothing has changed, in my past life as well, Sayaka's first debut as an AV idol at the age of 16, she disguised her original age to 18 and would become a drama artist by the age of 20. I didn't stop him, I had enough to interfere in other people's lives, even though that person was someone I knew quite closely. If only I had not interfered and allowed Sayaka to be a senpai monthly month, maybe Jinta and Haruka would have been happy by now, I would have finally learned, not everything can be changed and not all the same as my old life, from now on I have to be extra careful and think about all the risks if I act. Sorry Jinta, because of me you went home first.

“I support you...” Ayame hugged Sayaka.

“I will also always support you.” Haruka hugged Sayaka and Ayame.

I can only see all three, because the future of Sayaka is already known, I indirectly change the future Haruka and I have to protect Ayame who next month is 16 years old. Right now, my focus is Ayame and Haruka. Only Hikari had no connection to my past life, even though I didn't know it at the time.

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After returning back to the apartment, me, Hikari, Ayame and Haruka started discussing the four. I intend to return to Tokyo once I graduate from school and study in Tokyo, in addition to finishing Kirishima, I also intend to live a quiet life in Tokyo later with Hikari. But, Ayame said she would stay in osaka and Haruka asked me to work to keep Ayame in osaka.

“Hmm so yes....why can't we go to college first in tokyo, then you come back here again ?” Ask Ayame.

“Do not want Masa kun, it's okay I'm here.” Answer it to me.

“But jisan will ask us to be together and I will take care of you.” Reply me.

“Please do not get too fixated on the word jisan.” Reply Ayame.

Hey, what are you talking about Ayame, I've never seen you like this and talk so about jisan, what are you telling Naoto ? thought me.

“Basic siscon hahaha..just relax there is me.” Haruka.

“Iya Ma kun, kasian kan onee san if you continue to curb her.” Added Hikari.

Loh why I'm the villain here, if only I could say it, at least I'm with you until graduation, because I know fate is waiting for you in second grade high school, but I can't possibly say that. Until now no one knew I had any memory of his previous life and I had absolutely no intention of dismantling it. Hmm, then it seems like I have to give up but I have no intention of saying it now.

“Alright I understand, we will see later, hopefully everything goes according to our plan yes.” I said with a smile.

“Hehe so dong onii chan different a month.” Ayame Ledek.

“Haha finally siscon lost.” Haruka Ledek.

“Let's just relax Ma kun, I'm still a long time behind it, even if you go to Tokyo you have to take me hehe.” Added Hikari.

“Haha yes also...” I reply to laugh.

But in my heart, I really hope there is no incident what makes me lose again like yesterday. I was given a chance to fix the wrong, I have to be tough and can no longer be like yesterday. Hikari glanced at me with a smile, it seemed like she knew what I was thinking. I just rubbed his head and he put his head on my shoulder. Alright Masamune, fight for this person in front of you. There can be no more mistakes.