Second Life: My Past Is My Future That'S Why I Become A Ninja
Chapter 31

After Hikari calmed down, she took me to a quiet place and no one, when I proposed to the apartment, she refused, she said, finally I took him to the temple which was the hiding place at that time. Along the way, Hikari did not say anything, she just held my arm with a trembling body. After getting off the train and exiting the station, then taking the bus for a while, we arrive at the temple, but Hikari instead invites to the empty house which is the way through to the palace osaka. He really took me into the room where Jisan died at the osaka palace. What does that mean, I don't understand. Once inside the room, she locked her door and stood before me.

“What I will tell you this, I am sure you will not believe, after this it is up to you.” He said with a serious face.

“I listen..” My answer was short, to be honest I was confused about what to say.

It turned out to be true what Hikari said, I find it hard to believe what she told me. Hikari is the same as me, she also repeats her life and remembers all her past lives and she says some of the events in her past life are common so I want to not believe. Hikari said that the first time she met me in my past life was when I was 8 years old, when my father died, when I was in the hospital looking at my father's body, he was also in the hospital because he was being treated. The reason he wanted to be close to me was because I went into his room when he cried because of his parents' fight, I did feel like I went into a hospital room after coming out of the toilet and comforted a girl who was crying and blaming herself. He saw me and knew I was one school with him. At that time Hikari was not involved at all with the Odasiga clan and was not a ninja, he was right next to me from the small one by the name of Kujou Misaki. As soon as the name was mentioned, my mind immediately turned back, it was true that I had a childhood friend named Michan at school and we were always together, and we were always together, but in the middle of 2nd grade he moved and we never met again.

But, I was wrong, all because I did not look around and was fixated on being alone, Misaki continued to be beside me, she was actually one school with me and changed her appearance as well as her name, from Kujou to Takahashi, due to the reason he moved 2nd grade to his mother and father divorced, then his mother remarried and he changed his name. At that time, class 1 high school she was one school with me, even class with me with a different appearance. At that time he did not dare to approach because I was close to Ayame in the library, also because I looked happy and forgot about her, then when Ayame was pronounced dead, she said, he tried to get close to me but I thought he wanted to bully me because of his looks and his joking style. At the end of it he could only see me from a distance and continued to follow me all the way to the university. Only then did she step aside when I married Touka, but quietly she investigated, the reason for my father's death, my mother and Ayame.

“I was indeed confused, at the beginning you met me when in the village, you immediately hugged me.” I bowed.

“That's because you're exactly the same as I know Ma kun. I've been calling you Ma kun, when you don't remember that call.” Reply Hikari.

“Iya, I remember, only Michan called me Ma kun..sorry I forgot, not forgotten, I do not care what since Ayame died.” Reply me.

“As for Ayame, Ma kun, there is a truth you should know. I have to tell her, after this you want to believe it or not or even hate and kill me I willingly.”

“Tell me....” I resigned.

Hikari told me that the reason my father died first was not because of an accident, but the same as now, which is to save Jisan and Ayame, he said, while my mama died because she was killed by the reason of refusing me to be made heir to odasiga, because it was jisan looking for the heir and my mama against him, then the most surprising thing is that Ayame did not die, because it was not dead, she was rushed by the native Helen sensei to America and stayed there until she was 20 to attend college. But then Ayame saw that I was close to 1st grade high schooler Touka and she was jealous, she was trying to prevent me and Touka from being together. When Touka and I got married, then had children, he sent his men to seduce Touka and suppress my work at the black company. He also had his gang members arrest my daughter, Hinako and rape her, and so that the videos and photos were not distributed, the senpai threatened him to pay her some money. The one who knew all this was my first child, Takeru, and was eventually killed by Ayame's men. After learning about it, Hikari tried to meet me, but when she came out of the house, she was shot by someone who might also be Ayame's man, when she was exactly 40 years old, just like me.

While dying, Hikari prayed that she would be allowed to be born again, meet me and help me, because she knew I was alive at the time. She was shocked when she opened her eyes, she became a baby and was in a foreign place she had never met before her, he lived 6 years until the day he saw me who was 8 years old, that's where he found out that he had gone back in time and was born in a different environment, at first he was shocked because Ayame who was a child several times visited me in the village with jisan, he had thought that he should kill Ayame when there was a chance, but for fear that I hated him, he had to kill her, she undoes her intentions, only to realize that I am also back in time and not me in the past, when we were both loose in the wilderness. That's where her selfishness emerged, she handed all of herself over to me regardless of age and kept her true self a secret. This explains why she killed Helen sensei and disguised herself as Helen sensei, defying Ayame by saying she was my wife, he never wanted to come if I met jisan in the room and even opposed shishou when he was told to go to osaka to protect the jisan, so let's just say, misaki's life in the past and Hikari's life in the present, everything is all but exhausted for me and I don't see her at all.

Hearing Hikari's story, my whole body shook, my head was like it was struck by thousands of lightning strikes and made it charred so that my brain died, my heart ached, as if tens of thousands of needles pierced it. My knees were limp, I fell down, I knelt down, my tears were rushing, my teeth were biting each other, my hands were clenching. I began to beat the ground, regret, anger, heartache, sadness alternately in my heart. My parents died because of them, my family was destroyed also because they and Misaki were also killed by them.  I was even determined to help my enemy's family and even consider her a sister. But my affection for her right now also hinders me, I don't know how to accept all of this.

“Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I screamed, my screams filling the empty room and sounding like the roar of a dying, vengeful beast.

Hikari could only kneel before me and not hug me, she seemed resigned to what I would do after this. I saw her stick out her hand and she pulled it back, then clasped her hand on her chest while crying out.

“Ma...” Say it slowly.

I turned my head and saw Hikari put a knife in front of me, she opened her uniform shirt and intended harakiri to end her life because she said that she felt sorry about the incident in the car, had he not interfered in the past, I might have been happy with Ayame. What ? you're going to kill yourself, you can't. In the instant I realized, I must not let her die from regret for what happened with Ayame just now, I directly lunged at her and I saw her lying beneath me. I slapped him and grabbed him.

Hikari instantly returned my embrace, she sobbed and buried her face,

“Ma....Ma kun's....Ma kun..I love you, from the past to the present, from the past life to the present life.waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Shouted her while crying and kept calling my name.

“Sorry, I did forget Misaki just yet, but my love for Hikari is now right and I will learn to love Misaki, the old you. Give me a chance...Hi chan.”

“Iya Ma kun...I'm very happy to hear her.”.

I know, the reason why Hikari wanted to kill herself, was not that she was sorry but that she was tired, she loved me so much even from her old life, always beside me, she was so tired, but I pay more attention to Ayame than she does, forgive me for being this stupid and unaware of her from long ago until now. I'm sorry I just saw what was in me all this time and here I realized, I haven't changed, I'm the same, I'm the same, I don't see anyone beside me who's been half my life with me. I loved her because of the mountain, but she was long before her and I was completely unaware of her, just like back then, I was just fixated on Ayame. Not anymore, I'm gonna turn this all over. I immediately kissed Hikari who also welcomed me. We immediately did it, because now it is different, my heart is full of Hikari, I instead want to have children from her and I also see Hikari is the same as me because she is also more than usual.

After finishing, Hikari and I sat together leaning against the wall. My mind began to clear, I began to be able to see around me, right now, I was angry at my own family, at jisan, at Ayame. But right now I want to appreciate this person next to me, he can fight to cross through life all for the sake of me who is like this. I have to repay her, sorry jisan, my promise to you I won't fulfill and sorry Ayame, we can't be together anymore.

***

I returned to the apartment together with Hikari. Once there, Ayame and Haruka are not home, so they come home with Naoto. I let Hikari rest in my room, I won't let her sleep with Ayame and Haruka, imagine her all this time holding her back by sleeping together with the person she hated from her past life. After accompanying Hikari who finally slept in my room, I went out and sat on the sofa while thinking, arriving, “Ding dong.” My bell rings. I stood up and opened the door,

“Haloo....sorry I came here arrived arrived.”.

It turned out that the person behind the door was Shin, how did he get here and how did he know where I was, I don't know, but my view on him is different now, I pulled her inside so she wouldn't be seen by anyone.

“Wo.wo...why hunt so..” Saying it while smiling sucks.

I took her inside and told her to sit on the couch, but in the part that was across my room, because I know a little bit who the target is because I saw him today at school. First, to finish off Ayame and Naoto, there was no need to take me to the roof. Second, when Hana and Hikari came, he immediately said three to one, when he saw that Hana and Hikari were also ninjas. All three of Ayame and Naoto's calm demeanors alone ate with her lunch time and Ayame's attitude in the car. The reason was that when I went berserk yesterday and said something to Ayame, someone heard her and the creature thought it could suppress me by killing my loved ones, first. Yes, Shin's target was not Naoto or Ayame, but Hikari. That's why he came here and I invited him in, who assigned this creature in front of me to be none other than the one who shot Jinta.

“Sorry, but I won't let you touch her.” I shot him straight away.

“Wooo apparently already know yes.hahaha..but do not take revenge on bocchan and ojouchan yes, because this is not their command.” Her reply.

“Hahaha already know who ordered...so we just start ?” Ask me.