Second Life: My Past Is My Future That'S Why I Become A Ninja
Chapter 2's

I was lying on the road full of blood, my breathing was stingy and my whole body was in a lot of pain. I couldn't have survived my thought, my body was getting cold and I couldn't raise my hand. When I was dying, I was thinking about my life, where I was wrong, why everything was like this, how long I had been working for my wife and children, it all came to my mind. But not sad, though,

“Hahahaha....thank you, my life is very pleasant, so happy I can not laugh hahahaha...if only, if only I could repeat everything.”.

I was hysterical, laughing like crazy, my eyes were dark, I couldn't see. I resigned and closed, I could no longer open my eyes,

“Goodbye world..” I died crying after my son.

It turns out like this is called death, we feel floating erratically with our eyes closed. I don't know how much I feel myself swaying here and there with a vague purpose, just like my life before her. In this moment of silence, I repeat my whole life in my mind. I see myself as watching a low quality movie because the actor is ugly, which is me. It turns out that everything that I experienced happened because of my nature and myself, I was too ignorant, cowardly, always looking for a safe way, did not dare to go forward and so forth.

When I realized it, I became hateful to myself, but what causes it, apparently there, I was once in love. Odasiga Ayame, a transfer student when I was in second grade at high school, was the only one who wanted to talk to me while in class despite sitting far apart, every day we are together because we are both members of the same club, the literature club, and we both have no friends. But my love is dashed, because Ayame chan died tragically, her family was slaughtered by her competitors, yes right, Ayame chan comes from a yakuza family, she lives in a harsh world, she is a, much different from me who always lives in a peaceful realm. If only I had the strength back then, maybe I could have saved her, but it was too late, I just wished I could have met her in the realm of death. Or like that my mind. But it turns out everything is different.

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“Masa kun, wake up Masa kun.”

The soft voice of a woman called out to me, I don't remember whose voice it was, but it felt warm. Since I didn't wake up, a soft, smooth and warm hand held onto my body and began to shake my body shake.

“Build Masa kun, you want school no.”

School ? I go to school ? in heaven there is a school ? what does it mean ? out of curiosity, I opened my eyes. It turned out that what shook my body and woke me up was my dead mother. Uh, dead already ? why is he in front of me, it seems to be heaven.

“Come, you woke up just now, why closed again. Wake up Masa kun, if not in stay papa loh.”

Huh, papa ? is papa really alive ? I want to see papa. My eyes opened wide and I sat on the bed. I rubbed my eyes and looked at my hands. Why are my hands so small, I look around and I see my room when my dad and mom were still living in the apartment. I looked up and saw myself in the mirror in my closet. Hah, I became a small rowdy, indeed if in heaven like this yes, I thought. I got out of bed and out of the room, the room in front of my room was very cramped, with a television tube lit up and I saw my father reading the newspaper while sitting at the table with his office makeup on.

“Pa..pa...”

Unknowingly my tears flowed profusely and I cried bitterly. Seeing myself crying, my father immediately put his newspaper down and approached me, he immediately picked me up and carried me.

“Why are you, nightmare yes, papa here, calm down yes...” Said my papa while stroking my back.

“Iya, papa, I'm running out of nightmares.” My word.

My father smiled, a smile I hadn't seen for a long time and made me miss. My cooking mother also approached me, and my dad hugged us both. When in the hug, I accidentally saw the date on papa's watch. I cried as hard as I could, because it said July 29, 1991, the day my father died in a traffic accident. After releasing his embrace, papa immediately looked at his watch.

“Wah it's like this, papa go first yes Masa, later papa buy toys if papa holiday.”

I saw bags under my papa's eyes, he was overtime, just like I was working for the company that fired me. Without hesitation, I hugged my papa's leg tightly in the hope that he would not leave. My mother seemed to realize, she immediately asked my father to take the train and not bring a car. Papa had argued with mama for a while, but because papa always lost when arguing with mama, he finally put his car keys and went on foot. Mama was ready to take me to school and go to the office. Long story short, I was in school, as usual, I was quiet at school, I was not friends and also not in the middle, I was ordinary, not prominent and also not drowned.

That day I was sure no one called the school and told me to go home because of a hospital accident, but I was wrong. A sensei walked into my class and spoke to my guidance counselor sensei. In the past life, the sensei said that my father had an accident and I will be picked up by my mother. But this time it was another and much more gruesome, the sensei said papa was caught in the middle of a gang war and mama had a car accident explode because she used a car to drive me to school. My body went limp, in one day I lost both my parents. I'm sorry for stopping papa this morning, at least my mom survived and picked me up, but this time it was another.

I was sitting limp, what was my second life, I was living away my parents when I was 8. My classmates comforted me and cried with me, the sensei also came up to me and immediately hugged me, I was not told to go out and still have to be in class. But his name is second life, unexpected things happen, a big tall old man with a beard and wearing yukata comes to my school. He spoke to sensei in my class, I saw sensei pointing at me. The man turned his head and came straight to me, he was lying in front of me who was sitting on a chair and directly hugging me.

Only that word was uttered by her, I was confused to see behind the ossan who was hugging me, two sturdy bodyguards were escorting a cute girl who thought she was about my age. After Ossan let go of his embrace, the boy came forward standing before me with a smile, his hands wiped my tears, he tilted his head looking at my face and returned a smile. Then he took my hand and pulled me down from the chair. I who can not say what and do not know there was this incident in his previous life, according to the attraction by the girl. I saw the ossan talking to sensei and sensei lowered his head many times in front of the ossan who only raised his hand with a smile.

Sensei came straight up to me and hugged me with a flood of tears, he whispered in my ear,

“Thank God Masamune kun, thank goodness...”.

“Sgratitude sensei ?”

“Jisan want to adopt you, we from the school will take care of his letter, now you go with jisan ya, to the hospital yes, see your parents.”

I didn't answer and just nodded. The girl immediately hugged me with an expressionless face and pulled me out of the classroom along with the man who hugged me and his two bodyguards. I really don't understand, I don't know where this development is going. When outside I was shocked, because I saw a long black car parked outside and in the guard. The man went up when he opened the door, and the girl also took me up. What is this, who is this man and daughter, there is no way they are ordinary people if they can ride in a car like this, I thought. Because actually my mind is the mind of 40-year-old Ossan, without a doubt I asked the man in front of me.

“Whose word ?” Ask me as plainly as possible and as grievously as possible.

“Oh sorry, my name is Odasiga Takeuchi and next to me is my grandson Odasiga Ayame.”

Jegeeer, lightning struck my head immediately, I did not expect that the person in front of me was the leader of the Odasiga clan, Odasiga Takeuchi, a name I would often hear in the future, and next to her, Odasiga Ayame, Ayame chan, my first love in high school. My tears flowed, but not because of sadness, I got used to it without mom and dad, but these were obviously happy tears. Seeing me cry, Jisan immediately moved to the seat and hugged me, as well as Ayame chan.

“You are calm yes, jisan will adopt you, it is impossible to abandon the life-saving child jisan and granddaughter jisan.”

Huh the savior's son ? who ? me ? what does it mean ? my curiosity peaked, but I was afraid of getting caught, so I just nodded. But, because my curiosity was so unstoppable, I asked, too,

“Indeed what happened jisan ?”

Jisan immediately explained that he was driving Ayame to school using a car surrounded by cars from other yakuza families. Jisan was taken out of the car with Ayame who was carried by her bodyguards. While running, my papa came out of the station and was waiting for my mama because her bento missed. Seeing there was a shootout in front of them, papa who saw there were parents running towards him while holding a small child directly pulled him and hid him in the alley, he said, mom blocked that alley with a car. But the besiegers found out that the jisan was pulled by papa into the alley, they immediately surrounded the alley and fired at the jisan, but papa blocked his shot and he was the one who rained the bullets. Before he died he had told mama to leave and finally mama left crying and then hit the holding car until it exploded.

True too, papa bento is not left behind, but it is placed in the car because papa should go on a car ride and mama so deliver his bento. I was so confused to be happy or sad, on the one hand I was proud of my father and mother, but on the other hand I was sad to lose them. Eventually both sides lost, because in the future I will lose both as well in the middle of the day. I was even grateful and grateful, maybe in this way I could protect Ayame Chan. Arriving at the hospital, I was invited to visit the bodies of papa and mama who had been stiffened, papa covered her face with a cloth with a body full of blood, and the body was full of blood, mama was no longer recognized because she was burned in an explosion. I sobbed while hugging my head and jisan in elus elus by Ayame Chan.

“Papa and your mama are our heroes, so take it easy, I will not abandon you.”

I just nodded and didn't say anything. After that, Jisan asked his men to gather all the heads of the family to attend the funeral of papa and mama. The funeral was held in a special funeral home for the family and attended by relatives, I suddenly became a yakuza family that was very influential at that time, although I know how it ended. After Jisan died later, approximately 8 years from now, the family is destroyed and Ayame chan as the heir of one of his murdered. The entire Odasiga business changed hands to the Nabeyoshi clan. I have to prevent that from happening. I have to protect this family and Ayame Chan, for that I have to be strong. Apparently this is his purpose I was given a second life. With my determination and knowledge in the future, I ventured to speak to Jisan after the funeral.

“Slices, please train me, I want to be strong and protect the jisan, I have to return the favor to me.”

Jisan looked over and smiled looking at me. He immediately squatted down in front of me and stroked my head, the one who was said to be the meanest and meanest among the future yakuza, squatting in front of me with a smiling friendly face.

“Alright if that is your wish. I'm happy with your spirit, even if you're a child, I appreciate it.”

Jisan stood up and walked towards a man who looked fierce and cruel. He spoke in the ear of the man while glancing at me, suddenly the man immediately nodded and smiled. Even though she smiled, her face was horrible. The man's name was Higashira Manabu, the man who would become my right hand man in the future, but that story was still a long time ago. After the funeral, Manabu san immediately took me away after saying goodbye to jisan and Ayame chan. I saw Ayame Chan's face looking a little sad to see me go, but I have to go, your future is now in my hands and I must not fail.