Secretly Married to an Actor
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"Why, ngedumel mulu?"

Nayla still lowered her head when she heard the voice that was reprimanding her. Thinking it was an illusion, he ignored it. Maybe because these few days all he thought about was the man so he seemed to hear that voice all the time.

He gasped, it seemed like Nayla had harbored this feeling for quite a long time. "I'm tired, I don't understand any of this and I have to experience it. Can't you, there's something clear to me, what should I do?"

The woman who was still resting on the wet floor then touched her chest with her palm. "I'm claustrophobic, why doesn't everyone understand me. Why don't I want everyone to know what I'm feeling." Then the voice was restrained for a moment, Nayla was troubled to let go of what she felt. "I'm too bad to say it all. Why is everything trying to break my heart? What am I wrong?" He lowered his head, the burden in his heart was so great at this moment.

The long sentence that had just come out of the complaint of the gathering was able to make the figure who had wanted to get closer slowly rewind himself back.

"Mommy, grandpa, even now...." Hah, Nayla was having a hard time speaking when she wanted to say her name.

"Why doesn't anyone care about me, how I feel, what I feel right now." Sobbing for a moment.

"Romeo can't you be sad?"

Romeo who stood in front of the door of his room was shocked heart suddenly filled to see his brother like that.

"You need to be strong, don't be like big brother...." I don't know how much Nayla regrets about her right now.

"Sister...." Romeo Lirih.

"Not only do you want Romeo's peace, it's all too hard for you to deal with." Everything, everything that made him unsettled all this time.

Nayla adjusted her breathing for a moment before finally returning to continue to vent her heartbreak.

"If even this marriage is just for the playful brother, maybe it's better brother kayak gini.... Back with life again, stay in this house with you and Mami comfortably. It's just the three of us."

Then a moment of silence enveloped their feelings that sounded just sobs coming out of those trembling lips.

Nayla looked up to look at Romeo who was still there.

"Your sister will be lonely every day, so you won't be lonely anymore."

Romeo's troubled eyes suddenly glazed over.

"Sister will also always masakin your favorite food. Sorry brother yes, you must have been lonely all this time. Brother forgot that as long as brother has a sister who always needs a brother all this time."

Romeo who was still staring at that sitting face suddenly started to shed tears. Sad to hear all the words from the overflow of her brother's heart. "Sister, don't talk about it. Now it's here...." Then the voice was stopped by a signal of someone who was still hiding behind the door.

"So, I've accepted everything, but why is it now like this.... Brother is tired, brother does not understand anymore how? Everything seems indifferent, everything is selfish, this forced sister is, but no one knows the feelings of brother."

I don't know why even Romeo suddenly sobbed to hear that. "So don't let me be sad." Then his younger brother couldn't bear to get close. "Sister don't do this, I'm sorry. I'm the one who dirty the house. Don't cry. I love big brother. I understand brother. Promise will not make sister sprain again." Romeo hugged that trembling body tightly. "I love brother ... don't cry, I'm sorry. Brother's tired, right? Yeah, I've been anterin resting in the room."

Then suddenly a soft touch on Romeo's back made him finally take off the hug and slowly shift his body.

Nayla holds Romeo's hand. "Don't go, brother will be hugged." however, Romeo's hand finally slipped from Nayla's.

Nayla looks up to the protests. "I.meo...."

The deg! In the middle of that cry, Nayla was dumbstruck. Since when is this figure here? That means he did not hear the wrong sound, meaning he was not hallucinating.

Seen Reynand with eyes highlighting the woman straight withstanding the glazed look. His heart was full as if something was stuck there.

And, when the hand wanted to touch Nayla's body, the girl immediately refused.

"Jah-ngang..touch me." Suddenly he had trouble speaking, his mouth stiffened. It was as if Reynand was the cause of his current groin. "Your pain...." Sobbing. ".... here?"

"Darling...." Reynand wanted to grab onto that body that was shaking violently.

Expel slowly. "Go...." Then Nayla rewinds her body slowly with support on both sides of her hand.

"Nay...." Now the feeling of Reynand increasingly bitter to see Nayla like this. "Sorry...."

Instead of answering, the girl was getting sobbing sedan crying so much that it felt very pressing on her chest. He continued to shake his head backwards as Reynand tried to get closer to grab him.

"Nayla don't do this...." God, Reynand really wants to hug her. Reynand wanted to calm him down lovingly.

"I don't want to...." Then the voice shrinks like a pressure with a more and more motion.

"Abang wants to hug you...."

"Don't hug me...." Keep yanking. "Don't meet me...." Now the cry is like a pull and a breath that is so fast.

"Honey.. Don't do this. I miss you...." Reynand tried to persuade.

"Lying, you don't miss me. You're lying."

Reynand finally silenced for a moment to hear that voice. God, he really wants to cry now. He really didn't know that Nayla would suffer this much.

Reynand paused for a moment. He saw Nayla was crying with her eyes closed leaning against the leg of the sofa in the room. Before long he heard a moaning sound between the cries as if indicating that his heart was really miserable at this time.

Finally without a second thought Reynand shifted herself quickly to grab and hold her tightly. Reynand wanted Nayla to share the pain with him.

Once again Nayla refused, she bowed her head so that Reynand's body would not reach her.

"Udah, I'm tired, no one knows me."

"I know you Nay."

"Lied...."

Reynand gulped feeling guilty. Without realizing it, his words at night seemed to give great hope to Nayla.

Nayla spoke again. "Please, I'm not strong...."

Reynand. Let him listen to that complaint at this time.

"Maybe it's better this way. Let me not hope to continue, all this time I was too hopeful that it turns out I finally have a figure who will always be there beside me. A person who can make me strong."

"I will always be there by your side." Reynand tried to calm down.

"Me, I won't make sense of it. So, you better go home now. Back to grandpa's house."

"Nayla you?"

"Please. I was really tired. Every day I never felt calm. There's always something in my heart."

"I'm going to sleep here...." Reynand.

"No need...."

"I want you Nay, you'll need me...."

"No, I don't need you." Nayla said.

Reynand was silent staring at the figure who was stepping carefully. Find the true meaning of each sentence.

"I don't need anyone, I don't need people to love me" he said stammeringly.

Reynand shut her eyes listening to that.

"I don't need someone by my side."

"Better to go home...."

Reynand still closed his eyes, but now his patience was over.

"Never see me. You wouldn't be anything without me."

Reynand really can't stand it now. So quickly and compulsively finally he hugged his body tightly.

The tears that had calmed down finally spilled over. "No need to hug. Don't do this. Better brother with others who have always tried desperately harder than me. He was more deserving, than I was always silent at home waiting for my brother to come." Nayla continues to rebel. The memory of Airin who always tried to chase Reynand imagined at that time. Even the memories of when he was slapped, his heart was claustrophobic in remembering him. Tight and still stuck until now.

"I'm not that brave to keep my brother by my side."

No matter Reynand hugged the body more tightly, as if to let Nayla share her taste.

"Go home!!" His stifled touch was still trying to push the body away from him. "Udah is enough, I want to be alone. Brother just go, go, why survive with me."

And then the more rebellious it became. "Pulaaang.." Now the word sounds pleading. "I beg you to go home. In fact, my brother is not all mine."

"Lo that's yes, you don't think about Nayla.”

“Duh lo how si. Her husband is an artist. Yes risk him dong.”

"Lo is b3go or what the hell, Nay? Riko has the same feeling. Don't pretend to be blind. All this time he was picking you up. And, suddenly horrified that you're married, you thinkin dong feeling him. During that time he waited lo and lo instead pretend b3go kayak gini."

"Enak ya so lo, already beautiful, pinter, many like, continue to marry again the same rich and famous. It's really good, your life."

"Lo knows what my relationship is with Reynand. Yeah, you know it. The story of the two of us seems endless. Phenomenal couple, couple cinlok."

"Reynand has goals, I know. I can't believe he married at such a young age. Because I'm sure it'll ruin his future."

Plaque!! Plaque!!

"Everything has a mouth it's guarded don't just come out...."

Memories that always make him feel claustrophobic....

Reynand still hugged the increasingly shaky body tightly. "I'll let you sleep tonight...."

"Do not let me sleep.... I don't need that. I used to be alone before, my life was always in solitude."

"Nay, sorry...."

"Go home...."

"I'll sleep here with you...."

"Don't.... I don't want to be disappointed, please don't be with me here tonight if it turns out that when I wake up brother is not there beside me...."

The deg! Reynand's heart was beating very fast.

"I'll be by your side until tomorrow morning...."

"Lied!"

"Don't promise me anything more. Don't say sweet words anymore...."

"Nayla why are you like this??"

"Go!!!! Hah, I'm afraid.I never thought it turns out to love someone turned out to be this scary...."

"Nay??"

"I want to be by my brother's side forever, but these few days I'm scared. We've been separated for a few days, but I feel it's been too long."

"So go, stay with me, I beg you.... Go back to the old life. Where there was no me then. Look, there's nothing I can do except this."

The man is still silent. He kept showing an unreadable face.

"Please.... Go!!!!" Jerit Nayla tight.

Reynand closed her eyes deeply, slowly loosening the embrace. He let go of Nayla. He turned around and stepped out to leave the place.

Now Nayla felt her heart being drawn slowly to leave. Let, release?

Along with Reynand's slow footsteps, Nayla turned around. Closing his mouth to hold back that trembling voice.

Wait a minute, really just a minute. Everything has passed quickly since that day. The day this all started.

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