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So, when Nayla drove Mami to her car, the number one woman in her life told her to come closer. Wailing to see the situation around and feel safe. Mama Adel whispered something.
“This is first deh.”
Nayla got closer when Mami, who was standing next to the car whose door was open, pulled her hand.
Then start to express the meaning.“Mom wants to ask...”
“Mami want to ask what?”
“You.... Are you planning to have a child?”
For a moment the sudden question made Nayla dumbstruck.
“Nayla, how dumb?”
“We've never talked about it.” Nayla remembered that they both talked about it.
“Why? What if you were suddenly pregnant? You guys should talk about this. Having a child is not easy.”
Nayla was confused. Actually, he hasn't thought of getting there. The child is far from his reach. He also doesn't think too much about it. Especially with his current situation. And Reynand never got around to this either.
“So? Are you guys delaying?”
“Mi...” then Nayla began to hesitate “I don't want to discuss this.” Then he bowed.
“Mami is just nanya, do you procrastinate?”
“Ngak know Mi...” then Nayla bit her lower lip.
“Not knowing how? Pas before the discussion has not yet delayed or not?” Ask Mommy spontaneously.
The girl directly snatched shy “Mami.” Nayla pressed her tone. Mama what the fuck. He then scowled. "God, Mommy's coming home. Kasian Romeo will wait." he suggested slowly.
"Eh, you're ngusir Mami."
Tuh, it's all wrong. Nayla actually just wanted to avoid this conversation, not intend like that.
"No, no, Mami discussed the problem. Kan, I'm so.." I'm embarrassed.
"Not to be ashamed. Just who else you tell about this is not your own Mami. Mommy just wants to be sure, you're ready to have no kids." Then when he saw Nayla began to be uncomfortable with this discussion, Mami also switched the topic of conversation.
"On your husband, you say dong is the same he who is strict if he is a man. Until when will you be hurt just like him. Although Reynand is not necessarily like that, but Mami doesn't like to see it." Mami paused for a moment. "He was more often reported with his co-star, Mami did not know it was just for filming needs or what. Mommy obviously doesn't like to see you hurt."
Mami's words were able to stab Nayla in the heart. Right, Mami was right. He was heartbroken to see Reynand being reported with another woman. Moreover, the news was made as if they had a romantic relationship.
"Mommy's talking gini for you." The woman's chest had gone up and down because it had been too carried away. "Remember if you can't get hurt, you go home. Not that Mami told you to run away from your husband. But, every now and then, Reynand has to know that she's actually making you hurt."
Nayla's getting bowed. What he felt right now was pity for his mother. Because of this, her mom came to mind.
"Mommy sorry...."
"No need to apologize, anyways this is a promise of grandfather with Mami before your marriage. Grandfather did not forbid Mami to interfere, as long as it was still a reasonable limit."
Nayla then raised her head. The tears of the woman began to pour. The pity for her mother grew. She knew her mother was sad at the moment.
Mami looked at Nayla deeply. It hurts to see your own child hurt. Even he felt the pain was better channeled on him.
Even though he knows Nayla and Reynand have accepted each other. But, the feelings of anxiety always arise in the mind of Mami. What else about Reynand's news and that woman that always comes up. After the new news comes another news that is always horrendous. Mami was only afraid after this news moreover would come out.
"Mami always look at the comments of netizens who see their relationship is very harmonious. Mami hurt Nayla, read it."
Seeing Reynand who seemed too indifferent about the news and also the woman who seemed to really want her daughter-in-law. Yes, Reynand is too indifferent maybe because it has been too often the news. So he no longer dizzy.
But for Mami, these comments always cut her heart. How not his son-in-law paired with another woman.
"Listen. If you can't stand it, you can come to see Mami. Mommy's ready to be a listener."
The girl could no longer bear to sob. Her tears fell to the ground. Nayla did not expect that her mother would think about this much. He became more and more feeling that he had made his mother hurt. Although the mistake was not made by him, but Nayla did not have the heart. My mom has been feeling pain too often.
Supported him and Romeo after his papa died. Mami became a single parent and replaced the Papi as the backbone of the family. That's what Nayla saw during the passage of her life as long as Papi was gone. His heart always grimaces at that. Mommy must be exhausted every day to keep busy. She did it to throw away the memory of her husband.
When night came his mother was more happy to be alone. It is as if recalling the days that have gone by, remembering the soulmate who has gone forever.
Nayla really hopes her mom doesn't think about anything else. Mama is getting old. And, she just wants Mami to be happy for her life.
"Mommy.." the girl was getting bowed and sobbing. "Sorry...."
Mami took a breath and then fell silent, she also endured the deep sadness in her heart. He grabbed the trembling body of his daughter and hugged her tightly.
It's been a long time since her husband died Mami has always been like this, always withstanding the sadness in her heart. His intention was that he should not be weak in front of children. They should see her as a strong mother. After her husband died Mami never again showed her a weak and fragile in front of her two children.
Mami felt the duty of protecting it turned on her. Not wanting to keep breaking tears, Mami hardened her heart, throwing away her gentle nature. More often accentuate the fierce nature that exists to Nayla and Romeo. Being an independent and assertive woman who looks ambitious with her work.
Busy, busy it can make him forget all the anxiety he feels.
"You've come in, gih." Mami took off that tight hug. "The cry." Mami wiped her daughter's tears with her fingers.
"Denger, look out for Reynand to do it again. You really have to go home with Mami." Then after Nayla nodded slowly the middle-aged woman rushed into the car. He did not want to dissolve in the atmosphere. The fear of what he could endure was exploding as well.
Nayla waved her hand along with Mami as well. He's still as hot as he is. Long time outside just to neutralize what he feels.
No one can see her crying. Mama wiped her tears.
However, as he started towards the entrance. A warm embrace greeted him.
Mama Adel? Did Mama Adel see everything?
Taking off the hug and then Mama Adel smiled "Don't cry anymore."
Mama Adel was completely wrong that Nayla would never cry again.
The girl was very easily touched. And, sure enough, Nayla is back sobbing. Nor does Nayla understand why she has become more sensitive lately. It was like there was something strange inside his body at the moment.
And come to think of it maybe he's like this because hormones come months. Given that it has been a week not yet the arrival of monthly guests.
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