Secretly Married to an Actor
Endless Feelings

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The memories will remain, all of them. Everything he has been through to this day. Everyone taught him a lesson. It turns out that having a sweet memory with someone is apparently this tormenting.

Heart's cracked.

He slowly remembered it again.

“Nay, later tonight someone wants to come home.

You get ready yeah. And pretty dandan. Remember you have to be nice in front of our guests later. Previously Mami already told you, someone wants to propose to you.”

“Indeed why if Nayla is still in school. You will be married secretly. No one will know. The wedding will be done in secret. Later after Nayla graduated from the new High School we hold the recipe.”

“Nay, yuk out baby. Reynand is waiting for you. We will soon do Kabul.” ijab

“How about for the next Lo stay in my apartment.”

“Do not misunderstand first. I mean there we'll sleep in separate rooms. I'm sure if you still live in this house Grandpa will not give freedom to Lo and me too.”

“Em, Lo can call me anything as comfortable as Lo.”

“Gu-e, em mean. I can call, brother?”

“Soalya Mami said that, um brother is five years older than my gu-em. It doesn't feel good to call it name.”

“You're nicer fierce than reserved gini.”

"Dear your darling Nay...."

"I love you...."

"I love you too...."

Nayla remembers she once had to let go of the most important person in her life to go forever without her wanting in the least. But the difference was that they met because he was brought through a birth process that brought happiness to the figure.

He is now aware when someone is present in his life and gives happiness then there is no sense of regret that he feels because he has known the person.

Just like this time, he never regretted having met Reynand. The figure of a man he never thought would be his happiness.

Empty, annoyed and angry that he felt these few days. He was disappointed, because Reynand did not come to him immediately. At that moment he was really disappointed. Nayla is well aware that she really needs Reynand. He needed it all the time, as if it were part of his life, half his breath and soul. Reynand was able to complete his flaws. Fulfill his heart with love.

And, what is certain of every thing is that his heart has completely fallen to love him. A love that he never satisfied with words, a love that he could not explain from the shakes of his soul. It will never come to show what he feels.

Now, can he if that love goes away from him....

Tight, he really hated lying to his heart like this. He hates himself. He is so fragile in his feelings, he has difficulty uncovering what he feels. He hates everything.

Why is it so hard to be him. Wh why? He should have controlled himself. Heart, why does this heart always drive itself. Please he is not that strong...Where is the person who has strengthened him all this time?

Leaving, he was the one who asked the figure to leave. Didn't realize it. That this heart actually needs its figure.

Nayla needs it, very much. They need it more than anything.

Please don't go....

Greb!

His body almost fell down if only that tight hug from behind did not hold him back.

"No wonder yes, far away come fit again rain-rain, fitting until even expelled."

Oh my god, Nayla almost felt her heart going down right then and there.

Reynand turned the body slowly to face him. His hand was moved to wipe away the remains of his tears on that smooth face.

Reynand then peeked at that face. "So, can you sleep here?"

Nayla turned her face away from that sight

Reynand smiled again. He kissed the forehead slowly. But a moment later Nayla looked down.

"Why come back again?"

Silent moment. Only breathing was heard at that moment.

"It wasn't going home yet."

"Keep if you stay home, how are you?"

"It's okay."

"Tell?"

"Yes, just go home." said Nayla without looking at the face.

"Here's a hug...." Reynand hugged the body tightly. This time there was no rejection. Even Reynand could feel a heartbeat that was so tight at that moment. "I'm sorry I made you this angry." Reynand then took off the hug for a moment to give her some distance. "I'm sorry, Nay is disappointed that it must be the same brother...."

The woman again burst into tears as Reynand hugged her back. "I don't love my brother...."

"Em.. yes." Reynand kissed the top of the head slowly.

"I don't love you...." Hitting the waist of the man was strong.

Reynand felt tremendous pain there and again he endured it. "It's okay."

"I don't miss you...." Then the stuffing was heard again.

Reynand then sucked his face dicuked that neck deeply. "Eum...."

"I hate you, hate you, hate you...."

"He. e...." Then Reynand turned her head and kissed the cheek next to her quietly. "Don't cry anymore...." Wipe it on those tears. "Nay soy sauce, right?"

Nayla grunts, not anymore. He himself just knew that holding back that feeling turned out to be this exhausting.

Reynand knew the peak of this anger was her. He really feels guilty.

"Don't cry anymore, baby. Em, if you're sad...." Reynand then looked at that flat stomach for a moment. What possible? He's still not sure exactly.

"Sorry, brother, I'm sorry. Sorry for making you like this."

"I love you, I'll always take care of you, I won't let you go."

Now behind Nayla who hugged the body tightly. He really felt countless longings.

Reynand then chuckled. "You're if you're nahan kangen serem too."

Bugh!!!! Reynand again grimaced on his waist due to that light blow. It hurt a lot, but he tried to hold it.

Trying to keep smiling, he then lowered his face slowly. "Nay...."

The woman looked up and closed as Reynand put their soft lips together. They reciprocated, hugged, kissed feelingly. These past few days they missed each other. And, right now both of them wanted to let go of that.

Turns out to be true, their feelings were completely endless. I am not satisfied with just like this. The feeling that keeps growing is soaring.

They want to love each other and love each other with all their heart.

They need each other. Expecting each other, longing and not wanting to let go.

The same breath as the kiss came off. Reynand fused their foreheads.

"I love you.." lirih Nayla later.

"I love you more than anything."

"I need you...."

"I'm the same. I need you more."

"Don't go...."

"No...."

"I don't want to separate anymore...."

"No, baby...."

I don't know, it feels like they're really dissatisfied with all those expressions. Perhaps they do not realize that now they are one entity, their soul and body cannot be separated because their heart has been completely united in an endless love.

And then on the other side....

While Romeo had returned to his room because he was forbidden to watch the unexpected scene.

Outside the house, Mami who had been home from work waited at the door. While wiping away her tears, the woman continued to dart at the drops of blood mixed with rain water along the way to the house.

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The flaws I'll fix.

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