Self-Esteem Sold
Deteriorated

Steven cried throwing all the objects that were nearby.

his childhood memories made him very hurt.

His ego forbids him to forgive his papa,

jhon's words made him feel guilty, too.

There was a fear that what her brother said would one day come true.

hate and miss being one.

Steven was still on the balcony looking out of his apartment exhaling his cigarettes.

Steven prefers to live in an apartment rather than his private residence, in the apartment he is free to do whatever he wants to sign someone looking at him with a probing gaze.

dozens of times the phone rang, but not.berging, he just glanced at a glance then ignored her, as if the sound of an incoming call was music that accompanied his loneliness at this time.

Steven is engrossed in his own world, lamenting his grief.

Morning is day, now night is changing.

and the man was still in the same position accompanied by glasses of liquor until he himself was unable to sit upright, leaning against the wall with a soft look

While elsewhere

Ruben grumbled all day.

He was very upset today because Steven disappeared without any news. Let alone giving news, in contact alone does not lift making Ruben messy handle all the work Steven.

While his own work also piles up.

That afternoon Ruben had to represent Steven to attend two important meetings, one meeting with Monthly Staff

I don't know how many times Ruben tried to contact his boss, but nil.

Until five o'clock in the afternoon, office time was running out, Steven still could not be contacted making Ruben a little worried.

One possibility that occurred to Ruben, Steven was locked up.

this had happened before and he remembered if the cause was the arrival of Steven's biological father.

Finally after finishing work, Ruben went straight to Steven's apartment, he stopped by for a short dinner, after buying two servings of bento for Steven, because Ruben was sure Steven had not eaten, maybe since morning.

After that he stopped by the pharmacy, bought Steven a new apology drug to go to Steven's apartment.

it only took half an hour to get to the apartment, Ruben immediately opened the door of the apartment, deserted...

even the lights are still not on,

"Where are these people???

is he out of town?? or???"

Ruben checked the CCTV footage in the apartment through his cell phone, As he suspected, Mr. Alexander papa from Steven came.

where is Steven then???

"Ah shit, just prank me" muttered Ruben about to turn away

At first Ruben thought Steven wasn't home but he wanted to turn off his phone he heard Steve's cry.

"Damn, goosebumps me.

What demon is human????" reuben shouted, feeling his nose goosebumps.

There is no lawfulness, even if the devil will not speak

"Why am I being a bego???

If the demon is there I run away hahaha" Ruben's laughter patted his forehead realizing his folly

"Steve, steveee's boss" cried Ruben looking for a light switch,

Clique

the lights of the apartment lit up, he saw the apartment that was chaotic like a broken ship.

Praaaakkkkk

The sound of the glass breaking, Ruben followed the sound and saw Steven sitting helplessly leaning against the balcony wall with his face crumpled and hair disheveled

"God, where's this shit??" ledek Ruben, but Steven just kept quiet

"Hey boss, I'm here to deliver the documents.

Ah yes there are two bento, let's eat"

"I'm not hungry" Steven said softly

Ruben did not argue, he opened the Bento box in front of Steven, the smell of beef teppanyaki filled the room making Steven glance.

Reuben doesn't care about Steven, he eats voraciously

"Damn, here...."Steven immediately won the Bento box belonging to Ruben as well as the Bento box which is his ration.

"Hi bro you have your own share of greedy" protested Ruben, but Steven did not care, he immediately devoured the two Bento boxes to burp satiety marks

"Basar ravenous"lippy Ruben pretended to be upset.

But without Steven realizing it, a sly smile was seen on Ruben's handsome face, faint so Steven did not realize it.

"You better take a shower and clean yourself up. Look at your friend your face is so ugly.

Which woman would want to be with a zombie man like you" Ruben said

"Be quiet I don't want to joke" Steven's grunt is still bad mood

"No I'm telling you the truth.

Even the woman you're approaching might run after seeing that ugly face of yours" Ruben said, making Steven snort

"That wild cat????? He runs every time he sees me. She's adorable isn't she Ben???"

"I don't think so.

I prefer a submissive woman" Ruben said honestly.

"Don't confuse your taste with mine, I like the unique"

"As much as you're the boss, take a shower, you smell bad" Ruben said, upsetting Steven.

Ruben immediately tidied up the living room that was damaged by Steven some time ago, while Steven immediately took a shower,.

Ruben prepared an apology on the table after the room was back neat

"Looks like you could hire me as a domestic assistant, too"

"huh, you better hang me" said Ruben thrusting drugs at Steven, reluctantly taking the medicine.

"The documents you need to sign are on the desk

Tomorrow I'll take it, rest as long as you want"

"Thanks bro"

"Saru again, I don't really deserve to say, but as your best friend I will also say it for your own good.

make peace with yourself.

Every human has made a mistake.

give him a chance, I'm with him sick.

I know you hate him and miss him, no matter how deep the wounds of the past are scratched, if you are sincere and at peace with yourself, you will never find peace.

Forgive him, lest you can just embrace the new headstone" said Ruben made Steven pensively

"come home ah, cape .." he said without waiting for a response Steven Ruben had left the apartment.

"Peace for yourself, right??" muttered Steven smiling wryly