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Steven sat down next to Cynthia

Steven fell silent. He looks nervous.

"Ma.... Steven wants to make Davira steve's wife"

"What....???????" Cynthia was surprised not to play, she was hoping Steven could be her son-in-law, because he did not know how to repay the debt that Steven had given him.

perhaps by marrying Davira, her debt to Steven paid off, at least she could rest assured davira was not lacking anything, although she had heard from a nun if Steven ever came there with a pregnant woman, he said, but Cynthia still hopes Davira marries him.

egotistical,

yes Cyntia feels very selfish asking Davira to sacrifice again and again for her, sacrificing his youth to spend with Steven for the rest of his life and worse, Steven is not a man who loves only one woman, but cynthia always believes steven can change someday.

Cynthia grabbed a glass of mineral water next to her and gulped it down the toilet,

Cynthia felt her throat dry

"Ma, let me marry Vira.

I have to tell you the truth if I'm not a good guy I have a lot of lovers.

but since knowing Davira everything has changed.

my view of women, my hatred of women is gone.

I have a bad past, but I promise I will put Davira as my priority, will spoil her like mama spoils Vira.

love and protect Vira forever.

Can you trust me??" tanya Steven held Cynthia's hand

"Mama trusts you son" Cynthia smiled

"Easy then??" tanya Steven doesn't believe that Cynthia doesn't even hesitate to trust him.

"Hu UM, mama believes that man will not be forever bad, if he wants to change himself for good then nothing is impossible.

maybe it's time you got better

God gave you guidance, son. For God is turning back the hearts of men.

son Steven whatever your past, mama hope after you get married later do not let your past interfere with your future.

Repent and ask forgiveness from the Almighty for all your sins, Allah is most forgiving to his servant.

One key to durability in the household,

open up to your partner, understand each other and strengthen each other."

"Mama keep your promise, son" said Cynthia stroking the top of steven's head. Steven is now convinced that Davira and Cynthia were sent to wake Steven from his dark life and bring happiness into his empty life.

"Because you approved of us, Steven wanted to tell mom something, how Steven's family is"

Steven then began to tell his family from the beginning he saw his father's behavior to the suicide of his mother who became traumatized and the beginning of Steven's deviant behavior.

Cynthia just listened, she did not cut off Steven's conversation, after finishing telling the story, Cynthia then hugged Steven while patting prianit shoulder

"Don't be afraid, there's a mama here

mom will love you as much as you can

let go of your grudges, you're not alone anymore, there's mama and davira who will always be there for you son.

Forget all your hatred, your anger, your mama will surely be sad to see you like this son.

Everyone has made mistakes like your father, even you have done wrong.

Forgive your papa, meet him and beg his pardon as bad as he is your papa.

Don't you regret it when you can just hug the tombstone"Steven nodded softly, wiping away his tears.

Cynthia's words were so soothing, as if opening a dark side in her heart, poking her until it felt warm.

Steven realized all his mistakes, he had been unfair to his papa, Steven so remember how his attitude towards alexander, he felt more guilty.

"Ma, can I take Vira to see my dad???

I want to apologize to Papa and also ask for his blessing"

"Of course you can dong dear, Vira is your future wife which means is your future son-in-law.

Son, love your papa like you love yourself.

We parents do not need much wealth to be happy, true happiness is to have a filial child and love us, that's enough"

"Steve understands ma"

"Alright, now meet your future wife there, mama see you guys had a fight.

Steven, mama's asking you to be patient enough to face Vira, she's still immature and spoiled"

"Okay ma" said Steven walking towards the room.

Without Cynthia and Steven knowing since then Davira heard the conversation, everything including Steven's past. Now Davira understands that Steven is a lonely and wounded man. Davira was crying out how horrible Steven's childhood was.