Self-Esteem Sold
The feeling of doctor Frans

Cynthia feels guilty for her daughter for having made Davira have to drop out of school and work to support their family and also for her treatment.

She felt she had failed to become a mother because she could not protect her daughter.

"Ma, please don't say that anymore, Davira just wants to take care of mama, just the family mama that Vira has in this world

If mama is not there, Davira can not live alone ma" said Davira crying while hugging her mother.

Cynthia hadn't seen her daughter cry like that.

The last time she saw Davira crying at her father's funeral, Cynthia never saw her daughter again.

Davira is always cheerful even in difficult circumstances. Cynthia felt so guilty for saying what she shouldn't have said. Cynthia feels guilty for making davira cry. I know how hard his daughter is looking for money for them.

Cynthia was just frustrated, she was distressed by her illness and circumstances.more so she could not bear to see her beloved daughter suffer because of her.

"I'm sorry mom, I just feel guilty.

You have to drop out of college and work hard.Mommy can only spend her hard work huhuhu" Cynthia cried bitterly.

ever since Adrian died and he was on cancer, his world was turned upside down.

they live in shortcomings.

the daughter they raised with indulgence and wealth now had to scavenge for sustenance to survive

"We're facing it together, baby, I'm sorry, don't cry.

mama can't watch you cry" said Cynthia, wiping away Davira's tears.

"We fight ma"

Davira did not feel the pain that Mama suffered but from Vira please mama strong and fight for the cure of the disease mamah. Devil just wants Mama healed and we can get together again even if we just eat potluck"

"Dear dear Mama will fight for you for us"

"Thank you ma, Vira dear mama"

"Mama is also very fond of you Vira"then the two embrace each other strengthen, and,

Moments later they opened the paper bag that Rere gave them, while taking out the feeding box, they saw a white envelope at the base of the paper bag.

Davira and her mother looked at each other at the white envelope that was built tucked inside the paper bag.

With mixed feelings Cynthia picked up the envelope, inside were several hundred thousand bills and letters.

Davira and her mother cried again, they felt ashamed and grateful, when all relatives and friends were away, there were still good people who wanted to help.

Davira feeds his mother a meal, after praying, he immediately falls asleep on the sofa in the room.

The sound of heavy breathing indicates Davira sleeping soundly

"I'm sorry dear mama, I'm sorry for your troublesome mama.

Mama will fight against mama's disease for your sake" said Cynthia Lirih as she looked down at Davira, her favorite daughter

Cynthia looked at her sleeping daughter on the sofa, and she saw Davira, who looked very tired. In every Cynthia prayer she asked the power to be given the chance to see her daughter marry.

If God wants to take her life Cynthia sincerely because she feels calm her daughter is there to guard so there is no regret.

Cynthia's tears trickled down, she sobbed little while closing her mouth so that her daughter wouldn't hear.

The life of adequacy is now changed with a life full of suffering and tears.

No one even helped them.

Only Bambang was her husband's best friend who still helped him find work for Davira. While her husband's other friends prefer to stay away because they do not want to be asked for help by Cynthia.

He could only see without being able to help, he was helpless under his illness..

Now his daughter is working desperately to find money for her operation.

Cynthia feels very .....

An hour later, Davira woke up and immediately checked the clock on her wrist.

He suddenly got up and walked towards the sink making Cynthia surprised

"Astaghfirullah, mama why don't you wake me up?"

"You're so cool to sleep where mom wakes up. It can't be a day that you don't work darling" asked Sintia looking at her daughter with a face of pity.

While both of his hands are busy spinning the yarn.

Cynthia's activities in her spare time are now knitting. I don't want to stand idly by while his daughter is busy desperately looking for money for her sake.

Although the income is not much but Cynthia can at least ease the burden of her favorite Princess.

"Mom why don't you sleep and knit again, rest.

Davira doesn't want mom to be exhausted.

Leave everything the same Davira mah.

Davira knows Mama is worried.know mama is worried, but the condition of mama is the most important, Devira will worry if mama is sick again" said Devira

"Yes-yes, mama won't argue.

You take a quick shower and walk to work, it's mama's rest" said Cynthia, who did not want her daughter to worry about her.

"I took a shower first huh mah" said Davira then went into the bathroom in the treatment room Shortly afterwards he was out wearing neat clothes and immediately say goodbye to his mother.

Davira rushes to the parking lot but when Davira arrives in the lobby she meets Frans' doctor

He forgot that the handsome doctor was looking for him.

Doctor Frans was the doctor who handled her mother all this time.

Already 2 years Frans became a doctor subscription Cynthia so they already know each other especially Davira often ask opinions about the treatment of his mother.

Doctor Frans secretly helps Davira ease the cost of Cynthia's treatment.

Not that Davira does not know if Frans likes it just now Davira does not want to think about romance.

His life purpose is only one for the healing of his mother.

"Vira, are you going to work?????"ask Frans as soon as they cross paths

"Yes doc, Vira go first Doc because it's too late"

"Eh, sister Mila didn't tell you that I was looking for you??????" Ask Frans curiously

"Astagfirullah Sorry, Dok, Vira fell asleep and forgot hehehe.

Is there anything important about your illness?????" Davira asked immediately turned serious when it came to her mother

"It is not important, Yes I have brought you, all I want to go home, wait five minutes" said Dr. Frans,

"Vira can ride his own motorbike kok dock"

"I forced to wait a minute" said doctor Frans not to be rejected. Davira waited for Frans' doctor in the lobby.

He really does not want to owe more to the doctor Frans who has helped his mother a lot.