Selfish

Selfish
Selfish: 47


After driving Arin home safely to the house, although the two of them were more often bickering in the car, but it did not last long because Arin chose to be quiet as well as Zian. On the way, Zian felt a tremendous headache, plus his left chest was throbbing, Zian hit his chest to slightly relieve the pain but there was no point in even doubling the pain. Zian pulled his car over, he could not drive in this state, Zian leaned his body withstanding pain, waiting for this symptom to disappear and he would return to driving.


Not once, twice Zian experienced this, but often. Zian did not know what the cause was, initially there was an intention to go to the doctor just to check, but because of his activities are quite solid, the plan was postponed until now, until now, plus Zian is also not too confusing, after all, will be hilanh, he thought.


After feeling the pain had subsided, Zian again drove his car quickly, to get home soon.


Back home, Zian was welcomed by his beloved Mother and do not forget also Dad, he continued who he always called uncle, though several times Mother told him to get used to the more familiar call but Zian could not, his Uncle also understood because he knew more about how Zian felt.


"Eat first, baby," Mother stroked Zian's black mane, invited him to lunch together. Zian simply turned his head and smiled knotfully before shaking his head, refusing.


Mother frowned confused, but still forced while pulling the hand of the son just wayangnya to come to the dining table, because Mother Tau Zian often complained of stomach pain due to late eating, let alone breakfast Zian very rarely, very rarely, the reason there are always school activities to be completed, Mother can also guess that Zian also never had breakfast at school even though that is the reason that Zian always made. Mother knows very well, in addition to the cuisine, Zian will never eat it.


As a good father, Uncle Zian pulled out a chair for him to sit on, fetching Zian's favorite rice and side dishes.


Zian admitted, the effort of his father was not playing games, Zian so often feel guilty if he always called him Pama, but on the other hand Zian still can not forget the figure of his biological father. Okay, Zian will learn to accept whether starting from when.


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Rima was clearly shocked to find the condition of Arin who walked while Zian entered the house. The way of the road is also lame.


"Whose other cat are you chasing until you limp like this, Arin?" Rima helps Zian sit Arin on the couch.


"What's mom?" ketus Arin while giving his legs.


"I'm sorry, aunt. Arin is like this because of me," Zian looked down at his shoes, while Rima was still waiting for the continuation to understand more.


"Arin was late and climbed up the wall, I found her behind the school, then I punished her on the orders of the BK teacher" Zian explained as he continued to focus on the floor, where he was on the floor, but occasionally looked up to see Rima's expression how.


"Ohh because of the punishment, Mama guess because you're after the neighbor's cat, it's okay, Zian. Arin pantes kok dapet punishment, who told him to stay up yesterday playing PS with Dion here, had been said tomorrow school but his son ngeyel, yes this is what it is," finally Rima spoke because of Arin's delay. Zian gasped at the explanation of Rima, Dion again, Dion again. Besides his cousin's brother, now replace Arin he took, you playboy. Zian becomes increasingly irritated with Dion, especially to Arin too, is it not a problem with guys staying up late just because they play games? Both again.


"It's so, I say yes, aunt. Arin, don't forget to rest." Zian glanced at Arin full of intimidation, who was stared at only wailing softly.


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"Where are you going, Zi? In the afternoon instead of the palace even wandering," Mother approached Zian who was ready to step away.


"I'm gonna go out for a second, Bun. Search for the wind," the reason Zian made Mother nod slowly.


"But why is your face so pale, are you sick?" Mother's hand moved holding Zian's forehead but was immediately pushed gently by the owner.


"I'm fine, go first, yes" Zian kissed Mother's cheek before leaving.


It didn't take long, Zian finally arrived at the hospital, so it wasn't too crowded. Finally, Zian consulted one of the doctors who turned out to be an internal organ specialist, such as the heart, kidneys and others.


There, Zian conveyed his complaints all along, doctor Andre silently listened while slipping some conclusions and analysis based on a long explanation from Zian.


"The diagnosis will come out in two days, you can come here to check it out" said Andre's doctor, who was friendly, Zian actually did not wait to quickly know what the cause of the pain he always felt.


Finished from the hospital, Zian did not decide to go straight home, he stopped by the nearest Minimarket first to buy cola, Zian tuh doyan soft drinks, as long as not alcoholic, Zian is weak about it, besides being haram he is also allergic.


Arguably, drinking cola was one of Zian's impingements.


Zian sat in the available seat in front of the Minimarket to spend his drink. Suddenly his mind drifted far in his current condition, whether the pain in his left chest was the cause of him tired quickly and often felt dizzy extraordinarily, sometimes in the middle of the night Zian often vomited.


Zian closed his eyes, he remembered his late father had also been like this. Quickly Zian threw away his dirty thoughts.


It was almost afternoon, about two hours Zian sat in front of the Minimarket and had spent five cans of fizzy drinks. Going home, Zian met Dion who also happened to want to buy something in the Minimarket. Accidentally, their gazes met, Dion with his eagle eyes and Zian with his dark bead, stare at each other for a few minutes. They hate each other, especially at the time of the incident at Dion's house, Zian feels this way, besides his cousin and now the bastard in front of him wants to get close to Arin, who is, yes Zian knows their house is close together but there is no family bond like Zian and Agatha, so it is not natural that Dion had to stay at Arin's house, but Zian did not accept it. Heleh, even though there is nothing to do with Arin.


"What do you see, there's a debt I'm equal lo?" dion asked, cutting off their gazes before leaving before Zian, who looked like he was ready to pounce. Hearing the fact that Arin was late because Dion made Zian so angry and upset, not Bastian, not Dion the same.


Sorry, the story is not clear, confused to write what😭