Selfish
Selfish 77

Laras inhaled deeply, at the airport this time he was only escorted by his nyokap which happened to be free while bokap again busy at the office, as a result did not come. Laras not the problem is really, besides he also understands the business in the office again mumet. It's just that there is one less, of course the answer is Zian, yes Zian. The man who still holds the status as his lover did not come to take him to the airport, Yes Laras tau Zian is also currently fighting against his illness.

At a glance Laras glanced at the Mama who seemed busy talking to someone across there, Laras smiled knot and now turned to look at his phone, he said, please Zian contact or at least send him a message to just say goodbye to him, but the notification that Laras is waiting for does not come. Baras could only smile incessantly, whether his feelings of love would end here alone, trying to open his heart to a new person, was impossible. Laras immediately shook his head because he did not like the way he thought very strange.

Feeling hopeless, Laras put the phone in the bag after turning off the power because soon the plane he was riding will take off. Laras ran slowly towards the Mama who was not far from where he was sitting.

Mama Laras gave advice to his daughter before leaving, hope-hope Laras not daydreaming or teledor in the plane, because usually in this state of mind Laras likes to jump. The middle-aged woman understood very well what made her beloved daughter look indifferent from yesterday, there was no more happiness in her beautiful face.

And sure enough, Laras was completely tasteless on the plane. The food he ordered was not touched at all. Tears began to pour through the corner of his eyes, the shadow of Zian always disturbed his mind, with difficulty Laras tried to think positively with the circumstances but the heart always refused, the statements he received slowly shattered his hopes for Zian.

Laras took a rough breath, wiped his tears and turned to stare at the disinterested delicious food presented before him. Again Laras had no intention of touching it.

Drowsiness suddenly attacked, Laras improved his sitting position to be more comfortable and then slowly tried to sleep, hoping to meet Zian even though in a dream, it does not matter if Zian is always with him.

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Zian played an infusion hose embedded in the back of his hand, his condition had improved considerably and he should have been able to go home today, but Riana forbade on the grounds that Zian still needed special treatment here, zian had to languish again in this all-white room.

For a moment Zian remembered about Laras, the handsome young man had received several chats and messages from his lover, announcing that he was going back to London, where he was, but Zian did not have time to reply because Riana still did not give permission to play the phone.

Zian also had heard from Riana that Laras yesterday afternoon came to visit here, only that Zian was still sleeping as a result of Laras conveying greetings through his mother.

"Darling, why are you daydreaming? Laper huh?" Riana's soft voice immediately resuscitated Zian from the long daydream throwing a sweet smile towards her great woman while shaking her head.

"Keep, what's wrong with you? Is something troubling your mind?" Riana then sat down on the chair beside Zian's gurney, playing her son's fingers while continuing to look at him.

Zian looked up, looked at the ceiling and then refocused his gaze on the Mother.

"I only think about Laras," said Zian honestly, because after all he had to consult frequently on mind problems to Riana, Zian had rarely mengambam burden of thoughts alone, but he was not alone, he always told Riana except about her current illness, but now Riana knew so there was no secret between them.

"Why is this so? Oh yes, Mother forgot. Today she wants to go back to London," Riana patted her forehead, muttering that she was completely forgetful when it was just yesterday. Zian chuckled while nodding faintly.

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"A little holiday is coming, where are you planning a vacation?" Rini stretched her hands after playing games at Arin's house, they happened to time together while waiting for vacation time.

Arin tapped his chin thinking then looked back at Rini.

"Nothing, most lying at home to modar. Males I'm out of the house," replied Arin indifferently then continue playing. Rini clucked lazily, Arin emang mager people but not only doang dong collapse, two weeks of vacation filled for home only.

"Minimal healing is, to the beach kek to the mountain or not to tourist attractions such as waterfalls and others. At home doang mah not exciting," Rini crossed hands on the chest sign disagree with Arin.

"My best healing is a fall in the room alone. Smooth quota, full HP battery, many snacks, is more enough for me," whose name Arin is still Arin, does not care if all his friends go on vacation abroad or out of the universe, he still chose the house as the most comfortable place so far. Rini again clucked in annoyance, snatched the PS stick from Arin's hand then threw it into the mattress right behind them. Arin squinted his eyes, looking at Rini julid. Now what else?

"Don't want to know, tomorrow you come on vacation with me, we go to the top," Rini smiled proudly, every sentence he said contained coercion so that Arin became disinterested.

"Males, mending me to sleep in the room," Arin laid his body on the mattress, leaving Rini on the floor who just stared at him flat.

"Don't want to know, you have to come. Permission problems later I take care of, right I'm the same nyokap lo best friend forever," Rini patted his left chest proudly. Arin glared sharply, since when his mother wanted to menemenan same human model Rini, Arin aja nyesel once knew him, ehh gosh can not do that, not good.

After arguing for a while, they continued playing the game, this time the latest game that Arin had, he said this game is very selling in the market and the level is quite difficult, he said, so they both tried their luck who knew they were the first ones to win the game.

"Here we go, Papa Zola 5. I just came out of plastic, because if playing alone is not exciting, there is a lo here yes we have played together," cried Arin. Rini just watched.

Arin and Rini play until the afternoon, not remembering to eat. Rima until nagging knock-knock Arin's door is locked from the inside.

"Whatever, want to eat thank you, do not eat alhamdulillah, rice and my side dishes are not exhausted," grumbled Rima and went downstairs.