Selfish
Selfish 76

A few days passed, Zian's condition had improved but had to stay in the hospital even though the room had been moved. Nothing has changed, Zian's body is still equipped with a wide variety of medical devices.

Zian is currently being bribed to eat by the Mother, looks Riana painstakingly and lovingly treats Zian, Zian, for her all this time she failed as a mother for her son because she did not know at all the disease that had been suffered by Zian. Her eyes were back in tears considering the time when she received Zian's examination results from the doctor. Riana looked down at the empty bowl, closing her eyes to dampen all the clear grains that were ready to slide out.

"Now you rest, I go to the toilet for a while," Riana rubbed the back of Zian's hand and occasionally kissed the favorite single son's forehead. Zian nodded weakly trying to grasp Riana's palm, her strength was weak but engraved a happy smile on her face that still made Riana strong to see Zian's condition.

Riana wasn't entirely lying, she did go to the toilet but was cuna for a while. Riana went straight to the room of the Doctor who had been handling Zian. His hand moved knocking on the wooden door so that the inside command made him immediately pull the door knob and immediately enter, Riana did not have much time. Not wanting to leave Zian alone in her room, Riana had to straighten this out first so that her heart and mind could calm down.

There is a dialogue between two humans in a room, Riana who protested and asked for a re-diagnosis of the problem of Zian's disease, Riana is still not satisfied and hard to believe because all this time in Riana's view, Zian looks healthy and energetic all the time.

Doctor Andre just sighed softly, nodding confidently at the sign that all the results of his examination were never wrong. Riana immediately froze in place, now that she could not stand the tears anymore, the clear circle was racing down to tell the world that Riana was not okay, she said, his mind drifted everywhere, leading to negativity. Doctor Andre felt bad, with a heavy heart he could only rub Riana's back to calm down, there was nothing else he could do. Inwardly, Doctor Andre was also reluctant to reveal all this because it had tied an appointment with Zian himself but all this could not be withheld again, finally after Zian's condition worsened, Zian said, forced doctor Andre called Riana to his room, where Riana cried sobbing while holding a piece of paper containing the diagnosis of Zian's disease, he said, Riana sat on the floor because her legs seemed unable to support her body which was like jelly. Given first that her late husband also experienced the same thing with Zian made Riana immediately lose her spirit, she did not want the same incident to happen again. Twice losing someone she loved the most was the worst thing for Riana, if all that happened it seemed like the true light of Riana's life would dim forever.

With limp footsteps, Riana walked out of Doctor Andre's room after receiving some brief and useful explanations that might reduce Zian's pain. Riana could still be grateful because Zian's disease was not too severe, therefore as much as possible Riana will try her best for Zian's health despite having to undergo surgery even though the important thing is that her son can recover completely even though the estimate is only 60%.

Riana stood in front of Zian's room while wiping away the remaining tears, Riana did not want if Zian thought she had finished crying because of her condition. Riana did not like to see Zian grieving. However, somehow her tears always seeped out without being asked to make Riana difficult to control her own emotions.

After his breathing began to stabilize, his feelings had already improved. Riana opened the door of Zian's ward, looking young man with the help of medical devices on top of the gurney was sound asleep, completely not disturbed by the sound of the door being a little noisy if in a closed room.

Slowly his steps moved closer to the gurney, he stared at the handsome face with the perfect carving, what a very beautiful masterpiece of God. There were no tears falling back interspersed with an indecipherable smile, whose gaze was clear as if to speak that everything would be fine, and Riana promised to always accompany Zian, even willing to quit his job for the sake of his only son who is very dear to him.

Barrel fiddled with his laptop, his hands dancing on the keyboard pressing one by one the keys of the alphabet and forming a sentence. Laras snorted softly, tearing down his thick blanket while continuing to stare in annoyance at the lit laptop screen. Apparently Laras was making excuses to his lecturer to give him another week to be in Indonesia, choosing not to be frank, Laras contributed his Om as a material reason that makes little sense. Tells that this Om has just died when mah is still healthy wal afiat.

Laras kicked the wind because it was very upset, his time in Indonesia was staying tomorrow, but he still wanted to nemenin Zian until his girlfriend was cured well even though within a week had not been a hundred percent successful, but clearly Laras wants Zian to know that his love is sincere and not playful.

The girl threw her rough body on the bed, threw the blanket on the floor and ruffled her hair in frustration because tomorrow she had to be ready to leave for London.

Got word that Zian has made Laras happy not to play. It was very desirable that Laras immediately followed the idol to the hospital, but unfortunately he had to pack the goods for tomorrow.

"Huh, at least I still have time for farewell greetings with Zian," now Laras switch to play his phone, staring one by one notif from his friend in London, he said, the contents remind Laras that tomorrow is his last day in Indonesia. The most the notif of Joshua, his name alone that filled the screen. Baras read one by one Joshua chat, the contents just say congratulations back to London and be careful, that's all Joshua repeated dozens of times. Barrel snatching, tired he scroll chat Joshua turns out the content is the same all.

To save time, Laras plans to pack his goods today only because if you wait tomorrow will be hunted. Barrel grabbed the suitcase he usually used to travel. It's been a while and a little dusty, but it's only been a month. I had to clean it up first. Priority hygiene.

There's not much Laras brought, only half of the contents of his closet.

"What else is lacking? Hmm, I don't think there is." Laras stared at the wall clock, still at 2 p.m.

"Later in the afternoon I went to the hospital," Laras finally fell asleep tired.