Selfish
Selfish: 51

Arin performed Alan Walker's song 'Not You' by Emma Steinbakken. This song tells the story of someone who always tries hard to shake his loneliness and fear in the face of the harshness of the world after being abandoned by the person he loves. Present a new figure, but he is not the figure sought. (Readers certainly are no stranger to the same song). In singing, Arin immediately imagined Dion who had always lodged his name in Arin's heart even though the child was not sensitive at all, and there was Zian who tried to replace Dion but until now did not succeed at all, I don't know Arin is also not sure that clearly Dion is still a top priority for him. Arin knows how Dion prefers Agatha to her who is nothing, but does Arin have to throw away his joy while he has long loved Dion in silence, it would be useless?

Arin sings each part with full of passion so that his emotions are very strong. In Arin's heart was still worried about the opinions of others with his current voice, in Arin's mind as he finished with this song the entire audience would shout at him and throw him with plastic bottles, he said, uhh imagining it just made Arin shudder in horror. But it did not affect the focus in the song, he continued part by part with professionals, until the last part came along with soft music that increasingly weakened sign of the song was over.

All were stunned after Arin's performance on stage was over, it took 5 minutes more to dazzle the audience with her voice. Arin closed his eyes, afraid to see the expressions of the students and schoolgirls below the stage who were currently still not making any sound at all, only a domineering silence, the whispers and disfiguring sentences no longer sounded in Arin's ears. Slowly Arin opened his eyes, slowly but surely. Arin frowned confused because there was no sound at all, just looking at Arin with a look of admiration plus disbelief. Instantly Arin lowered his head, embarrassed that the audience might be mute and deaf because of his voice while singing earlier, but the sound of clapping and whistling enlivened the atmosphere, Arin was shocked and could not believe what he heard, even the students who had doubted and denounced him also followed the applause below.

"Great, great!!" That's how everyone screams. Arin daydreamed for a while, but Arin himself realized how his voice damaged his sense of hearing but how their reaction was different, like need to see a doctor, so Arin thought.

"What I'm saying is, your voice is good so don't bother" Zian said when Arin got off the stage, but the screams and applause were still heard until someone shouted loudly to ask Arin to sing again.

"Bacot lo Zian, move aside I want to eat, laper," Arin said as he pushed slowly Zian's chest, with Zian's hands swiftly holding Arin's wrist.

"By the way, you were cool too, I can hardly believe you were designing the stage that fast. The light from the stage lights adds to the mellow impression of the song you performed earlier, I like," said Zian while continuing to stare at Arin intensely until unconscious there is still Rangga nearby again watching the two of them.

Arin immediately pulled out his hand, as his heart was already disco in there, plus his face was a little hot it might have been flushed, reddened, fortunately under the stage the lights did not highlight towards them so Zian could not see Arin's red face.

"Lebay lo, mending treat me to eat because I have done what you want," replied Arin while turning his face in the other direction.

"What is your stomach made of? That feeling you've eaten three bowls?"

"Blak rice is different, seblak has included a snack for me, if rice is heavy food, well incidentally from home I have not eaten rice."

"Later, I'm done with the show." Zian passed away leaving behind Arin who was very upset.

"What am I talking about?" rini snapped because not responded at all by Arin, only seen doang with a flat face.

"Yes denger, the sound of lo kayak toa mushola yakali I do not cry," said Arin then walked past Rini just like that.

"Where are you going? The show is not finished yet, do you have any interest in seeing the famous band? He said he wanted to perform now," shouted Rini as he continued to pursue Arin's steps which Rini admitted was very fast.

"Eat the prayer falter, end it back again," replied Arin casually after realizing Rini was already beside him aligning their steps.

"And you ate seblak, Arin. Laper time again?"

"Yes you think it yourself, nervous plus groggy it runs out of energy, obviously dong I laper again, after all just seblak doang kok."

On the way, Arin and Rini are intercepted, who else is the culprit if not Nayla. (Hadeuh, he again, he again. What the hell do you want?)

Nayla looked at Arin from top to bottom, but her gaze was like a person who hated really, Arin herself just glanced at Nayla lazy, it seemed like she was going to deal with this woman of insignificance.

"But you? Proud of you, can steal the attention of Zian and all students and teachers in this school because of the sound of lipsync lo? You think I'm gonna be fooled huh?" shouted Nayla with a fiery face, very if she was jealous and jealous again.

"What do you mean? Lipsync from where try, Arin's voice is indeed from the bottom is good, you're just an excess of envy. Arin, your voice turned out to be very good until thought lipsync same mak attached," kekeh Rini with a mocking face. Inevitably, Nayla's anger was provoked and was about to pounce on Arin who daritadi just silence while occasionally a smile of disdain. However, tangannha is blocked by someone who is definitely not Arin and Rini.

Arin was silent, because that person was Dion.