
Raile sighed. His clenched hands tried to hide any mixed feelings in his heart. In the room of the doctor Tadashi, he was silent to watch the man who was busy looking at the results of Revan's examination.
"So how's doc?" Tanya Raile finally.
Tadashi sighed and looked at the golden-manic youth. He leaned his back against the chair and stared fixedly at the young man's gold bead.
"As you know, Revan has amnesia. He only remembered events that had not happened for a long time, but did not remember at all about his past. Maybe that's also the reason Revan forgot about you." Obviously doctor Tadashi.
Raile lowered his head. He really doesn't know what to do now. But he was a little surprised when he felt a soft touch at the top of his head.
"He will definitely remember you. Slowly, his memories will surely return. In the meantime, don't over-exert her memory. Maybe you can start by making a new leaf in her memory of you. It might help remind her slowly." Tadashi smiled warmly.
"Thank you... I'm just... Don't know how to. Revan is like this because of me. Because of my unwary fault, Revan must be hurt. All this time he suffered enough... Maybe all of this is worth it... After everything I did to... My own biological sister..." Raile's speech involuntarily began to shed his tears.
Tadashi who saw it immediately hugged Raile, giving the young man some warmth. He realized that everything Raile had been through was too much for a child his age.
"That's it... Don't keep blaming yourself like that. Problems will not be solved just by blaming yourself. Everything's gonna be okay..."
Raile nodded slightly. "I'm sorry... Hix... I should have been stronger..."
Tadashi nodded slowly. "Just because you're a guy doesn't mean you can't cry. Thas... Luapin..."
I don't know when the last time Raile cried like this. As if losing control of himself, Raile let all the tightness and pain he felt shed in tears. He does not know why it can be as emotional as this, but occasionally express the burden that he feels there is no harm, right?
A feeling of calm and relief approached him after that. Makes them calmer and able to control themselves.
"Is it better?" Tadashi asked who was only answered with a nod by the young man. There was shame in her from crying like that in the presence of others.
Tadashi smiles knots and gives a list of drugs that Revan must consume to help his selection.
Raile thinks a little, it's impossible if Revan should be at the Shadow Agent's headquarters, right? Would bringing her home with her be better? Maybe it will help Revan to recall his past.
*****
Tok tok...
The door was knocked and soon a voice of someone invited him in. The golden-looking young man opened the door and entered the room, smiling.
"Hi Rev, how are you doing now?" Tanya Raile is stale.
"It's still the same." The answer is short.
In Raile's heart he cursed himself for asking such a question.
While Rei looked to pay attention to Raile, realizing a slight awkwardness to the young man. "Raile, are you crying?"
Raile froze for a moment. "T-no... Just a flickering." His lie.
You know, an overly sensitive person is a bitch! Moreover, not knowing the situation directly said what he was thinking.
Rei narrowed his eyes, putting on a suspicious expression. "You're a pas-"
Cring...
Raile breathed a sigh of relief. What a great time! At least he survived for now.
"There's mission... How'this?" Raile muttered slightly whispering.
"You take care of Revan, let me go."
"Eh but if agent Raka knows?"
"Let me take care of it. You take care of your sister." Said Rei while patting Raile's shoulder.
Raile. "Heart of heart."
Rei simply replied with his thumbs up and stepped out of the room.
The door was closed and Raile and Revan were in the room. Revan closed his eyes while sighing. The wind blew into the room from the open window. Now the rain had subsided and the sunlight began to shine back on the earth.
The light seemed to highlight the ruby-mannered young man who was lying on his bed. Her hair slightly swayed in the wind from outside.
"What mission do you mean?" Revan's question arrived, leaving Raile a little confused to answer her.
"Ah, that... Just an agency mission. Yep... That's how..." Raile answered nervously.
Revan simply fell silent and averted his gaze. Honestly, a situation like this made him uncomfortable.
"Revan... You really don't remember anything about me?" Ask Raile again. Even though he knew exactly what the answer was.
"No."
There was tightness in his chest upon hearing that answer. But he kept trying to smile. You can't look weak in a situation like this.
"Well, how about we start over? I'm Raile, your brother. We're.. It was separated when it was small but not anymore!"
'Because from now on I will make up for all my mistakes to you.' Raile continued inwardly
"Pulse... All right, I-"
'Start receiving her hm?'
Revan's words were cut off instantly upon hearing that voice which was also along with the pain that had appeared in his head.
"Revan what's wrong? You okay?" Raile asked in panic.
Like no? Seeing someone who suddenly in pain like that certainly makes panic, right?
However, he felt a bit of awkwardness here.
"You sure you're worried about her?" Revan asked in a flat tone of voice. He looked towards Raile, who was also making the young man with net gold surprised.
"Revs.. You're... "
TB