Sharing Love: Love Me Once Only
Letter From His Ex-Wife

The study of the death of the dance has been completed. It means that a week has left the world. Although sadness still covers the Dirga family, but all have sincerely let go of Tari.

"Why daydream, hmm?" asked Gita who saw her husband daydreaming in the back yard. Dirga smiled and patted the chair beside her, Gita who understood her husband's intentions immediately sat beside Dirga.

"Dari must be happy right?", she asked softly. Gita is also sad to lose Dance. Although her attitude always hurt her, Gita knows that everything Tari does is because she is afraid of losing love from Danar. And Gita just found out, if it turns out Dirga loves Dari like her own sister. It is clear that Dirga's regret after Tari's departure. He also heard the January story of how their relationship used to be. Dirga loves Dance in her own way.

"Of course, he was happy and lived quietly. He will be prayed for by many for his kindness while in the world!."

A few days ago, a lawyer came to Dirga's house. The departure of Dance that brought him there. Apparently, Tari had already handed over the treasures she had to the orphanage foundation. Maybe he has a feeling about his departure. Dari even left a letter to her ex-husband to her lawyer. As the last message, of course Dirga gave it to Danar.

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Danar sits in a wheelchair in his yard. His hand still holds a letter from his ex-wife, Tari. Not sure what Tari wrote for him, Danar has not had the courage to read his ex-wife's last letter.

"Read, Mom. You will know what Mbak Tari wrote!," Anya said. She kept watching her husband. She even accompanied Danar and helped whatever her husband needed.

"I don't have the courage to open it, Him. I was afraid, my guilt grew even greater when I read the last letter from him!."

Anya heny could sigh, after coming out of the hospital, Danar was indeed a little quiet. Maybe it was guilt that made him like this.

"Mbak Tari wrote that for you. There's certainly something he wants to say. If you don't open it, you won't know what Ms. Dari will say!."

Danar looked at his wife, she was so lucky that there was still Anya who would accompany him in such a difficult time. All her property is gone, Anisa's house is no longer even theirs. Fortunately, Anisa's cosmetics company was not diverted in the name of Tari, otherwise, of course, now they have become homeless.

"Open up, that way it might give you peace!."

Danar nodded slowly, slowly opening the envelope. And the first thing he saw was a black and white ultrasound photo on behalf of Mentari. There were two double-striped tespecks and a letter that he believed was the handwriting of his ex-wife.

Anya stroked the husband's shoulder, giving strength to the fragility experienced by her husband.

"Patiently, Mom. I'm sure Mbak Tari is calm in nature!." Danar nodded back. Then he opened a letter from Tari.

Mom, I don't know why all of a sudden I want to write this letter to you. I ... don't know why I've been tired lately. I began to realize all my mistakes, and I regretted ever doing evil to everyone. You, Mama Anisa, Dirga and Gita.

You know, when you start to change, I feel like half my soul just leaves. I want to be first for you, I want to be your solder like I used to be. But it seems, everything is impossible because your affection is starting to erode and go for another heart. As a woman and as a wife, of course I do not want to share with anyone. But whatever my data is, it seems like fate is not on my side. And I have to accept it.

I am happy to be your wife, I am happy to be able to live with you. But it all feels empty when everyone demands me to be the way you want me to be. I'm depressed, I'm frustrated, even when I need you. You're even leaving. From there I realized that your love is no longer mine. And I don't want to be selfish every so often. I decided to leave you after I found out she was in my possession. It doesn't matter if I lose you, because I already have a part of you. I'm trying to let you go.

But, I was even more disappointed when I found out you were going to have a child with another woman, even though I was pregnant with our child. No one cares about me, no one worries about me, not even everyone keeps away from me. Hahah, I'm selfish, aren't I? I even got angry and refused Anya to be your wife, even though you had to take responsibility for her pregnancy and also your child who was in her stomach.

Honestly I'm angry, I'm hurt. Sorry for secretly taking over all your property, but all I did was not for me but for me to give to those in need. That's how I repay my heartache to you. I hope you'll forgive me for this. You're a great man, I'm sure you'll easily return to what you used to be. Consider what I take from you, is compensation for the heartache you have inflicted on me.

I still love you, Mas. Now, tomorrow and forever ....

Live well after this, be a good father to your son and make him proud to have a father like you.

Me and our son will be waiting for you here, hopefully we can meet again someday.

Greetings my dear

Mentari

Danar tergugu, he was crying so much. Regret always comes later, and now he again regrets what he did to Dari. Anya cried to see her husband so bitter.

Without them knowing, from a distance someone stared at them furiously.

"You will receive my recompense for the death of my daughter and my grandson. I won't let you live happily in pain, Dance!."