Sharing Love: Love Me Once Only

Sharing Love: Love Me Once Only
Destruction of Dance


Dance freezes. Emotions, disappointment, annoyance, heartache. Everything is mixed into one within him. The husband she loves is actually double. Even planted the seed in the heart of another woman when she struggled to get a baby.


"I'm not going to agree to anything. They can get married religiously, but I won't let them legally marry!", Tari said, leaving the living room.


"It's all your fault, cheap lady!", he said to Anya, "You happy now? You've destroyed my daughter's household. As a fellow woman, you should still have the heart not to hurt another woman. If you're seasonal....!"


"Don't blame Anya, Tania. He also did not want to suffer such a fate. Here he is just a victim. All this is destiny. You say as if you were the most holy woman. You're just insulting yourself. So it's best to make fun of it before insulting others!."


Tania and Agung instantly fell silent to Anisa's insinuation.


"And you're Danar. Mama doesn't want to know, but Tari has to give you permission to marry. Mama wants your marriage to Anya to be legal in the eyes of religion and country!." Danar nodded resignedly, occasionally he glanced at Anya who was only silent from earlier.


"You'd better go home, Tania. Let Danar persuade Tari to approve this marriage!", Anisa said lightly


"You kicked me out when my daughter's condition was destroyed like this? Really, don't you have a heart? At least I should accompany Tari, because I'm sure. You won't care about him!."


Anisa stared at her ex-wife fiercely, "Dance is not a child that needs to be accompanied by her parents. He is an adult, he just needs to make peace with his circumstances and heart!."


Say Anisa's cruel, but all she does is for the common good.


"Basic has no heart. Very easily you speak. You don't know how my daughter feels!."


"Of course I know. I even know very well. You didn't forget, did you, who did that to me?", Tania went back into silence. With a feeling of annoyance he picked up the bag and left his iron house.


"Well, let's take you to your room!", Anisa walked up the stairs. Bring Anya to the room beside Danar and Tari's room, or rather, Gita's room first.


In the guest room, Danar and Agung are still both silent. The two men at different ages felt awkward for each other.


"I don't know what you've done to bring Anya here. I'm saying thank you for that. But I hope after this, you don't have to see us again!", Danar said, standing up.


"Papa did all this to make up for all the mistakes papa had made in the past. I hope you'll give me an apology!."


Danar stopped, then without turning his head he said, "Pardon does not mean forget. It's late, you better go home!."


Danar left Agung alone. The old man sighed. Apparently Danar has not been able to forget and forgive all his mistakes. With heavy steps, Agung left Anisa's house.


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Anya looked around the room she was going to occupy. Big figura hanging on the bed. And what makes him surprised because the photo is a wedding photo of Gita and Danar. There are so many questions that fill his head. So, the Gita they're talking about is the boss's wife right now. How is this world so narrow, what does fate plan on it? Why should he be in this family circle?.


"Sorry, Danar has not had time to take down her first wedding photo!", said Anisa. "You might be wondering about the situation right now. I'm sure you know Gita, she's your boss's wife now!", Anis sighed harshly. He recounts all the household trips Danar started with Gita to Tari.


Anya just be a listener without intending to say anything. The fact he heard made him disbelieve was also a little afraid.


Oh God, what are you really planning? Why would I have to deal with a bad guy like Danar? Will my fate be like that of Gita who ended horribly? Moreover, Danar's wife denied our existence. Should I leave this house? I can't possibly have a marriage with someone who can't even forget another woman. Even though I don't have any feelings for him. Bathin Anya


You have to hold on, Anya. At least until your child has a clear identity. You can leave after this child is born.


"If my mother could ask. Endure your child until he or she has a clear and valid birth certificate and identity. That way, in the future your life will be easier. Mama will also not be hands off with your life later. Mama knows, you can't accept Danar yet. And mama won't ban you if someday you want to part with Danar!."


Anya looked at her future father-in-law, the woman seemed to know the contents of her mind. For some reason, every word that came out of Anisa's mouth was soothing to her.


"Now rest. If you need anything, you can tell Mom. Or ask auntie!."


Anya smiled. Anisa left him in the room. Anya herself still felt alien to this place. More precisely, he was afraid that Danar would suddenly enter his room. He had to be careful with that man.


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Sleeping dance on her husband's back. Not to speak, just to look at her husband she was reluctant. His heartache is still feeling. It was as if he had no life anymore. The shadow of a happy life after the departure of Gita is in fact just a dream. Danar is Danar.


"Dance, I know you haven't slept. Let's talk!", pinta Danar


Dance fluttered, tears flowing down her face. That voice, the one he had always wanted to hear. But now, he did not want to hear any of the sentences that came out of that voice.


"Dance, I beg you. We need to talk to make everything clear. I don't want this problem to drag on!."


Dance turned and looked at her husband sharply, the rest of the tears were still clearly visible on both cheeks.


"What else to talk about, huh? You betrayed me, Mom. Betraying the promise of our love!", he said softly


Danar sighed, yes ... He realized he was the culprit of everything.


"I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to betray our marriage. At that time I was unconscious. I didn't do it on purpose!", said Danar regretfully


"Huh, you didn't intentionally? But the proof is that the woman is now pregnant with your child!!. Great, one shot so direct. No accident will come to fruition, Mas. Or is this just your excuse because I can't give you offspring?", accuse Tari.


"No Dance. Everything you say is not true. I was really fucked up. My mood is not good, plus you always piss me off. So it all just happened!."


Dari stared intently at her husband, "So you blame me? I don't even know anything, Mom. You're just looking for excuses, you're acting like a victim. But in fact, you did it. You!!."


Danar scooped his face in frustration, he was really hard to explain everything to the stubborn Dance.


"I'm tired, Dance. It is your attitude that makes me sick. You acted without thinking about my feelings. You always accuse me of being non-no. Suspicious, jealous, that's what you always do. You want to know why I want Gita back? That's because he's more mature. He can calm me down when my heart and mind are tired. Unlike you who don't want to understand what I want. You're childish! Want to win by yourself. Even when I'm messed up, you don't calm me down, but make me mess up. I can't have the Gita back, I'm also disappointed with your attitude. I got drunk and ended up desecrating Anya. It's all my fault, I'm the brengs*ek, but try to think. Who made me like this? You, you're the one who's Dance!!."


Dance froze, Danar's words hitting her heart hard. Just this time Danar vented his feelings. Dari thought, her attitude is natural. He doesn't want to lose Danar. But in fact, all this happened can not be separated from his selfishness.


"I'll still marry Anya. I hope you agree to this and give us permission to legally marry in the eyes of religion and law!."


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