Sharing Love: Love Me Once Only
Go Without Pamit

"We're getting a divorce soon. Go now!."

Deg

Danar closed his eyes holding tightness in his chest. Gita's words have confirmed that his wife can no longer forgive him. No more opportunities like before, this time, Danar will completely lose the Gita for good.

"Why are you still here?. Go!!!."

"Come on Danar, we'd better go first!" asked Anisa

With a shunt, Danar leaves Gita's nursery. It's hard to leave his wife with another man, but how else. Gita herself did not want her presence.

"They're gone!" said Dirga

"Sister should go home too!" said the woman

Dirga looked at Gita in surprise,

"No, I'll accompany you here. Ana is out of town taking care of a new project with the team. So no one is looking after you right now!." explained Dirga

Gita sighed, though,

"I want to be alone!." she softly explained

Dirga pulled a chair and sat next to Gita's bed. He looked back at the weak woman,

"You must be planning something. You want to go and disappear, right?. You want to make everyone worry about you?!." guess Dirga

Gita looked at her boss,

"I know what your brain is!!." the man's lips, Gita snorted in annoyance

"I no longer have a passion for life. All ruined, my life is meaningless!." Gita smiled wailing at her fate.

"Then do you want to run away from the problem?!", Gita held a slow auction

"I know it's all so hard for you. But you can't run away from reality. Solve your problems first, then you can leave after that!", said Dirga. The man looked at Gita with a shady look. His hands even strained the tears that came out from the corner of his eyes.

"I want it all to be over soon. I don't want to lament my fate for too long. I must rise, I must start a new life. I should be able to forget all these bitter memories. But it feels so hard. I don't even know where to start and where to go!", Gita was in tears again. Really, Dirga can't bear to see it.

"Go with me. Like I said to Danar. If he comes back to hurt you, I'll take you away!", Gita shakes her head again. He didn't want to trouble Dirga for the umpteenth time.

"No, I'm sorry brother. I can't go with you. I don't want to get you involved in this. It's been enough for you to help me all this time!", said Gita

He cupped Gita's face, making her look at him.

"I've already considered you my sister. So, I should have helped you. If you don't want to go with me, I know who can help you!",

The Gita just flinch, somehow her fate ahead. He himself does not know, which is clear. He wants to end his household with Danar and start a new life with no shadow of the past.

****

Danar returned to the hospital because his heart and mind were so troubled. Just coming home, he had already thought of his wife. Finally, he decided to go back to the hospital. No matter how hard Gita rejected it. Danar just wants to apologize and if he can, hopefully Gita will not file for their divorce.

The man walked into Gita's nursery. Upon arriving in front of the room, he sighed. Then open the door. Empty, Gita's room is tidy, did Gita move rooms?. Think,

Danar immediately came out, he walked towards the administration room to inquire about his wife's whereabouts.

"Excuse me sus, patient of orchid room no 5, not in the room. Did the patient move rooms?!",

"The patient on behalf of Anggita Geavina has gone home half an hour ago sir!",

Deg

"Suster sure the patient's home?. Try the check again, maybe the room was moved!", force Danar

"The patient has come home, sir!",

Danar's heart rumbled, emotions began to overwhelm him. How dare Dirga take Gita home without her consent.

Not wasting time, Danar immediately headed to the parking lot and then drove his car to Dirga's apartment.

Upon arrival at Dirga's apartment, Danar rang the apartment bell. Unfortunately no one opens the door, Danar believes Dirga has taken Gita away and hid his wife.

I will make calculations with you, he said furiously

Danar left again, this time he went to his mother's house. He will enlist Anisa's help in finding Gita's whereabouts. If necessary, Danar will report Dirga to the police for taking people's wives away.

Emotions that dominate him make Danar kalap. He almost hit a motorist if he did not immediately hit the brakes of his car. Danar hit the steering wheel hard. His mind was only on Gita, even the call from Tari he ignored.

Now that Danar arrived at his mother's house, he entered with slow steps. Anisa was sitting in the living room. He did not even notice his presence.

"Ma!",

The middle-aged woman looked at her son.

"What are you here for?", asked Anisa coldly

"Dirga took Gita away!",

Anisa was relaxed, could she have known about Gita's departure,

"From your attitude, I'm sure you already know this!", guess Danar

"Dirga didn't take Gita away. But you made him leave!",

"Ma ... !",

"What's?. It's true, you made the Gita go away. After all, which wife would stand to have a husband like you. It's polygamy, KDRT anyway. Good thing Gita didn't report you to the police. Otherwise, you're already in jail!", cynical Anisa

Danar rubbed his hair in frustration. His intention here was not to argue with his mother. But Anisa even more blame and corner him.

"I came here to ask Mama to help me find Gita. Not hearing my mom blame me more!",

"Loh, you're wrong. Why not accept?",

Danar growled with annoyance, he grew dizzy to hear his mother's words.

"If you want to find the Gita, find it yourself. Mama won't help you. After all, Mama doesn't know where Gita went, even if Mama knows, mama won't tell you!", Anisa breezed away just leaving Danar in the living room. The man looked increasingly frustrated. Where he's going to find Gita, Danar doesn't even have more information about Dirga.

With a chaotic feeling, Danar stood up and began to step out of the living room. But the words of Anisa were able to make his heart feel stopped beating,

"Gita has filed for divorce. Congratulations, you will finally be happy with your lover!",

Deg