
Andini's day is no longer bright, the smile on her face is very expensive to gush back. There is no passion for everything. Rasya her husband who never bored and continue to give spirit to Andini. Grasping Andini when he was in his difficult times. Make Andini can slowly rise from its slump.
"Andini. Don't be like this. God does not like his servant who complains impatiently about the test." Rasya said try and keep trying to make Andini cheerful again as usual. Naturally his heart was deeply beaten. Feelings destroyed.
Losing the figure of a father and will not be able to have children from his womb. Really it was a great blow that made Andini feel lost his strength.
"But why Rasya? Why does God test when I am ready to be a mother? Why does God not allow me to be a mother? I feel like a woman for nothing." He said back to crying.
"Istighfar darling. Nothing is in vain. God tests his servant only because he is able to receive it. We should not look too high up. Try looking down. There are still many people outside who are like you even more than you Andini. For years, marriages had no children. Some even had to lift their uterus. You can still be a mother. Nothing is impossible, dear. Trust that Allah is Great. If God wills, we will be parents." Rasya.
"God took Dad still a few days ago. Then God took away my hope of becoming a mother. Rasya why is this happening?" Her crying.
"Honey. We'll all go back to Him. Sooner or later it's just about the secret of time. Don't be like this."
"But...." Without a finished answer Rasya immediately pulled Andini's hand and hugged her tightly making a sense of comfort for Andini.
"Stop being sad, baby. There are many other things that will make us happy. Believe that God is fair. Give everything to God. Let God govern." Rasya said again and again to make the inner Andini feel knocked.
"Don't cry anymore. We pray together yok. You take wudu first." Take Rasya.
Andini who is still in Rasya's arms in the comfort that he will always miss.
Without answering Andini nodded and rose from her seat then went to the bathroom to take the wudu followed by her husband Rasya because she was still a little anxious to see the current condition of Andini.
Finished taking the wudu then Rasya and Andini immediately performed the congregational magrib prayer.
***
"Mama." Call Andini on the phone.
"Why son. Is your voice so lethargic?" Ask Sinta
"It's okay ma." Answer Andini hide. Andini who could not bear to tell his suffering to his mother. Afraid that her mother would be shocked or even surpass herself if she heard the bitter news. And it's all been approved by Rasya himself.
"Are you okay, son?" Ask Sinta again.
"Good Ma. Mama how?" Andini asked, distracting her mother.
"Also good, son. Thank goodness." Answer Sinta.
But it seems like something is strange. Sinta felt that her only child was not okay. After ending the phone Sinta down to call Bi Jumi her ART helper.
"Bi Jum."
"She's Madam." Replied Jumi who was slightly running towards Sinta.
"You take care of the house. I'm going to Andini Jum's house." Say Sinta later.
"Good mistress. What's wrong with Non Andini?"
"Entahlah Jum's. I feel a little strange. My feelings are not calm. When I called Andini, her voice was very weak. That's why I want to meet him."
"Alright. May Non Andini be well." Hope Jumi before Sinta out to the parking lot of his car.
Arriving at Andini's house.
"Vaalaikumussalam. Uh Sinta Ma'am. In Mom!" Lela's orders of new aides Andini and Rasya are still this week. Previously he had been acquainted when Sinta and Rina were here for the first day Lela worked here.
"Still Bi. Andini Where?" Ask Sinta after sitting at the guest table.
"There's above the ma'am. I'll call you for a minute."
"I can go up to Bi."
"certain Ma'am. Please!" Said Lela inviting Sinta to go upstairs to Andini's room.
"Assalamualaikum darling." Salam Sinta then entered Andini's room.
"Vaalaikumussalam. Uh Mama. Sit down ma." Andini said, sitting from her sleep.
"Why are you sleeping, son. You sick?" Ask Sinta.
"No Ma. I'm fine. Just a little tired." Answer Andini.
"Your husband where son. It was under Mama not seeing it."
"Rasya is out Ma. Someone called he said there was an important business and sudden coincidence." Andini.
Sinta nodded little understanding it.
Andini who was pretending to be strong in front of Mama. Until finally Mama said to go back home because she had seen the condition of her son who continued to say that he was fine.
***
The next day when Andini was in the cottage. Finished chatting with other santriwati also with ustazah there. Make Andini's day a little bright. But when in silence one of ustazah who is now close even akbar with Andini, as if knowing that Andini is not fine.
"You why Andini? What's the matter? If you want to tell me!" Flower Saying.
"No Flowers. I'm fine." Andini tries to convince herself to be strong.
"Sounds there a serious problem? Sorry if I asked you about your personal problems Andini. But once we get to know it feels like you're already like my real brother. Your sadness makes me feel sad too."
Flowers embrace Andini which makes her unable to hold back her tears again and again out. At this time when Andini was alone with Flowers made Andini tell his complaints that made him very hit.
"I can't have children. While the late father wanted my grandson before he breathed his last. Besides I couldn't contain that time, but now I won't be able to carry it forever. It felt like my life was at stake to hear the doctor convict me of an endometriosis stay. What would I say to Mama while Mama already misses her granddaughter to be present." Andini said despite a slight stutter as she spoke while crying.
Hearing Andini's story, the Flower who understood the condition of his heart. How sad she felt.
"Andini. Be calm. It was just the doctor who convicted. There's still a possibility. It is from Allah SWT." Answer Flowers.
"Trust that everything that is inflicted on His servant is limited to his ability Andini. Pray and hope only to Allah SWT."
"Thank You Flowers have made me a little relieved and better."
"Don't thank you all Andini. It's an obligation for me."
"Your heart is glorious Flowers. May God take care of you."
"So is Andini. May God always strengthen your heart. Keep your happiness."