SHBY's Husband For ANDINI
Andini's Sadness

Darkened

The sky was dark that felt very dark

Forcing yourself to accept reality

Forcing yourself to be at a point instead of a hope

Disappeared

You have to lose all hopes and dreams

I will be able to pass through

"Don't cry, son." Sinta said to Andini who was crying in the corner of the waiting chair.

"Ma. What am I supposed to do?" Andini who was embracing her mother and immediately embraced her with a sense of sadness that bertubi.

"Your decision is right, son." Sinta reassured her son.

"What about Kevin? What about the dreams and jobs that will be waiting for me?" Andini said she hoped her mother understood what she was feeling right now.

"Trust me son. Everything is best for you. Your failure today will be the greatest success, son." Obviously, my mother to her son.

"I'm confused ma."

"Mama understands son. It's for your father."

Andini who continues to cry in the arms of her mother as if her world is increasingly lost. He really could not bear to see his father lying sick like that.

Especially after the doctor said that his father's age is not long.

Just hear it as if the world has been lost especially later when the doctor's speech is true destiny from God. Will Andini be ready with everything.

***

"Assalamualaik." Rina and Rasya are now on the doorstep of the hospital where Zidan is being treated.

"Vaalaikumussalam. Come inside!" Answer Andini.

"How's your father Andini doing?"

"It's still like that Mother" Andini replied with a very sad look on her face.

"Patience Child! Pray for your father's recovery!"

"Thank you Mom" Andini replied to Rina who was sitting next to her in her father's room in the care.

"Lookin Sin. We're here at the request of Andini's father. We're here to propose to Andini as Rasya's daughter-in-law and wife"

"Alhamdulillah. I hope this is a better start. We have accepted this proposal. That's right, son." Say Sinta and ask briefly to Andini.

Andini who did not answer a word he just nodded slowly assented.

"But if we can ask for the marriage of Andini and Rasya son we held in the hospital how Rin." Sinta.

"How's Nak?" Ask Rina to her son.

"Where is it good for you." Rasya's reply made Andini think about things that were not appropriate.

'It's so bad that guys get married fast especially with me. Substantial. Just watch out later. You will not meet his name happy.' Andini in her heart.

Everything went well in preparation for marriage. Starting from looking for a wedding dress and shirt, although choosing clothes to meet only Sinta and Rina without being followed by Andini or Rasya.

Andini who was forced but not with Rasya. Rasya who did not vote for the reason that there are activities that he will bring in the mosque where he usually brings lectures. Little asked permission from the hospital to give permission to marry here in the room Zidan who was weakly asleep and asked permission to be able to give a little decoration to the room. The previous one was a lot of incidents for that but still they worked on and finally the hospital agreed to the plans of both families.

Andini who continued with her frustration lamented the fate that was not her desire at all. Will he be able to live his life married to such a man who is not at all his dream.

'Kevin.' It flows in the heart.

'May you understand that this decision does not want me. I still love you Kev. Hopefully we can be together later. I'm sorry for taking this path. It's for the sake of Father's wish that only in this way can you recover to not burden your mind. I love Daddy I love you too Kevin.' Andini's Heart continues and always disturbs her feelings. It makes him weak and helpless. Occasionally accompanied by a Nestapa cry.

"God, this is your best decision." Say someone from behind.

"You know what you're about that."

"May you understand what your father and your family mean by setting us up." Rasya continued to lower his gaze.

"No need to talk like that. It wants you, doesn't it? You deliberately accepted their request to torture me." Ask Andini.

"I'll marry you by keeping the mandate of my Mom and Mama and your Dad Andini."

"You don't know about marrying without love. Because you never feel it. Don't feel it just seeing a girl either you've never been anything at all." Andini Ledek.

"Rasulullah S.A.W said: The eyes are a poisoned arrow from the arrow of Satan. Whoever abandons him out of fear of Allah S.W.T., then Allah gives him the faith which he will obtain in his heart his sweetness." Rasya then said.

"You're a pretentious man." His shouting.

Without response Rasya continued to step foot leaving Andini alone in the waiting room of the hospital.

...The Prophet S.A.W also warned :...

...Meaning:...

...“Fear you against the slander of the world and the slander of women. For the beginning of the slander that befell the children of Israel are women.”...

Andini, who kept tucking in her heart, said

'How will he become my husband? will it stay that way? why her? why should he? why can she?.is it possible that our household will be like what it will be? hum I don't know.' Saying Andini nagging nagging occasionally issues ****** asphyxiated on her breath.

***

"Hopefully it will go well, son. And you can be a good husband and sholeh to your wife. Your family is blessed by Allah SWT." Said Rina to her son Rasya.

"Pray me Mother."

"That must be my son." Rina hugged her son.

"Aren't you sure you'd marry a woman like that?" Rafki asked Rasya as if he was hard to see because after seeing Andini even though only a few moments but there were many mistakes that he saw from Andini. It was as if he did not sincerely see his brother marry the woman.

"In Shaa Allah Ki. Pray that you can be her husband."

"With a girl who has no such ethics? moreover, it seems that the science of his religion is very minimal kak. He's just a sin for brother later?" Rafki again to Rasya.

"If God wills his heart will be melted even can change very well Ki. Trust in His power Ki. We're just ordinary people who can't do anything. Brother will try as much as he can to straighten out Ki's steps again."

"Really noble hope brother. Hopefully later she can be a sholehah wife for sister." Rafki said again.

"Aamiin's." Everything guaranteed Rafki's words at that time.