SHBY's Husband For ANDINI
TPU

The car stopped right in front of a crossbar that read Public Funeral.

"Mas." Call Andini.

"We're not going to Mom's house. Why come here, pilgrimage first, Mas? Who died?" Ask Andini again because there was no response from Rasya.

"I answered me." Said Andini now who was holding onto Rasya's shoulder and shaking his body violently.

"Don't tell me that Mama..."Andini's disconnected speech now turned into her biggest cry of fear.

"Let's go inside!" Take Rasya.

Holding Andini's hand, and previously always warm he felt. Her husband's hand was frozen.

There is deep sadness.

Feelings that can no longer be explained.

Instantly Rasya stopped and sat down in front of a tombstone that read *Sinta*.

"Love, my Mama?" Ask Andini.

"Maybe it is not. Mama." Shouted Andini.

"I'm sorry that I couldn't tell you this from the beginning, honey. Forgive me, please." Rasya's words now let out his tears.

"Mas. Please wake up from this nightmare." Andini is crying.

Bending on the tombstone hugging the tombstone that reads Mama.

"Yes Allah. Why is this all happening." Andini's crying was soaring.

"Mama died in that accident, baby." Answer Rasya.

"Why didn't I say it at the beginning?"

"Mas is afraid you're in shock and can't remember everything anymore. Forgive me, please." Answer Rasya.

"Why Mas. Why did my mother die. Why don't I just go."

"You don't talk like that, baby."

"Everything is the will of the Powerful. Please allow Mama's departure so that she may be at peace in God's heaven." Answer Rasya.

"I'm the cause of Mama Mas's death. I took Mama to the hospital, knowing that Mama was gone forever because of the accident." Andini kept crying.

"This is God's will, dear. Don't blame yourself for this." Rasya.

"Now there is no Mama. I'm alone. Papa's gone, now why do you have to leave so soon. Why would it be."

"Listen darling. Look at the eyes. Here is the man standing before you. Look at my dear. They exist for you. It will always be there. I'll be your husband and Mama and Papa for you. No cry. There is still a Mas who loves you very much Andini. There's still a baby." Rasya said that he hugged his wife's body.

"And there are many who love you, dear. Don't surrender. Life doesn't end here, baby. We need to be strong and keep going. Hold my hand. Don't give up." Say Rasya again.

Andini just sobbed in Rasya's arms.

"Mama. I'm not ready to lose my mom. Awake Ma. Andini is back for Mama. I'm sorry you forgot about the incident with Mama. Andini is so sorry for Mom. Why did Mama leave Andini so soon." Andini was crying and really frustrated.

"Honey already. Now Mama doesn't want your cry. Mama needs the prayers of the child who sholehah for the journey of Mama in nature there." Say Rasya again.

"Yes Mas. I'll try hard for Mama." Answer Andini.

"We pray now, baby." Rasya said starting a new conversation in.

"Yes, it's." Answer Andini.

After finishing praying, Andini who was still in a chaotic mood.

Losing the best person in his life. Mama's figure is amazingly great, a lot of struggle.

Giving birth, breastfeeding, loving Andini until when it is a family grown up, still Andini as a little girl for her Mama.

Heavy, very heavy.

"Andini dear Mama. But God loves Mama more. Relax there Mama. Wait for Andini." Prayer behind Andini's cry.

...*Trial in life, is not a burden that states that you are hated by God....

...It is a sign that God loves you....

...How can a person be said to believe, while he is not tested.*...

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"Mother." Call Arumi.

"Yes, son." Answer Andini.

"The patient mother. There is Arumi who loves Mom very much. Don't dissolve in Mom's grief. We're all here very dear, Mother." Arumi hugs when Andini comes back home in such a miserable state.

"Thank you dear." Arumi's embrace.

"Mom to the room first, son. I'm tired." Andini.

Arumi just nodded.

"Then your wife, son!" Rina's orders.

Rasya understood and immediately went after Andini.

Arriving in Rasya's room saw Andini who was difficult to lay her body on the mattress.

"Dear." Call Rasya.

"Yes, it's." Answer Andini.

"Mas wants to talk, can you?" Rasya.

"Yes Mas. Please." Andini answered and then sat down from her fall.

"Keep your heart, baby! Trust that there will always be wisdom behind the misfortune that God has given. Don't make losing your mother a loss to fear Allah. God loves the patient." Rasya said while rubbing the head of Andini who was leaning on Rasya's shoulder.

"Hopefully I can get through this all of Mas." Answer Andini again.

"This is God, I can love you. For Allah does not impose a problem on the limits of the ability of his servant. Be patient and sincere about all the misfortunes that come from God to test us his servants. How can a man be said to believe, while he is not tested." Reply Rasya strengthen Andini.

"We have to be strong, baby. Don't dissolve in this grief like our son says." Say Rasya again.

"Indeed, we need time in the process of reforming. But do not make that time narrow with us who cannot give. Make time available to repent, strengthen faith and strengthen our religious beliefs dear. For the child who is sholehah is a continuation of the act of enhancing the reward for the parents who have died." Rasya.

"Don't let Mama suffer, with this cry and loss of your spirit dear. If Mama finds out her son is sad so big then Mama will also feel sad in nature there dear." Rasya continued at length.

Andini who understood with Rasya's intention looked and saw her husband's face.

"Help me to strong Mas. This soul feels very fragile." Answer Rasya.

"It's definitely darling." Reply Rasya and embrace his wife's body.

Hope will give strength and passion to his wife Andini.

Trying to calm and strengthen his heart and soul.

Rasya who understood his wife's feelings at this moment.

Being an orphan is not happy, it sometimes feels like a hurricane is approaching.

Indeed, in general the loss of a parent is a huge disaster for his child.

But Rasya did not break up giving spirit as well as a loving embrace for his wife.

Trying as hard as he can to get his wife back to what she used to be, the jolly Andini and everything to Rasya.

..."Don't give up, even if you feel tired. Because this world won't stop because of your surrender."...