
"Son Rasya. I'm sorry Mama's daughter can't give you a baby." Sinta, who was in front of Rasya crying, begged Rasya not to divorce her daughter.
Because it is commonplace for a husband to divorce his wife can not conceive or even polygamy if in this condition.
"God rules everything Ma. Including the condition of Andini. In the Lord, if God tests our household with this, then by His power we will be strong to receive it. If you really want to have children do not have to be from the womb Andini can go through other ways. Child adoption can also be a good solution. Be calm. Andini will always be the woman of choice and will always be the only wife to me Ma." Rasya's reply made Sinta very happy with her answer.
"Thank you son. I can understand your wife's condition." Sinta answered proudly to have a good-looking daughter-in-law let alone be a great husband for her child.
"Don't thank me Ma. It's my duty as Ma's husband." Reply Rasya sure.
"But son. What about your mother? will he be able to accept an imperfect daughter-in-law like Andini?" Ask Sinta who is crying.
"This is Allah Mother will not be Ma's problem either. No cry. I could not bear to see my mother cry. Because my mom is my mom too." Rasya answered, greeting Sinta's hand and kissing the back of her hand is a sign of her honor as a child.
"God willing. May God always bring happiness into your home." Hope Sinta at this time.
"In Shaa Allah Ma. Aamiin ya robbal alaamiin." Reply Rasya again.
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Andini, who was sitting in the front seat of her bedroom, looked at the bottom of the courtyard that was visible in her room.
The atmosphere was still quiet this morning, only the grains of dew falling were clearly visible from the tall trees. Makes him dissolve in his silence.
Rasya who left for work from dawn had finished the congregational morning prayers to make Andini feel again and again feel lonely.
Because it's just the two of them inside this house added Lela her ART helper, but it is not a good solution for Andini to tell his complaints to Lela even though it seems familiar but still Lela's nature is another person who can not be an outpouring of household contents.
"Hello Assalamualaikum." Andini answered picking up her phone which had rang twice. Without seeing and reading the name of the caller Andini immediately raised it.
"Hello. How are you." Ask.
Andini was shocked to hear the voice of the man on the call. And his voice was no stranger to Andini. Not to mention answering Andini was in a hurry to see the name on his call. It turns out that his name is Kevin.
"sorry. I don't see if you're calling. What's the need? if no one is interested, just hang up!" Andini said later.
"Andini. Why are you so cold with me? what kind of laundry soap did that son of a bitch use to brainwash you?" Said Kevin with regret.
"I'm sorry I don't serve unscrupulous remarks from anyone let alone that about my husband." Andini said she wanted to turn off her phone but Kevin still insisted on talking to her.
"Why so soon have you forgotten me Andini." Kevin's question limp made Andini sympathize ending the phone fading.
"Kevins. Ii'm sorry. Please no longer disturb my home. Find a better woman than me. There are still many out there who crave you." Andini said with her soft language.
This is the voice that Kevin always misses. The softness of his sweet voice made it even harder for Kevin to not be able to withstand the turmoil of longing in him for Andini.
"I'm sorry Kevin. I've been someone else's wife. Sins are great when it comes to other men. That's Kevin's ban."
"Don't you holy-ass You Andini."
"I'm sorry. Whatever your judgment is."
"What were you like before. Hap." Kevin was upset.
Andini felt very offended by the remark Kevin said deliberately judging himself was gratuitous.
"Assalamualaik." Andini then immediately turned off the phone from Kevin.
Her tears are flowing back. Remembering Kevin's words just now. Talking about him is not good. Telling himself it was easy. What a deadly word he received. Even though you never pray let alone hijab. But once he never let his chastity be snatched away by any man. But deliberately Kevin stamped his slapstick woman.
A moment of pain for Andini. But it is not as poignant as the fact that she will not be able to give her husband offspring from his womb.
Andini cried again and again.
Without realizing it, Rasya is now behind him. Lansung put the bag on the mattress approaching his wife and immediately hugged Andini's body from behind.
"Why cry again, baby?" ask Rasya
"No. It feels like all this is making my body powerless to run this life again. What am I getting married for? what's for?"
"Honey already. If you want to have children. We use another way. We can adopt a child in an orphanage. We can raise her with the love of real parents. Besides we can be parents of such a great reward that God has promised. Grief like this is an event that makes God not like his servant. Trust Honey. Because you are strong, God has placed this problem in our household." Rasya.
"Adoptions? but honey. It is not from your seed and flesh blood." Obviously Andini.
"It can also make us as dear parents. Happiness is not always about our own children, our own flesh and blood. Adopted children can also make happiness invaluable dear. Remember the reward, dear. Raising an orphan whose reward is multiplied and the gift is still heaven dear. Just imagine that. Applies to our own children. Love him as our biological son dear."
"Then what about Mom. Can you accept my condition, dear?" Andini said in her tears.
"In Shayah Allah dear. This is our family. Mother is entitled to provide a solution but that does not mean entitled to obstruct dear. Let me explain later." Reply Rasya again.
"Thank you dear." Andini then hugged her husband.
"At least I can be a mother, as a grief-treater of this destiny. My solace and hopefully can bring grace into our household." Andini was full of hope.
"real darling. Aamiin ya robbal alaamiin." Rasya answered.
The two of them love each other in that warm embrace. Despite whatever trials and trials God gave his servant but did not give him out of his way.
Although it was hard at first, believe if you live it sincerely and patiently God will give heaven to his servant who is sincere in doing good and worship.