
Mama Sarah put on her sad face when Farhan and bi Ida came. The middle-aged woman got up from the front of the cemetery, stepped back and made room for Farhan.
Farhan's tall body fell on the ground right in front of his first wife's funeral. Both of his hands shook outstretchedly touching the navel bearing the name of Nada Keysa Azzahra, as his tears fell again.
"You said you loved me so much, but why did you leave me, Nada." Said Farhan with a falter.
"Why do you go when I also want to learn to love you. Why did you leave before I could make you happy. Why, Nada...!?"
Farhan no longer felt ashamed crying like a child and was witnessed by mama Sarah and bi Ida. He dropped his body on the still wet mound of earth. Both of his hands were patting the ground as if he was awakening a sleeping tone. His poor wife had been gone for good, leaving him guilty of hurting Nada all along. His tone had gone out carrying love for him which he had not yet had time to repay.
Mama Sarah could not hold back her tears again to see Farhan like that. He could not imagine if what was inside the navel was really Nada.
While bi Ida herself had been crying since the beginning came, even her eyes had looked puffy. She loved him dearly because his master forbade him to see Nada's face one last time.
"It was Farhan, don't cry too much like that. Are you not the one who wants to throw the tone out of your life. And behold now, Nada not only departed from your life but departed from this world leaving us all. You should be happy, right? That way you won't have to meet Nada again even as your Sister." Mama Sarah said.
Hearing the words of Sarah's mother, Farhan rubbed his tears and then moved from the top of the navel and stood right in front of his mother.
"It's all because of Mama! If Mama let Nada come home with me, Nada won't do any harm!" Farhan Speak with High Tone.
Makes mom Sarah flinch. The middle-aged woman fell silent. For this, he did turn on himself for the accident that befell Nada. Had he not pulled Nada's hand across the road to Alfan's car, Nada would not have had the accident.
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Somewhere else.
Alfan was pacifying Key who kept crying over the news of Nada's passing. The little girl certainly felt devastated by the departure of Nada because she had considered Nada more than just a aunt. The beautiful plan he had planned with his father had to be dashed by the sad news.
While crying over Nada, Key fell asleep in his father's arms tired of crying.
Alfan took his daughter to his room.
After laying Key on his bed, he rushed out of his daughter's room to his own.
When he was in the room, Alfan went straight to the bathroom to clean himself up. A few moments later after finishing his bath and getting dressed, he immediately went to the place where he was going to meet someone tonight.