
"When did you borrow my car that time you bumped into people? Say, Kania!"
Kania reflex closed her eyes hearing Farhan's question in a snapping tone. His spirit is no longer in his body. Now he is truly in the midst of the abyss of death. Apart from Farhan who already knew the rot. Alfan would not give him mercy if he admitted that he had hit Hana at that time.
That day, after the bookstore. On the way he and his three friends chatted while occasionally laughing. Because of the fun, Kania is driving until they do not pay attention to the road so that unwanted events occur.
Kania hit a woman riding a motorcycle from the opposite direction. And here of course Kania who is guilty of not paying attention to the road so that his car out of the fast lane should be.
In a state of panic, Kania and his friends had time to get out of the car to see the person who was hit by him. However, when he saw some people coming he and his friends immediately ran away because they did not want to get into trouble.
"Is that true, Kania?" This time Alfan asked.
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Outside Alfan's apartment. Mama Sarah and doctor Reno seemed confused, how they could enter the apartment while using a smart door lock.
"How about this, Reno. If it's in vain like this we came here?" Mama Sarah has given up. The goal is to catch Alfan and Kania, but they can't get into the apartment.
Doctor Reno seemed to think of a way in which they could enter.
When Sarah's mother and Reno's doctor dissolve into their minds, they are shocked by the apartment's suddenly open door.
"Farhan, are you here?"
Farhan did not react to anything, he was like a dazed man who lost his mind. In fact, he was not surprised or had the desire to ask why his mother could also be here with a man he did not know.
Farhan's gaze was empty. What had happened really made him seem to lose his spirit of life. He felt like he was the dumbest man in the world. It felt like he wanted to end his life after Nada, the only woman who sincerely loved him.
"Tone, Ma, she..." Farhan could not continue his sentence.
Mama Sarah and Doctor Reno stared at each other, they could already guess what had happened. Farhan must have known about the accident Nada had experienced.
"Farhan, we'd better talk at home." Sarah brought her son home.
Along the way Farhan just kept quiet with a blank look. His whole mind was only on Nada. His poor sister and wife must be the victim of those who have betrayed him.
Alfan, his cousin's brother who could take Kania's virginity to take revenge on him for a deed he never did.
And Kania, the woman he loved was in pursuit of the dream of becoming a doctor, willing to give her body to Alfan who promised to finance all her needs while abroad.
Of that there is nothing left. Love and trust have all been lost with his body that seems to die.
Because the prolonged misunderstanding that Alfan had had destroyed everything, even his life and nothing else remained.
How can he live after this?