
One week in the hospital, Sarah and Farhan's mother brought Nada home today after getting a license from the hospital. For the treatment of the next tone will be monitored directly by Reno doctor at home.
Now Nada is sitting leaning on the bed. A hint of a disguised shadow appeared in the memory when it recalled the words of Sarah's mother who said that she and Farhan were married.
Next to Nada's hand rubbed the surface of the bed beside her. If he and Farhan are married, it means that he has spent time with Farhan in his bed.
Nah! It felt like Nada wanted to scream imagining that her body had been touched. How could he marry a man who in fact is his own brother.
Nada's daydreams spread as Farhan entered his room. The Tone Reflex pulled a blanket over his body even though he was wearing a covered garment complete with his hijab.
Farhan placed the tray on the table containing food for Nada and her medicine. Then the man smiled at Nada and sat his body on the edge of the bed.
"Why isn't Bi Ida delivering her food?" Tada asked, his hands clutching tightly at the blanket as if afraid that Farhan would... Ah, he thought it had gone too far to frighten him himself.
Although since childhood they were both brother and sister, but still he always kept limits with Farhan because they were not blood.
"Bi Ida had slept after the Isya prayer earlier, it seems to be not feeling well too. So it's okay that I bring you food, I'm your husband." Farhan.
Unknowingly Nada shook her head. There was a sense of unease when Farhan said she was her husband.
"I'm a bribe?" Tawar Farhan, but quickly Tone shook his head.
Tone's words instantly made Farhan feel claustrophobic. He remembered his previous treatment with Nada. So this is what Nada felt as she continued to ignore his wife.
"But Nada, we're...
"Sorry, Mas. I hope Mas Farhan can understand my current situation." Tone interjected, he lowered his head disconnecting his gaze from Farhan.
"But Tone, how can you remember about us? If we'd just slept apart." Farhan looked at Nada with full of supplication, there was a sense of unwillingness if he had to sleep apart. In this case, he felt unfair to her. In the past he often ignored Nada, but still let his wife sleep in bed with him. But Nada, blatantly asked her to sleep in her own room.
"Mas, I beg your understanding. It's not all easy for me. Mas Farhan has always been considerate of me as a big brother, but now I realize that it was not. We are indeed brothers, but Mas Farhan must remember that we are not blood."
"But now we are no longer Brother and Sister, Nada. Now we are Husband and Wife!" Farhan emphasized at the end of his sentence, hoping that Nada would understand him. This was all he did for the sake of Nada in order to slowly remember everything.
"Mas, please understand!" The tone was the same, he hoped Farhan would also understand him.
Farhan immediately lowered his head while closing his eyes. Why does it hurt so much. His chest really felt tight like it was in a big block of rock.
"Alright, Nada. I'll go to my own room. But after you finish your food and also take your medicine." Farhan finally gave up.