Sold to my husband to pay his gambling debts
55. My life is a complicated and full of struggle

Pov Evelyn's

I know for some people, my life is now perfect. It has everything that many women in this country dream of.

Having a charming husband with radiant wealth, which will not run out of seven derivatives, but in fact it does not merely become a happiness for the life of a human being.

I felt that way after having everything that many women wanted. Believe that the treasures of the world are not worth anything when our hearts are not calm by seeing the minus behavior of our husbands.

The beginning of my marriage can be said to be something that is very unusual for some stories of life. I had to accept the fact that I was sold by my own husband to a ruthless and cold-hearted mob leader. He is also an enemy of my own family. Wh why? Because he was the one who destroyed my father's company until he died and my mother went crazy and is living in a mental hospital now.

I almost went crazy for him when I found out everything. For days I could not live well and quietly. There was only heartache and anger towards my own husband.

But I kept trying to live even with tremendous inner pressure. Had to see my husband who always brings another different woman every day and he always takes her to our room to make love and I see them with my own eyes. Can you imagine being me? It hurts!

Sick? Initially yes. But after a month had passed, the pain was no longer felt. My heart felt numb and I never thought about it again. I tried to enjoy my life and began to seek my own happiness.

I began to get along with my driver and also my husband's assistant, who would have thought that it made my husband go berserk and then fired my driver and sent his assistant abroad. Geez! That mentally ill man really has driven me almost crazy for him. What the hell is he doing??

" Never be close or familiar with another man!" that's what he said to me when I protested to him that successfully made my heart tremble and my whole body feel goosebumps instantly. Good Lord! Will I be able to live a household life with the man who bought me from my ex-husband to these billions of dollars?

All the suffering in my life ended after someone pushed me into the lake and it ended up being the starting point of my life that separated me from my husband who always made me cry.

But it seems that God is too kind to me. Instead of dying, I was instead found by someone living in a forest in a remote village. After a few months passed, it turned out that I was pregnant with my abusive husband's child. Finally for a few months I gave birth to a boy who was very handsome and always gave strength in my life.

But honestly, for me, life there is the real happiness I have ever had in my life. Although there was only simplicity and also lack, but my heart felt happier and more peaceful while living there. Because Raymond always treated me like a precious human being. He gave his love for my Son so sincerely and we finally found out that Raymond was the real grandfather of my own son.

Really if there's such a big coincidence in my life, it's when I get to know Raymond who turns out to be my own father-in-law. Is there anything more important than this?

After reuniting with my husband, I had a lot of things to come back to. I tried to escape from him. Because I don't want to go back to living hell by being his wife. But as usual, he was always adept at imposing all his will on me.

He separated me from my son for months I tried to find him but nil because my son he was hiding very far from me and I don't know where.

After I gave up and agreed to live as his wife again. Of course after I learned that a lot of effort had been made by my husband to make my heart melt and touched by his struggle. One of them was with him taking care of my mother during my disappearance for over 5 years. He took good care of my mother who was in the mental hospital and he also easily returned the company of my father that he had once stolen back to me.

We went back to pick up our son, who turned out to be with both Syrian parents who were very fond of my Son. Because their desire to have a grandson until now is not also fulfilled. Surya is their only son who does not want to marry his lover on the grounds that he does not feel love for your lover. Weird right? Is there anyone who does not love his girlfriend? Surya is one of them.

He has asked for a break up from his girlfriend many times. But his lover never wanted to reason still in love with Surya. So that eventually their relationship becomes an unhealthy relationship and hangs in the air like a leash on a hot and scorching clothesline. Dry and hot. There is no warmth and love in it. I feel sorry for Surya's lover. Hoping that the proud and arrogant man moved his heart and wanted to marry his lover named Carmila.

Life after I picked up my son, but meeting him with my husband was not as beautiful as I had dreamed. The two of them even fought more often because each other was always competing for my attention.

Every day my life has to be frustrated with the behavior of my own son and husband who is like tom and jerry. My husband won't budge on his own son. He was always jealous whenever I paid more attention to our son. As well as my son, he was always angry when I paid more attention to his father.

Oh God! Has anyone ever imagined the life I lead with this generation of handsome men? The most important man in my life, of course. My own husband and son. I tried to make them make peace like a normal father and son like everyone else. It was hard and it took a lot of struggle from me. It was real and very heavy I did. Because they're both stubborn and hard to manage in every way.

My son is another version of my successful husband making my head almost explode every day with various demands from him, who never felt satisfied with anything he already had. Weird right?