
After helping Risna get into the car, Diky also intends to return to his apartment unit.
"He hasn't left yet? I guess, he's gone. What exactly did that girl do?"diky muttered in his heart when he accidentally saw Wulan was still in the apartment lobby which this time was quite crowded.
Dicky returned to his apartment unit. Not remembering Wulan anymore. Diky was already too disappointed in Wulan today. Diky feels Wulan has little love for her, as Wulan is not at all jealous of what she is showing today. Although there is still a question mark in Diky's heart why the girl continues to follow him. But Diky did not want to take a headache again because today was already disappointed.
As a detective, Diky also studied psychology, but about love, Diky is a bit weak in understanding it. Moreover, Wulan is very minimal talk to him and always hide his feelings tightly.
"Wulan keeps following me, probably to look for evidence that I'm having an affair. So that Wulan can give evidence of my affair to both parents. Then you can ask both parents to cancel our engagement. Because basically Wulan does not love me. And accepted my proposal because I had to. Because if Wulan loves me, she must be jealous to see me with Risna today. And if she really loves me, she'll want me to get married, right away,"
That thought was now in Diky's head after everything that happened today. Therefore, Diky completely gave up on maintaining his relationship with Wulan. After quieting down later, Diky intends to talk to Wulan to cancel their engagement. To be exact, they cut their relationship. Because after this, Diky no longer wanted to get in touch with Wulan. So that he could soon forget Wulan. Because it is undeniable, Diky loves Wulan very much.
Despite all the flaws Wulan had, Diky could accept them all. But Diky couldn't accept one thing from Wulan. That is if Wulan does not love her.
Diky let out a rough breath. The man took off the shirt he was wearing and threw it as long as it got stuck on the back of the sofa. The chest of the field and stomach of the torn bread tub Diky was perfectly exposed. Sports exercise strengthens the physical and martial arts training that Diky pursued is the cause of the young man has a body that is so beautiful.
As a detective who often takes to the field and investigates cases that are often dangerous, Diky must have a strong physical and martial arts. Otherwise, it would be difficult to save his own life.
Diky threw his body on the living room's long sofa and sighed many times. Until the sound of a bell that sounds indicates there are guests out there makes Diky move from where he lay. Diky walked towards the door and let out a long sigh as he saw who was visiting in his apartment unit.
"You?"diky asked as he frowned looking at Wulan who was standing in front of him.
Wulan was very surprised when the apartment door opened and saw Diky's bare-chested appearance. The man only wore Levis pants, until his field chest was perfectly exposed. As a normal woman, of course Wulan admired the shape of the young man's body in front of her. His eyes did not blink until he had trouble swallowing his own saliva when he saw how beautiful the scene before his eyes was.
"Come in!"diky sounded flat. Opening the door of her apartment allowed Wulan to enter. Diky only realized that he was only bare-chested when he saw the direction of Wulan's eyes.
"Goddessaaa..! The shame.! I was caught admiring his body shape. Yes, God, I didn't think that bang Diky had such a beautiful body. His body shape is very similar to the models of men's underwear ads, "wulan muttered in his heart.
Wulan stepped inside Diky's apartment unit while bowing her head with a reddened face in embarrassment. Wulan is caught admiring her own fiance's body.
"This is what makes me nervous and like him. His cheeks were flushed when embarrassed. But honey she doesn't love me like I love her" Diky muttered inwardly.
"Sit down!"said Diky while closing the door, then followed Wulan who had sat first with a down face. Not daring to stare at Diky who was currently sitting right in front of him.
"Have you come all the way here?"tanya Diky looked at Wulan who was still faithfully bowing her head.
Diky sat leaning against the sofa with both hands outstretched on the back of the sofa.
"A. I . I just wanted to ask. Why is your phone number inactive for a month?"ask the stammered Wulan. Brave to ask with two fingers twisting each other on top of his tightly clenched thighs.
"It's okay. After all, you don't care if I come to your house or not. You also never had the initiative to contact me first, did you? Except for the important things. I'm the only one who always wants to know about you and meet you. But you don't,"sahut Diky sounds flat.
Wulan was struck by Diky's answer. It's true, all this time he never took the initiative to contact Diky first. Unless there's something important. Dicky was the one who always called first.
"Mother and father asked, how come this past month you didn't come to the house" Wulan said, still bowing her head.
"Oh, only the father and mother ask? Just tell me I'm busy, "so you smile wryly hearing only Wulan's father and mother ask about her. Wulan is not.
"What..is your brother angry with me?"ask Wulan slowly.
"You think?"Diky did not answer Wulan's question but instead asked back.
Dicky let out a rough breath turning his face away from Wulan. Seeing Wulan who bit her own lips made Diky remember when she kissed Wulan's pink lips. Making Diky swallow her saliva rough if you remember how delicious the pink lips are.
"I'm not angry. But, more precisely, I was disappointed, "sahut Diky was honest.
"Bang, I didn't mean to disappoint you. I. I just want to focus on..."
"Enough, Lan!"said Diky cut Wulan's words in a rather high voice because he felt fed up with Wulan's reasoning.
While Wulan was surprised to hear Diky's rather high tone. All this time Wulan had never heard Diky speak in such a rather high tone. The girl's face was getting drowned. His hands were sweating coldly.
"I don't want to hear your reasons anymore. If you don't want to marry me, there's no need to use that excuse. Ayana was married before graduating SMU. But she can still focus on her school, even though she has to take care of her husband, the house, and me and Toyib. If you don't love me, there's no need to force yourself to continue our relationship,"
"Mom.not like that, bang. I. I.."Wulan was so hard to continue with her words. It was so hard to express his heart.
"Easy! No need to give any more excuses. I no longer want to continue our relationship. Let's just end it all up here. About everything I've ever given you, you don't have to give it back,"
"Deg"
It felt like Wulan's heart stopped beating hearing Diky's words just now. Wulan raised her face, looking at Diky whose facial expression looked disappointed. The girl's eyes looked teary and her lips seemed to tremble.
"Ma. how can it be like that!"
...Loving ...
...Loving is not easy. Loving is hard and exhausting....
...Because you have to learn to interpret anger as attention....
...Perceives his restlessness as a worry....
...And interpreted his jealousy as affection....
...Especially to love someone who doesn't love you back....
...Making others love you is harder....
...Because you have to learn what it means to fight. ...
...And must learn if in the end your struggle crashed, because your feelings are not reciprocated....
..."Nana October 17th"...
...🌸❤️🌸...
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To be continued