
"Easy! No need to give any more excuses. I no longer want to continue our relationship. Let's just end it all up here. About everything I've ever given you, you don't have to give it back,"
It felt like Wulan's heart stopped beating hearing Diky's words just now. Wulan raised her face, looking at Diky whose facial expression looked disappointed. The girl's eyes looked teary and her lips seemed to tremble.
"Ma. how can it be like that!"said Wulan stammered. Not accepting with the decision made unilaterally by Diky.
"Why can't it? why do we continue our relationship, if our hearts and minds are not in line?"
"If you cancel this engagement, you'll put my family to shame" Wulan said, staring at Diky with dewy eyes. It is inconceivable how unfortunate both parents would be if this engagement were to be void. They'll be shaking up the citizens.
"Why should I think of you, if I don't feel happy in this relationship. I'm not a naive person who would sacrifice my happiness for the happiness of others,"
"Ta. but.. My brother took my first kiss!"screeched Wulan with tears that had already dripped from her eye patch. Diky had already taken her first kiss, so Diky had to be her husband. That's what Wulan had in mind.
Diky sighed harshly at Wulan's words, "I didn't force you when I kissed you. You enjoy it too, even return it. Doesn't that mean you like it too?"diky asked slightly raised his voice, making Wulan speechless and lowered her head.
Wulan, Diky never forced her when Diky kissed her. Even somehow, Wulan even replied to him.
Diky sighed trying to control her emotions that had risen, "Later tonight I'll come to your house. I will apologize to both of your parents. I can't continue our relationship. And I'm sorry I kissed you. Now, gohome!"said Diky in a flat voice.
"I don't want to go home. You can't unilaterally break this relationship,"
Wulan could not imagine how her parents would react if this evening Diky came to break off their engagement.
"I told you, our hearts and minds are not in line. What are we forcing it for? Wouldn't if we broke up, you'd be more able to focus on your lecture?"sindir Diky because all this time Wulan did not want to be invited to marry for the reason that he could focus on college.
"Abang broke off our relationship just because I didn't want to get married to Abang as soon as possible, right? In that case, I am willing to get married as soon as possible to Brother," said Wulan who did not want to lose Diky.
On the other hand, Wulan also thought about the feelings of her two parents. They and their families would be embarrassed if Diky to cancel their engagement. And all because of his strong selfishness does not want to be married to Diky as soon as possible. Therefore, for the sake of his relationship with Diky, Wulan would give in. And agreed to Diky's request to get married as soon as possible.
"Sorry! I am no longer interested in marrying you. If you are willing to marry me before all this happens, I will be happy with your answer. But, you wanted to marry me after all this happened. I feel like you accepted my proposal just because of your parents. Or maybe because of Ayana, Dimas and Toyib. Not because you love me. I only want to get married once in my life. So, I don't want to marry someone who doesn't love me,"
"A. I. I love Brother," said Wulan with a bowed face, closed eyes and clenched hands. Wulan really tried hard to say those three words. And finally those words can be said as well. Maybe because of the fear of losing Diky that made Wulan finally able to say three words that had been very difficult to pronounce it.
Diky smiled blandly looking and heard Wulan say those three words. Very visible if forced.
"You don't have to say a sentence you don't want to say. There's no need to fear that both of your parents are angry, because I broke off our engagement. I'll tell both of your parents if I've been fucking another girl and I have to take responsibility for that girl. So, your parents won't be mad at you,"
Wulan raised her face and looked at Diky with a blurred look due to the tears that kept flowing.
"Abangs.. Brother fucked that girl?"asked Wulan with tears that kept dripping.
There was a pain in his heart when Diky said she had been caliphing and screwing another girl. Especially when considering Diky memapah girl who about an hour was in the apartment together with Diky. Not jealous? Of course Wulan was jealous to see her fiance in the friendly embrace by another woman. Moreover, his fiancee both with other women in the apartment for over an hour.
"Easy! No need to talk about it anymore! You better go home!"said the real Diky from earlier felt could not bear to see Wulan crying.
"I'm not going home!"said Wulan remained firm on his stance. Didn't want Dicky to cancel their engagement. After all, Wulan already loved Diky.
"Well, if you don't want to go home. Let me go," said Diky, taking the shirt he had thrown.
"Abang wants to run? Want to avoid problems like this one month? What kind of man is brother? You wimps!"sergeant Wulan stood looking at Diky with a gaze full of anger.
"Don't I say it? I don't want to continue our relationship anymore? Is it still unclear?"diky asked who stopped moving because his distance stopped and Wulan stopped living for another half a meter.
"Bugh"
"Bugh"
"Bugh"
"Break evil! Wicked! I hate Brother! I hate Abang" Wulan's eyes full of anger, keep hitting Diky's chest while crying.
Wulan felt hanged by Diky for one month and now Diky has cut their relationship unilaterally. Though Wulan has painstakingly said to love Diky, even willing to marry Diky. Change his decision so that Diky does not leave him. But Dicky still intends to die. Wulan really did not accept the unilateral decision from Diky.
"Stop!"diky snapped across his original shirt, then caught Wulan's hand beating his chest.
"Take me off! Brengseek's brother! My brother just wants to play me. Brother wants to leave after taking my first kiss! Brother bastard! I hate you Brother!"pekik Wulan continued to try to release his hand held by Diky. Wulan was furious at Diky for feeling being played by Diky.
"Akh!"wulan screeched as Diky suddenly pushed her body.
"Bronts"
Wulan fell on the long sofa and Diky immediately restrained Wulan's body.
"Deg"
Wulan's heart felt stopped beating when suddenly Diky was already on top of his body. Wulan's cry stopped immediately. His body felt stiff like it was imprinted on that long sofa. Wulan's eyes didn't blink at all with a straight gaze staring at Diky who was above her body. With a face so close to her.
"What did you say I was? I'm evil? A jerk? The scoundrel? I'm just playing you?"diky asked who really felt very furious at Wulan's accusation like that. But Wulan only speaks a thousand languages. Their current position made Wulan freeze.
Diky looked at Wulan's silent face not blinking. For a few seconds they were both silent. Diky swallowed his coarse salivary, staring at the beautiful and sweet face of Wulan that was so close to his face.
"Le. let go of me!"wulan said slowly in the end.
"You came here to surrender yourself. Why should I let you go?"diky asked who even his breath felt on Wulan's face.
"A.. Brother..."
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Notebook :
•The naive are many behaviors, very unpretentious, innocent (due to inexperience), simple, stupid, and absurd. This naive understanding is as quoted from the Dictionary of Indonesian Language (KBBI). A naive person usually has a character that is notoriously plain, innocent, and childish.
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To be continued