
Ming Yue looked at all of that in confusion. He looked at Lu Ming and asked what mistake he had made. But the man did not catch his eye signal as he was busy stopping Uncle Ahn who was calling someone and planning a press conference tomorrow morning to announce the cancellation of the wedding.
Ming Yue sighed inwardly, if this situation continued then her marriage could be completely annulled. Lu Ming where did that brilliant brain of yours go?
Ming Yue lowered her gaze and said softly. "I'm pregnant."
Suddenly everyone in the room stopped talking and looked at him with eyes glaring in shock.
"What?"
"How can you?"
"Lu Ming, you son of a bitch!"
Starting from grandfather Lu, Lu Ming then Fu Yao, they stared at each other with fickle facial expressions.
Fu Yao stood up gruntily as she lifted the pillow into the air then smacked it into Lu Ming's head with all her might. "Bast jerk man! Who taught you to ruin someone else's daughter!" Pekik angry. After hitting a few times, he was satisfied and sat back down.
Fu Yao closed her eyes for a moment before opening them back and looked at the gentle Ming Yue. "Yueyue you don't have to be afraid. Mama's gonna make him responsible." He glanced at Lu Ming furiously then looked back at Ming Yue affectionately. "If she makes you hurt or pisses you off, you have to tell mom. Mama's gonna teach him a lesson." He then threw a threatening look at Lu Ming.
"Lu Ming isn't you..." Grandfather Lu paused in the middle of the sentence clumsily and looked at Lu Ming with a guilty look.
Lu Ming paid no heed to his grandfather's remark and looked at Ming Yue in a daze. He doesn't remember ever doing it. Oh God, Ming Yue would definitely be angry if she said she forgot about it. He rubbed his face roughly before looking at Ming Yue fixedly.
He must remember. Must remember!
How could he forget how Lu Mingyue.** was made! He is a sinner!
Ming Yue caught the hanging sentence spoken by grandfather Lu, she frowned and thought for a moment. He then pulled Lu Ming's hand for the man to come closer to him before whispering in his ear asking what was going on.
Lu Ming who listened to the whispers of questions from Ming Yue as if flogged his consciousness and returned to being the President Director who was with a rational mind.
Lu Ming cleared his throat then said in a high tone to draw everyone's attention to him.
"Listen to me."
After everyone kept quiet and focused on her then she asked what was the point of trouble underlying her mother and grandfather's decision to annul her marriage to Ming Yue.
It was only an hour later that the misunderstanding was cleared up and the marriage was saved. Lu Ming held Ming Yue out of the study room with an anxious and nervous heart.
He still did not remember when he and Ming Yue made Lu Mingyue. **.
Ming Yue sat on the bed while Lu Ming stood before her. They stared at each other without anyone speaking first. Both are busy with their own thoughts.
After the misunderstanding that occurred just now Ming Yue realized something if she had been selfish in making a decision. "Lu Ming, you've always followed my wishes without protest. Don't you mind?" Ming Yue opened her voice. Learning from the experience he did not want to keep his own mind and make it a thorn in the heart.
For Ming Yue who had lived all her life without getting any affection from her parents, it is natural that he has trauma and fear that he will do the same to what his father and mother did to him. Although Ming Yue looked fine from the outside actually the girl had a fragile heart otherwise Ming Yue ended....
Lu Ming clenched his hands and resisted his urge to hit something every time he remembered it, he closed his eyes violently to shake off his bad thoughts. It didn't happen and he won't let it happen again.
When Lu Ming opened his eyes again, his emotions had already stabilized and he looked at Ming Yue with a small smile at the corner of his lips. "Yueyue, don't worry grandfather and mama aren't people who are colossal. They won't force you to have children." He said with convincing.
Ming Yue sighed a little heavily then looked at Lu Ming fixedly. "What about you?"
Lu Ming was silent for a moment. Lying if he said no problem, but I guess it doesn't mean that he doesn't agree with Ming Yue's desire for childless.
And Lu Ming would certainly not put Ming Yue in a position that would make him unhappy. For him Ming Yue happiness was number one, whether to have children or not, Lu Ming did not care about that. It was true that she wanted Lu Mingyue's presence so badly.**, but she would not demand Ming Yue to give birth.
She could understand why Ming Yue had such a deep fear about giving birth, surely it was not merely due to the pain of giving birth or the side effects that pregnancy had on her body. Nor is it the fear of trauma that can occur after giving birth. The fear of Ming Yue was greater than all that.
Ming Yue, that girl although it seemed that she was a fool by whatever happened, Lu Ming knew that what Mu Jena actually said about Ming Yue was true. Ming Yue was a less affectionate girl who craved the warmth of family.
For a child the affection and warmth of his parents is a very important element in his growth period and affects the future of the child. Do not think that little children will not understand the hurtful words or actions we gave them when they were little. Instead, they will remember and carry all those bad memories throughout their lives.
Ming Yue was one of them, all he knew about her was an unwanted and unneeded child. His presence was considered a weed-like bully to both his parents. It was embedded in him from the time he was a child until now, although Ming Yue seemed to have made peace with it but it would never be forgotten and became a shadow in her heart.
The shadow became a trauma that scared her and did not believe in herself. Ming Yue was afraid that she would do what her parents did to her son later.
The trauma of Ming Yue was indeed curable. Lu Ming had already consulted a psychiatrist, his trauma could be healed by replacing the lack of affection that Ming Yue had not gotten from her parents.
Lu Ming could give all the affection that Ming Yue needed. But he did not want to if his love for Ming Yue was marred by the desire to heal Ming Yue's trauma because he wanted a child. He doesn't want to be like that.
Therefore regardless of the trauma Ming Yue could heal or not, Lu Ming did not care because he would give all his love to Ming Yue without having to be asked. Having a child or not, would not affect what he would give Ming
Yue let alone the love he had for her. He would love his Ming Yue along with all the imperfections he had.
Ming Yue could feel such great love from the eyes of the man looking at her. It made him a little groggy so he lowered his eyes so as not to look at Lu Ming.
He was indeed happy to see Lu Ming love him so much, yet on the other hand he felt he had lied to the man.
Although the monk said that he was the same Ming Yue as Ming Yue in this world, he had not been able to establish himself as Ming Yue without remembering his life as the other Ming Yue.
"Lu Ming, how about. ah, forget it." He shook his head violently. Ming Yue wanted to tell Lu Ming about the soul transmigration she went through but then she became frightened by Lu Ming's reaction, what if she couldn't accept it then left him. Worse yet, what if not only that happened, but Lu Ming hated him and accused him of seizing the body of the person he loved.
Ming Yue did not dare to look at Lu Ming and continued to look down. This is what he fears from falling in love, when someone is already in love they will think of all the profit-loss, gain and loss in all the things he does. The real problem will easily look complicated and the ants will turn into elephants
Lu Ming stared at the top of Ming Yue's head before his hands stretched out to gently raise his chin. He did not know exactly what Ming Yue was thinking, perhaps he could already guess a little.
"I love you."